I told myself to study today... tonight...
But...
I shopping online now.
LOL.
This is so freaking sinful lah!.
But I can't help it.
Think I'm giving myself too much pressure or smth.
Hence I ended up so gloomy and stressful -.-

I don't know why I'm feeling so PMS recently.
I hope it'll go away asap.
I don't wanna have my mood to affect people around me.
Partly, I'm worried for 1 Jie.
Though I know she'll be strong.
I guess this is what we called "xing lin xing" bah.
Whenever one of the gals feel sad,
the others get affected too :(

May god take good care of my Jie Meis,
and let them live happily & healthily.
I can't lose any of them.

Pray hard...*