Now then I realize...
Friendship is of presence and not passion.
Relationship is of seduction and not love.
Then what is true about them?

So don't try convincing me in the 1st place if you can't accomplish it.
Perhaps I'd asked too much.

I had a dream yesterday...
I was reprimanded by someone...
I can't recognize his or her face...
He/She advised me not to be so serious at all times.
And that I shouldn't disturb my friends too...
I'm ignorant.
Yes perhaps I really am.

From now on, we shouldn't really go out often...
unless necessary?...

Learning to let go will make me know myself better.
Let go bah...
Don't hold on anymore.
Things I fear of happening,
had happened.
I should be used to it dumbo.