Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Wahahahas.
Blogging time!

You know what,
I actually went to jog in the park yesterday.
And god, after 2 rounds,
I'm feeling so DEAD!.
And so many people ran past me,
it just shows how lousy I am o.O
LOL.
No matter what, I'll still make it a point that I'll exercise regularly!.
Jia you!.

Had 3 hours of lecture yesterday,
hence tried to make some entertainment in the LT.
I bet with Peck Gee: If class ends early at 12:40pm, I'll give her 1 million. (God, you think I have that money? This is damn risky -.-)
:Next, if class ends at 12:45pm instead, the prize will be lowered down to 5 packets of tissue paper.
Wau seh!.
Thanks goodness that it strikes at 12:45pm exactly!.
Or god, where to get 1 million for my ignorant bet??!
LOL.

After school, went over to RP with 1 Jie to find 6 meis.
She was having her meeting in school.
Realized it's not my class that speaks vulgar only* =P
Had lunch cum dinner over RP too.
This time, I had their black pepper chicken.
Yea it's nice =)

1 Jie went back to NYP for Guzheng.
(Thx goodness I didn't bet on her XP)
Followed Hao back to her house to pack her stuffs for KL trip.
Think I'm too motherly to her.
Cos I'm always so NAGGY!.
LOL.

Lastly, went to run at night lo =)

*I realized that she's your first love.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Ohaiyo gozaimasu minasan!.
Woke up freaking early to have breakfast and off to run.
But for the case, I don't think I'm running XP
This weather is just damn right to slack.
BUT!.
I'll find some stuffs make myself sweat like hell =X
Wahahahas.
Lessons these days are rather slack.
So I musn't slack so much or I'll be a gone case soon -.-

Lectures start at 12pm ltr.
Will be meeting Gala & Kok.
Yeah =)

Then ltr on meeting my babes in RP.
Find Hao Hao then makan!.
Wahahas.
I wanna try out their milk tea =)

*There are 2 types of people in this world.
1 is soft on the outside and hard in the inside, & the other 1 is vice versa.
Come on, I can simply read people's mind,
need not hide from me.
Muahahas.
People like KW are just so STANDARD that I know what the freaking hell they're thinking about.

Alright, off to...
What shall I do next? -.-

Sayonara!~

GOOD NEWS!.
--> Found my skipping rope le, can SKIP le!.
Wahahas so happy!.



Forgiving is just a way for u to feel better...

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Yoyo!.
yesterday was a shopping spree to me and 1 Jie =P
LOL.
Went to City hall to spend off my Gio & Urban male vouchers.
In return, I've got a T-shirt from Gio & sandals from urban. =)
Wau, it's like everything to me is practically free!.
The joy of not spending your money and receiving so much stuffs is at optimum level!.
Hahahs!.
Wanna thx MeiQi ah yi, Cindy sotong jie, Fiona, Chong Lao pa, Yuda, Kerwei, Tony & Eric for the vouchers!. =)
If not, I won't have such luxury =X
Went to Carrefour to get out FBT singlets and shorts for our Friday evening jog =D
And then to Cotton On Body, bought a black long-sleeve top =D
And what's more, it's like 2 for $20 only!.
Come on, one only have ta pay 10 bucks!.
Great deal right!.
Hence 1 Jie got hers in Grey =D

After that, we went ta meet Jack jie fu & Melvin to catch the Forbidden Kingdom in Cineleisure. =)
Tell you what, the movie is fantastic!.
Ya guys just have ta catch that!.

And till bout 4am, we're all back to home-sweet-home =)
So tiring...
LOL.
But I really enjoy yesterday.
Super much! =)
Thx 1 Jie for accompanying me XP
LOVES*

1 Jie: What if he got a gf alr?.
Me: I think I'll be sad...
1 Jie: But liking the person doesn't mean you gotta have him in the very end...
Yup that true, hence I'll let it go & help him as and when he needs it =)
Another good thing is that, I can focus on what I want le =)
I dun need you to like me, but I want you to know that I love to help you, w/o any returns.

Sunday, a day for me to slack XP
Or maybe catch a movie in e!Hub...
Wahahas...
No idea la.
Byebye!






Loves* to my gals

Friday, April 25, 2008

Just came back from jogging.
Think stamina really cannot make it.
Knee cap hurts.
Hais.
I really need to slim down now.
Getting too plump for me -.-
Hmmp!.
3 days work out per week!.
It's a must for me now! =X

Went out with Lp and K today.
Yup had fun chit chatting =)
I think I'm really too noisy.
LOL!.
Bought my shoes le,
a bit happy =)

Then yup...
I'm missing him abit...
What's happening with me?.
I shouldn't be bothered by such thingy.
It's just a stranger...
Why should I treat it real?..
I don't wanna wait for such kind of thingy.
Unless he comes to SG...
-.-
Hais.
I'm so hesitant.
I just hope I'll walk one big round to be with E.
Maybe I'm just not fit to...


Hokay, nth to say le.
Nites! =)

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Yo =)
Am so sleepy today 0.o
Went for 10am class this morning,
blank...
But thx goodness Lee Phin and Karen were sitting beside me,
got them to help me XP
Then we gals spent our time throughout the hard core 3 hours before LAST lect -.-
Talk talk and talk,
it's like non-stop one.
LOL.
Know alot of stuffs which I dunno in the past!.
LOL.
Am glad I know it.
Fills up my life now.
New sem, may be quite lonely for me le...
Gotta go home alone.
But good also, I can make more reflection =)

Alright, talk bout yesterday.
Had fun with Meiqi ah yi, Cyndi, Rin & Hao during K session =)
Gals, can we have more of that in the future!.
LOL. XP
Ain't feeling well yesterday.
Head keeps spinning, and it hurts alot...
Yah, so ya guys must take care too.

Photo-taking session =D

The pretty gals =)
#1
#2
Engrossed in the MTV =X
heh heh... zi lian XP


*Often, you'll be the one whom I'll think about =)

Schedule tml: Meeting Lp and K to Tamp mall shopping!.
& after that Rin and Min for jogging! =D

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Halo...
I have 2 hours grace of time to rest and check my work -.-
Yes, I think I' very tired.
Recent nights have been trying hard to get to sleep,
and next day am super duper blank about the day's schedule.
Still not tune to school hours now.
Hence Manda ar WAKE UP ASS!.

Had a 2 hour lesson CSAS4 with my new class today.
Kao, why I kanna the same class as Shevelle.
I don't think I like her.
She's someone who talk to you ONLY when she needs help.
But thx goodness, I don't think I would have any communication with her in class.
Grouped up with Peck Gee, Karen, Lee Phin and the only guy and LEADER Wei Hong!.
LOL.
Yes, we'll all jia you tgt.
I must try to learn fast too,
cos the rest are so smart!!! =X
Hahas.
Anyway, I'm happy to be with ya guys =)

Will be back to school before 4pm ltr.
Meeting Lice as promised. =)

*There's olwas someone you will specially care for,
and something which you'll olwas keep it to yourself =)
He msg me today, though greeting is not the main purpose,
it's saved in my inbox =)
Guys are of a kind--> Se!.

Bye!.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Halo...

This morning was a waste of time.
Tried to rush to school at 8am,
and ended up Diana wasn't there -.-
Whole class was pissed off.
LOL.

Had breakfast with Frenly & Mich,
then headed home.

12pm reach school again for lect.
hais.
Sians and tired!.
TE is a PBL-based module.
Good or bad? -.-

Tml will be singing K with Meiqi Ahyi and Sotong Jie and the gals.
Looking forward to =)

*What if I'm in love with someone super older than me?.
Like bout 30 yrs old?...
I really wonder...

Monday, April 21, 2008

Halo peeps!.
This is the first day of sem 1.
More to go...

Met up with my clique at 12pm for lunch,
ended up in Design after some decision making...
LOL.
So had western...
Then got some info of what had been happening during the long vacation.
Seriously, I don't have that strong feel as how gal gal & the rest had.
But yah, I totally understand what ya gals wanna deliver =)
However, I really hope those stuffs didn't happen at all,
and we gals can just get along so well =)
So I pray for us to get back normal soon =D
Anyway, I really love ta talk to ya gals =)

Met up with Mdm Huang Yan as a class.
She's really leaving soon.
Due to the end of her contract this coming friday.
Yes I'm sad.
What she said today motivates me further for business study.
I dunno why, but somehow she knows I have the passion for business and encouraged me.
T.T
Iyo thx u so much Mdm Huang yan.
Frenly is right, she is really MOTHERLY =)
And Carmen, I'm waiting for your restaurant to open!

After then it's BPT lect.
Hais...
Knew it, cos it's just so BORING~

During lect, I heard some rumors too.
And I wanna say, I do sympathize for Kok and Ivan.
I dunno why, but I really do =(
Somehow I can feel for them -.-
Anyway, there are more nice gals in this beautiful world,
wait for them yea guys =)
*And come on, I don't mean I like them when I'm showing my sympathy for them.
Haisyo -.-
Stupid KW, you ASS la!.

And after lect, we had movie in Downtown Cathay.
Flood, quite nice near the ending.
So KW, we forgive you ASS.
He's the one who forced us all to watch that show.

Quicky:
1.I must do well for this sem, for myself & those whom had helped me throughout the year!.
2.And I'm sad that Ms Ang said to me:" Ehh... I think you fa fu le leh.."
T.T
3. I wanna see you soon =)


Go to school le -.- TP =)
Why I olwas look like a nut when I'm trying to pose a nice wide smile? -.-


But definitely I am one when I'm too stressed up like this =X

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I dreamt smth weird last night again -.-

Holiday is so short but sweet.
Tml gonna starts school.
but no excitement at all 0.o
Heard Mdm Huang Yan, our CP, gonna leaves school,
so yah just feel a pang of guilt in me.

Oh yah...
I think I lost my BTT slip and I forget what time I'll be having the test!.
T.T
Shitty me.
Always that forgetful.
Where the hell I place it leh....???

Alright, let me make some goals for the new sem:
1. Pass my BTT
2. Get a vocal certificate
3. Get GPA 2

Hahahs.
I wanna jia you.


Wonder how my new class will be like -.-

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Just came back home not long ago.
Wow... It's tiring after 4 hours of K -.-
LOL.
Me and Gala sing till we're exhausted and out of breath =X

After then we went for dinner.
Hawker center at the bedok bus interchange was fully packed,
Aston Specialties as well.
Hence bo bian, went to another hawker center near Fair Price and had noodles.
Yup not bad =)

Makan makan makan...
Drink drink drink...
And we headed to Downtown east.
Wanted to take a look at how the Cathay cinema will look like,
and ended up...
Rrrrr....
I lazy to explain how far we went.
But yah, we took a freaking long time to find the place.
Lift is too small, escalator not working, staircase is so out of place -.-
Hence, I really doubt who the freaking engineer did the positioning.

Then gals talk mah...
Talk talk talk till we went back home lo.

*I'd see someone whom looks like him so much.
A bit chubby and wearing black shirt and bermudas...
Look so much like you till I hope it's you...
I think it gonna be a hard time to see you again.
Hahahs.
No matter what, I'll wait ta cya soon.
And you promised us to take us out for supper de...
Waited for more than half a year?...
Target: Die die must pass my btt this time round.
(Cos I wanna take the subsequent tests and get a driving license to bring you out for supper instead)
You wait for me hao mah =)
I am so bu yao nian...
But I just don't care la!.
LOL.


Halo!.
So look forward to K session with Gala ltr! =)
Dieing to sing =P

My aunt came to give us some food she'd purchased in China.
She's so good to me la,
always buy food for me till I become chubby when I was small.
LOL.
Now she sees me and say: "Jieyi ar... ni de lian bian yuan le (Your face turns chubby)"
I try not to cry.
LOL!.
But she says I look good like this =X
Really mah? -.-

Hao la, stop crapping le.
gg out soon =D

Byebye!.

JUST A RANDOM POST.


Dreamt bout Mr Jeremy last night =P

Friday, April 18, 2008

Hais.
Today's fruit salad is a complete failure.
The fruit not nice, and taste of the mayo is too sick for some ppl.
Hence, overall I fail this session.
=(
LOL.
But yah, I'll try again next time round.
Gals wait for my new recipe!. =D
And thx very much for the feedbacks!
It helps alot =)

After reaching back home, I realized I'd said smth that is bit harsh to Rin.
Cos I said:" If I really have a bf, I'll make sure I save up my dignity and priority in whichever situation, and do it well and bla bla bla... "
Yah smth lyk this.
And I came to some senses that it isn't that easy to do.
I wanna add on that I'm not blaming ya gals too. =(
Being in a relationship to me is like being sandwiched between 2 impt ppl in my life.
One is friends and the other is your bf.
Of course one would try hard to balance out their time,
but come on, there will be a situation in which you just can't do it.
Hence, I shouldn't ask too much to maintain our friendships.
In fact, I should learn to buy their time when they're really busy,
and make effort to care for them as much as I can.

Having a bf to me is not impt at all,
a lasting friendship is what I treasure the most.

Talking bout relationship, I would always think of him.
For my case now, he is the last person whom I will fall for.
Yes, last one.
No matter what happens in future,
he'll be the one I respect the most and hee*
Wants the most =)

On the day of my birthday, I gonna sincerely wish for * to come true =)

Hao la, gg ta slp le.
Nites everyone.
Take good care!. =)

Quicky to min:
Min ar, whenever you need a listening ears, we gals are all out for you.
I really hope we 4 are forever close & talkative =P
And one thing you should do now is try to change for him cos we can feel how much he love you =)
Having a partner is not that easy like naming out ABC yea, need some fate to do the magic too.
Hee*
To all my babes having their significant ones, I wanna give my many many blessings to ya guys, to be tgt for a long long time =D
Loves*

Wow, what a long post!.
LOL.
Yes great.
Rare one.
Alright, cheers peeps!.

Manda
Yoyoyoyo!.
I'm back after a busy morning -.-
So tiring again~
LOL.
No la, it's myself being dumb.
Keep forgetting to buy this and that.
Ended up shopping and walking around Pasir Ris Central.
Hahas.
Made fruit salad for my gals today! =)
Now chilling in the fridge.
Chill chill~
Hope it taste nice =X

And I'm so so so freaking sad!.
Cos...
The China apples I bought weren't crunchy at all!.
And the Salad dressing just sucks!!.
Hence, I wasted money on tt -.-
Thx goodness I didn't take those big bottles.
Or else so LOOOOOGY sia -.-
But tell you, the korean pear and grapes taste just SO SO SO RIGHT!. =)
Okay, balance.

Hokay, will be back to talk crap again ltr at night.
If I'm still alive after running...
Hahas.
Byebye!

LOVE MY GALS!.
Yes they are Norin Chua Meiling & Song Ruimin & Chan Lihao =)


*Olwas rmb how sweet you r in the past... Maybe you r e type of guy I like but not you... =(

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Hais.
Timetable is out.
I dunno whether I should be happy or sad bout it.
Have 2 days of end-school-at-six,
and the rest filled up with lect, tut and labs.
Ganasai -.-
So sians.
I swear it's packed.
Really packed.
Like one day ya can have lotsa lessons gg on.
Kao eh T.T

Hahas.
Okay la, enough complaining...

This Sunday gonna marks the end of my holiday and yah sad=(
But I'll be away from boredom and carry on my usual stressful life -.-
Hais.

真的不知道人生目标是舍么。。。
只知道去办好就对了,难免忽略自己的感受。。。
把自己搞得一团糟。
人生就是这样吗?
我要实现我的梦想, 一定要!。
但。。。
让我先去想我到底要设么。。。
哈哈!

人要懂得放开,才能去了解自己。。。
不要迷失自己,做回你自己 =)

拜拜!


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Am so tired tired tired!~
But I enjoy each and every min I spent.
Went to RP to look for Hao.
Had a long but fast trip by bus 168.

Went there to makan dinner.
Had their Taiwan Delight's food.
Which I forget what mine is called.
LOL.
It's nice really =)
Though a bit ex...
4 bucks.

Then walked around Hao's school to EXPLORE~
LOL.
I'll sure get lost there -.-
So BIG & WHITE & HIGH TECH to me.
After then we had Honey Green Tea.
Nice too =)

We then made our way to MRT station and alight at Yio Chu Kang to meet Rin.
Took bus 72 home.
Long trip.
Gals played their games,
while I blast my head with mp3.
LOL.

Alright, all of us back home after then...

Yes. I'm back home.
LOL.
Tml gonna fly Mr Sam's aeroplane again.
-.-
So tired~

Hao bah, tt's e end of my day.

Quicky:
Sorry Gala canceled my date with you so last min. =X
We shall meet soon on sat yea?
Psps =(

Yes, to Hao's school...

(Shh... Damn it I hear the lizard's hissing, disgusting pest -.-)

Found this photo in a random website,
and see!
Isn't this little korean boy cute!.
He must be sleepy after having so much honey -.-

Loves*
Hais.
Can't get to sleep these days =(
Even if I get to bed early,
my eyes will be wide open.
Looking around and sink into deep thoughts again.
Unless school is open, I'll still be in such state -.-

Today met 1 Jie to pierce ears (OUCH!. But the pain went off quite a while),
and met Hao & Lice for dinner in NYP =)
Had oyster omelet on a hotplate.
It's nice but too much rice.
Surprisingly I finished the whole freaking bowl after Hao told us not to waste rice.
LOL.
Though full, but I'm hungry now. -.-

Am a bit pissed off by him today...
he didn't actually inform me that his fren had found a job.
Made me ask Mr Sam so many times to arrange an interview for her.
Damn him...
Hais.
He's a changed person now.
Heard Hao had given him my blog link,
so yah if YOU are peeping at my blog,
I just wanna tell you that YOU're a CHANGED PERSON now.
If that makes you happy,
I have no say.
I like the PAST YOU cos you're SIMPLE and TRUE.
A fren asked me why I had a crush on you,
cos...
I can't find a reason why too.

Hao bah CHEERS!. =)



My wish is to SMILE & LAUGH like nobody's business!.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Yoyo!
Wake up real early today,
and regret having to eat so full.
Tummy a bit weird now -.-
Dumb me.

Again I had nth to do,
so hide myself in youtube again.
Hee~
Looked at Dreamz FM & S.H.E MV.
Nice! =)
But sadly, there's no songs I can find from baidu =(
Maybe I'll buy Dreamz's album?
Think will be cheaper now =P

Okay, will be meeting my gals soon ltr!.
My jie meis!. =)
Love them so much! =)

Ella: Shi jie shang you tai duo bu ru yi de shi qing, dan wo zhi zai hu ni men...
This is what Ella said to Selina and Hebe.
So touch =S

Yes, I shall apply that too.
Chan Lihao and Chua MeiLing and Song Ruimin!.
Ya gals are whom I will zai hu! =)
Hee*

Wanna add again, I'm STRAIGHT.

Hokay, byebye! =)


Wolf?!!!!!!!!! Wahahas...

Monday, April 14, 2008


Quiz Game rules: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future.

Tagged by Keith

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will you do?
--> Break up!!!.

2.What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
--> I will tell him "let's be good fren!"

3.What will your dream wedding be like?
--> Wear the most splendid wedding gown. A glamorous wedding!. =D

4. What do you wish to have now?
--> A KTV system install in my house!!!!! yeah!!!.

5.What's your ideal lover's height?
--> Hmm... taller than 178cm!.

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
--> Of cos being loved by someone la!. =)

7.If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
--> No!. cos lyk I'm forcing them... I may be waste of their time too.

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, would you wait?
--> No la!. Quickly give them my blessings.

9.What do you want most in life?
--> Him la!.

10.Who is the most impt to you now?
--> My family and jie meis!

11.What kind of person are you?
--> Lousy

12.If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
--> iyo... quickly run away bah.

13.Would u be devoted in a relationship?
--> Of cos la!. What a qn -.-

14.If your lover & your best friend are trapped in the sea, you can only save one, the other will die, who will you save?
--> Of cos let both of them get trapped la!. Then I get trapped with them tgt lo. LOL.

15.What types of friends you prefer?
--> I don't choose frens, depends on how we communicate bah.

Those 6 pple I wanna tag are:
Norin
Ruimin
Lihao
Michelle
Peiyi
Shermaine


Hahahs!.
This post kills my time.
Kill kill kill!.
LOL.
Byebye!.
Seh seh seh~~
Hahas.
I rmb that is what he love to say...

Was to post up some pictures yesterday and the freaking network keeps disconnecting.
Boils my blood~
RRRrrrr...
Okay picture time!.

Peeps of the day: Rin, Lice, Alex & Me...
Role of the day: Hunt for delicious food...

This is the Ba Kut Tei we had opposite Central Mall =) Yummy!. And it's on Alex.

Choose this if you love Mash Mallo with a thick coat of chocolate!.. And I'm sure you can't stop and definitely ask for more!. =D

Tiramisu is common but tell you what, this is just so EXTRAORDINARY! =)

Indulge in this CREAMY little thing with a coat of CRISPY GOLD on it. WORTH IT!. (Highly recommended)

Though the whipped cream is abit... ermm...
BUT!. This chocolate moose won't fail you I PROMISE =)

Hahas!.
I'm like making advertisement! XP
Cracks my brain =S

The girls just started their school today.
I'm left with 1 week break and that's the end of heavenly life and a journey to hell -.-
BUT!.
I will stay strong I promise to myself.
Whatever happens in future, just endure!.

Quicky:
6 Meis get well soon & all the best to her FYP
Rin & Lice Jia you for your new sem
Love to MYSELF MYSELF MYSELF.

LOL.
Okay byebye =)
















Sunday, April 13, 2008


Now then I realize...
Friendship is of presence and not passion.
Relationship is of seduction and not love.
Then what is true about them?

So don't try convincing me in the 1st place if you can't accomplish it.
Perhaps I'd asked too much.

I had a dream yesterday...
I was reprimanded by someone...
I can't recognize his or her face...
He/She advised me not to be so serious at all times.
And that I shouldn't disturb my friends too...
I'm ignorant.
Yes perhaps I really am.

From now on, we shouldn't really go out often...
unless necessary?...

Learning to let go will make me know myself better.
Let go bah...
Don't hold on anymore.
Things I fear of happening,
had happened.
I should be used to it dumbo.


Thursday, April 10, 2008

Rot at home today...
Am tired...
ZZZZzzz...
Slacking for too long is a bad thing.
LOL.
The more I'm stuck at home, the more I think bout it.
The more I hear the song, the more I get emo.
Hahas.
Don't worry la I won't cry bout it anymore.
Have to let things go.

Tml gonna go jogging with my 2 Jie =D
Hopefully 1 Jie can join us too?
=)

To you I'm your fren's fren.
We can nvr talk things out.
Hence what for I...
Hahahs no matter what thx for being there for me when I need an environment to mug.
You're like a seagull flying off from me...
So near yet so far.
So.... byebye~
hahas.



Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Cry and cry and cry....
over a drama...
It's Reaaching For The Stars by S.H.E and some other singers.

From that, I learned lot.
Being rich is nth.
Really, nth.
Having few true friends around you is RICH enough =)

No matter what, I will only rmb the good in them =)
I love my jie meis.
Yes, I love them alot.
I can't imagine losing them...
wo ai ni men!. =)



We are one BIG FAMILY =)
Ya lo...
管不着...
I think the lyrics are meaningful...

Jin tian de wo xin bu zai yan.
Yi zhi zai xiang mo xie shi...
Shi wo duo xin le ma?
Wo hao... hao ben o...
Wei she me xi wan de ren wo yong yuan dou guan bu zhao...
Yan qian de ni li wo hao yuan hao yuan...
You shuai ke yi ran wo dong xin ne?...

I sort of envy Lice for her chirpy-ness.
Able to make oneself happier and not kill so much brain cells.
Thx gal for being crazy today =)
Hahas.

Welcome to 1 Jie*
And stop thanking me le hor,
thx my fren is enough =)

Monday, April 07, 2008

I'd gotten an unexpected answer.
I want myself to know that I'm thinking too much,
things won't happen in the future.
I want myself that I need time to prove it all.
I want myself to refrain from whoever that is close to....
I want myself to know that I'm a lousy person and forever is.
I wanna thx 1 Jie for everything =)
At the same time, I feel sorry for everything too =(
Love you no matter what =)

You say hi...
cos u need a favor from me...
and not cos you wanna greet me...
Nvm, tt's enough alr =)













Her eyes carry the content of my heart...
Thx u so much...
No matter what, ya gals are whom I treasure the most =)
Loves*

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Am sad...
Yah sad...
Why I olwas get "har?..." and ding dong bell looks when I gave my opinion?.
Is there really a problem in what I wanna say or just that they can't hear me out?
I admit I'm pissed off.
Throughout my ride home, I kept thinking of it.
I'm olwas reflecting...
Till I'm not happy at all.
I'm trying to make myself a better person.
Is that I'm not given this chance or I'm doing the extras?

I wanna say that...
I don't like to play games...
Cos I am slow and damn dumb to even think.
Now I know why ppl like my companion,
cos I can be the joke of the day.
Anyway, I'm just making fun of myself to everyone.

To others relationship, I have no right to say,
cos I'd never tried out any relationship before!.
Do I sound more dumb?
I hate to reply to questions whether I had interest in anyone,
cos I know very well that "wo bu pei!"
The commotions others had made me look like a clown more.
Or am I?.

I'm envious of others who can get to watch many new and nice movies with their partners.
While I'm always staring at the TV, wondering when is the next movie session I can catch.
The problem is not getting my friends to accompany me,
but the problem lies on myself for wasting their time.
Yes, I am the 'hinder'...

And I wanna add that I have no comment on 1 Jie's relationship...
Cos it's your choice to choose your partner,
unless I have a super nice one,
I won't have the right to say.
Hold on to who you love,
don't be like me to have no one to love and be loved.

I am sad too...
Cos people only remember me when school holiday gonna ends.
I am no friend to anyone but somehow a passer by to them.
Being insignificant can actually make you so sad...
which I didn't realize I am.

We kept asking him out to bring us out but he insisted that he is busy.
I'm not sad that he rejected somehow,
but sad that he's a changed person.
The way he talk isn't him,
the way he defends himself had shown it all.
What's the point?.
I don't like to be pushed to somebody whom one don't like.
Or do I look like a rubbish bin to you?

Cos in the end,
it always seems that I don't have the right to choose...

Now then I know that I'm so insignificant...

Friday, April 04, 2008

Yoyo guys! =)
back to blog.
So sick~
Still coughing and sneezing -.-
Pls get well soon, I wanna go jog...

Basically, it's cooking and working for me these days.
Learning to cook soup and desserts,
failed many times too -.-
Hahas.
But yah, I enjoy the taste of getting it correct again =)
Lice came over my house to watch MobTv after work yesterday.
*Just In Singapore
Yah, I slept and she carried on.
LOL.

Attended my bro's graduation ceremony and waited for 2 hrs outside for them.
--> No tix to get in as it's freaking ex -.-
hence I just get myself to sleep on the benches there.
So tired -.-
Smth to add, we woke up at bout 6am to get ready this morning.

hokay, some picture to share =)

My Kor kor =D Congratulation piggy!.

Wth -.- Better watch out.

Hee*


Wanna act cute but failed? 0.o

Went out to Bugis OG after the ceremony. Changed a new Tee before I go... (Man & Mom)

Hokay, that's all for today.
Gal's outing tml =)
Yeah!~

Nites peeps! =)

Why hold on to a changed person?
He is not him anymore...
Since he wants to do that, so be it.
I can like anyone, but I just dunno how to like... -.-
Do I sound scary?...

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Am coughing lyk hell, hope I hadn't wake my parents up =X
That's super terrible.
I realized I don't have much medication at home,
hence I can't take any drugs right now. T.T

Worked in Grill today.
Everything was fine.
Nth much to add on.
Unless ya guys wanna talk bout the IVF thingy.
LOL.
I really don't mind taking the surgery if I don't have a partner to er hmm...
Stupid Bevan still tell Chandra I want his...
Kao eh!.
I don't want!.

Then was informed that Sam took 3 days MC,
so hope he get well soon =)
Same to Lumi and the rest who are not feeling well.
Peeps, do take good care of your health ks!.

Atto nth much to say le =)
Sayonara!~


Bleahx~ With my dad's sunglass.

Recent fav: Shi Guo Ban Fan =) Thx to Lice!

Yucks~ Taste terrible! Done by.... ME =X

Hao, the 3rd party of this couple next to her???
Candid by Lice

Kao... Tired... Sick =X


I Love Chew Mama!.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Am tired now~
Am viewing other blogs~
Should be sleeping now~
Why am I so busy?.
LOL.

Sayonara minasan.
Ja mata =)