Yo peeps!.
Back again~

Had a damn short day today.
Amic lab and this marks the end of school.
lol.
But lab was rather boring but at the same time fun.
Thanks to Mr Loh whom neva fails to entertain us!.
He's so cute lah!.
And yes CUTE =D
But don't think so much sia, he's kind of plump, that's why he gave me kind of familiarity as my eldest brother.
lol.
And once I enter the lab and see the bread on the bench,
got so excited and voiced out that I wanna have it for breakfast.
At the end of class, Mr Loh responded " If you don't mind, u can take it. Cos we're actually using it for lab purpose la. To make it turn mouldy by right. So yup, u want some?."
"omg, no thanks, I rather have coffee bread~ and not a mouldy bread!." was my reaction.
-.-
Eeeeeehhhhhh~

Anyway, had fun la!.
Had lunch with my cliques again at the coffee shop opp TP.
Went home and rushed back school for I-guides interview again.
Thought there will be a crowd, but ended up to be so empty.
But hey, I'm so glad la!.
Cos dun have ta wait, Han Ping interviewed us and that Carmen, Frenly and Marissa joining the Logistic sub com, cheered me up alot alot =D

Then... anymore I wanna add on arh...
can't think of any...
oh yah, now my turn to do proposal le lah...
sians.
But thx goodness it's a group work thingy, so needn't be that stressed up.
Done some research, gonna print out tml for discussion le.=)
Tml's lect starts at 11am!.
Yeah!.
Meeting Gala too!.
Can chat again!.
WOoooHOOOoooo~

Oh yah!.
I wanna thx 1 Jie here again!.
For making the effort to go down to velocity square to check for my high heels!.
Omg!. I'm really touched la..
But yah, love ya 1 Jie!.
But since there's no faith getting it so forget it bah.

From smth so simple, I learn to treasure more~
From smth I see by my naked eyes, my sixth sense already tell me all about it clearly.
I may be a dumb sometime, I won't in terms of TIME.
Whatever happens, I'll still be there to help u la.
Hais.
Take care anyway~

Ganbatte kudasai Da Tou san!~
Woots!.
Jap tut tml =)

Love,
to all~

First of all,
thx 1 Jie and 6 Meis for acc-ing me to buy my shoes!.
lol.
Though there's no everlast shoe le,
but at least gt a decent one to wear for my coming lab.
Anyway, arigato gozaimasu!.

Have so much fun shopping with my jie meis!.
Friday, we went to many places.
lol.
From tamp>>> bugis>>> Raffles place>>> Golden shoe>>> Somerset>>> Heren
Saturady, we went few places only, but enjoyed alot!. =)
From tamp>>>City Hall>>> PR Coastal Sand

Saturday was Chris's birthday chalet.
Tanjobe omedeto gozaimasu Chris san!. =D
(Happy Birthday)
Hahahs.
And so dunny la, he drank too much till he vomited.
Hence from this event, realised that our Sotong ancestor Xiuqi is a caring and nice gf =P
So glad to see Meiqi Ahyi and Sotong Jie yesterday too!.
Good time playing and laughing out loud =)

Having lab tml at 9am.
Hais, though sians, but yeas, ganbatte kudasai Manda!.
Deskimasu!. =)

Hurts to see him smoke...
No reason why...
=X

Sayonara!. =)

Konbanwa!.

Today is so lame~

Went for an hr of MCT lecture today,
had another round of breakfast in Design canteen with dearie Mich, Carmen,HuiYi & Issac.
Omg.
This is the 1st time I eva heard the news of human eating foetus!.
Wtf!!.
Don't ever let me who do this, or I'll really bash these pervets up!.
RRrrrr...
This little things are so innocent and yet those ppl took up their lives.
Human can still survive with vegetables!.
Duh!.
Really mad bout this!. =X

These days, I've been frenzied over okichan (babies)!.
Heehee...
Hope I'll have lotsa kids in the future.
But.. where's my love first?.
Hais. I don't need very charming look, I just need someone able to share joy and sorrow with me.
I don't need him to be super nice to me, even if he knocks my head lyk stupid kiwi does, i don't mind too!.
lol. But that doesn't mean kiwi is in my list la. -.-
Eeeehh... I'll suffer under his big evil hands!.
and I somehow find somebody whom suits me.. but ya..
needs further observation la.. lol.

And yeapy!.
Lect on fri will be ending early at 1pm!. =D
No MCT by that Huang Yan.. Whew~
Alright, looking forward to tml, cos meeting 1 Jie to Bugis to shop for my bag!.
Wish me good luck in finding my bag hao mah?!.
Domo arigato!. =)

I'm Smiling~ =D

Happy day for me ~

I wanna say that...
Though life is full of downs and ups,
I wish I would know how to appreciate the happy times I'd so far.
Though I'd lost some precious things,
I wish I can keep those sweet memories in me & cont'd with my journey.
Learn to fall and pick up yourself,
ya just gotta do it.
Life is like a book,
happening in each and every chapters.
No matter what the content is, olwas look on the brightest side of life.
The sun will still rise and shine on you =)

Hai!. Ganbatte kudasai!.
As for me, ganbarimasu!. =D

Love,
Contented

Konbanwa (good evening)!.
Ogenki desu ka (how are you)?.

Yeah man!.
Today is officially the first day of Year 2.2
Whether it's considered bad or good I can't tell.
lol.
Alright, basically, thx to Huang Yan's suggestion of bringing out PBL for ABChem.
God, dunno how I gonna endure e-learning again.
It's basically like Fpath last sem?.
Rrrrr... dislike it.
But at the same time, don't mind trying too la.

Had lunch with AF-15 cliques in Mensa 2.
Love them to loads!.
Woohoo!~
Had Dory fish from salad bar, nah. Forgot to take pict again -.-
lol.
But doubt I have time to do so!.

After lunch, went to Jap tutorial with Frenly and Marrisa.
Great thing that Ivan in the same class too!.
lol.
Wad a coincident =)
And Shigeta san is our sensei (teacher) for tutorial then.
She's damn polite la.
Everything san san san... then hai hai hai..
lol.
We must learn their culture too.
And I'm so loving and excited to quickly start the lecture man!

On the way back home,
passing by the coffee shop near KFC,
miss uncle san alot...
Recall the days when he called out my name when I walked past him (as usual my head olwas face straight),
and lots more memories I can't bear to even think.
Though it's painful... everyone of us is trying hard to let it go.
Come on.. life still carries on...
Hais.

Tired le~
Gonna tuck in soon, same to ya guys!.=)
Sayonara!.

Love,
to uncle esp.

So tired now~
and warm!.
Think had too much sunburn this afternoon bah T.T

Went swimming with 1 Jie & 6 meis just now in tamp =)
And hais.. still havent really know how to swim.
Am so lousy =(

But yeah, gt my tan but don't feel well now leh T.T
Now in 1 Jie's house, gonna give qin a surprise ltr tgt with her 'bros'. lol.

Alright, tt's all I wanna say...
So tirrrrreeeedddd~
lol XP

Datou

Hokay, should be back to study mood soon.
School gonna reopen in no time, and what's more,I'm shuffled to other class again -.-
This time is TF03, from TF02 last semester.
Hais.
Whatever it is, should I call it unfortunate or what.
Dots.
But yah, will be in the same class with few classmates from caregroup AF15.
Dearie Mich, Lifang, Shiying etc.
Wonder how my new clique will be like -.-
Hahahas.
Whatever it is, Mich rings my life for sure in the new class =D
Thanks gal, we're destined to be tgt again =)
And great!. Shakir will be joining us too isnt it?!.
Nope, I find nth's wrong with him, he's really a nice person, just with some personality problems.
No one is perfect pls bare that in mind.
Right from the day I turned 16, life's never great for me.
Even if there is, it just ended so soon.
But come on, no matter how god hated me, wanna torture me,
I gonna stand right up firm and never be beaten down.
Never think I'm a failure, must be confident Manda!.
Though u're such an ass in the past, u must prove yourself in the new sem, end your yr 2 with pride man!.
Good news to share, gonna have Jap for CDS coming sem!.
It's Jap!!. I've been hankering for that since yr 1 sem 2!!.
Come on come on here's the reward!.
lol.
I sound so crazy.
Yes, back to Manda again.
Don't emo le Manda, you gotta leave your past and move on.
And really thanks Edmund (the predential sweet talker lol.)for all the enlightenment he gave.
Since you have both happy and sad to pass your time,
why not live happily?.

Alright, ltr gonna meet Hao to study.
Yup, STUDY.
She'll be studying, I'll be muggging my CLEO magazine.
lol.
Okay, cya guys!.

Love,Manda

A delightful day to start and olwas rmb =)
It's my 2nd uncle's ROM this day.
We all had fun too =D
Here's a simple slideshow to share with ya guys =)

The next day was so beautiful to me...
Sweet morning and I made myself a treat (waffle cum ice cream cum kiwi combo) =D

Went out with my 1 Jie,Jie fu,4 Jie, 6 Meis and Tony to LP partyworld.
Then we sang so heartily...
and bad news came...
which some of you may know what had happened.
I need not elaborate more.

After that very dreadful day...
I feel like stabbing my heart more till it's numb.
Everything turned so dull...
Where's my light huh...
Up till now, I'm still not well.
Not well at all.
But I believe I'm ready for school?.
Wanna drown myself again.
Yes I gonna do this.

And a word to add...
"What a gal wants, isn't wad a gal needs"
I may love to have a bf to be dote on, but that isn't what I need.
Don't push me for that, cos for whatever reasons I can produce,
it's all NO.
It may serve as a sin, but somehow I think it's unfair to me.
Everyone has his or her right to choose the right path, if I feel uncomfortable, why should I jump into the river and hurt myself more?.
No one can feel the phobia and hurt more than I do now,
this gonna drag on till a certain time when I'm ready and confident enough to push myself for a change.

And yup..
Thanks Huiyi for your listening ears =)
So grateful of that.
Today I'm back to myself.
But I just don't feel right.

As for my birthday presents peeps,
I just can't think of any.
Just ignore that day,
it isn't impt anyway.
Just a grim day for me to endure the lost I had.
Omg.. I really miss my uncle..
how...
He's the uncle I adore & respect the most.
Rest in peace uncle,
I'm convincing myself that you'd gone oversea and just neva be back.

Alright, that's all I have for the day.
Byebye~

Just woke up from a funny dream... lol.
But yah, lazy to type it out. XP

Going to the funeral soon ltr.
Gonna meet 1 Jie and 6 meis to walk over there.

Thx peeps for ya concern =)
and esp to 6 meis and Tony whom came from far to acc me yesterday nites.
I dunno what more to say but still thanks.. =)

Now that I accept it's an accident le.
I'm facing it le.

Love,
to ALL

爸妈一早就出门了。。
早晨是多么的凉啊。。。但心情毕竟是承重的。。。
现在的我不知该做些设么才好。。
所以只好往户联网钻。

看了报章报道后， 我的心情更是平静不下来。。。
好讨厌这种感觉啊。
可是我还有选择吗?.
四年前死神夺走我爷爷，
如今又抢走我舅舅。
这未免太可恶了吧！
每一次但我想乘机会对身边的人好一点，为何最是做不到呢？！。
舅舅的手机还在我手上。。
不久前才更他谈论手机的事。。。
他说要买一架最新款的。。。
但现在呢。。。他没机会买了。。。

甚至我很讨厌自己。。。
不懂得珍惜。。。
如今失去了才来忏悔，还来得及吗林洁怡！。。。

人生就是如此吗？。

There are too many unpredictable things in life.
You can't avoid, simply to accept the fact.
It happened too fast to even react.
I hope it was a joke, I won't be angry!.
But ya... it's not.. it's true.

Seriously, I still can't accept the fact now...
but ya.. now uncle is gone..
he left his old phone with me...
I gonna keep that phone forever by my side,
cos that's the only thing where nice memories remain.

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/305323/1/.html

Ohaiyo Gozaimas!. =D
lol.
If you don't understand it's okay...
cos I dunno whether it's spelt correctly not!!.
Hahahahs.
Gonna ask Meiqi Ahyi le XP

Okay!. Here are some pict for ya guys to enjoy.
But bad shots from me =X

Last week...
Went to Jerk thai near Bugis street with 1 Jie, Jie fu and 2 Jie =)


Jerk Thai~
Tom Yam soup~ Yummy!. =D
2 Jie's seafood noodle~
Jie fu's beef hor-fun~
Mine and 1 Jie's seafood hor-fun~ Oishi neh!. =D

After that, me and 1 Jie went for eye extension at 5o bucks each.
lol.
Cool!~
But lazy to take photo of that XP

In the evening, Lice, her mama and korkor came to meet us for dinner =)


This is our 7 meis, Lice~ lol.
And her mama and korkor buying sausage and drinks while waiting.. =)
As for dinner, we didn't take much photo. =X
but nvm, we know we had lotsa fun! =D

Next day, went out to temple with my aunt and cousin.
He didn't take any photo of his,
but he's a cute little boy la =)



And during the journey back home, he lent me his nice comics to read =)

Yesterday, went to work in Fuurin, had so much fun and jokes!. =D

Going to work with 2 Jie!. =)
Heh heh~
2 Jie posing!. lol. No lah, just a random shot. Nice right!. =P
And our sexy colleague posing too!.
And me posing too!. =D

Today is my uncle's ROM!.
Yea yea!!. So cool =D
heh heh.
My mother hor!!. Cheat my feelings!!.
Say 10am gotta leave the house, then end up the ceremony starts at 12pm plus sia!!.
Waste my time lah!.
End up I'd already put on my make ups. -.-

Peeping at my father in the living room XP
Hais.. while waiting.. I shall slack and surf the net...

Okay, update ya guys again ltr bout ROM!. =)

Love,
manda~

Wahahas.
Finally get to blog le.
Sry for being so lazy, but seriously was rather busy these days =X
However, I enjoyed every days of mine.
Work, yeah I'm a damn workaholic.
That's what I found out this vacation.
Tony actually intro me a job as labtop promoter and yessa it was fun!. =)
Met a lot of new friends, let me name them..
Wang Tian cai, Cheng Hanwei, Micheal, Menferd, Sandy, Mr Ang, Mr Ong and 2 Eyvonn!.
lol.
Really learnt a lot these 2 short days.
Thanks Tony for being so kind to me lah!!.
Let me rest and buy food for me =)
Thanks thanks =)
And the testi you sent really touched me sia.
No lah, I'm not that hardworking lah =X

And loved my 2 gals!!.
1 Jie and 6 meis =)
For coming down to Tao payoh and support me!. =D
And we actually discussed what happens if we haven't met during secondary school..
I think I won't be that cheerful now le..
It's like living for others instead of myself?
Looks chim right?
lol.
but yah, think the gals will understand.
Iyo, no matter what, now that we've met, I believe and have faith that we'll be forever tgt!. =)
Wahahahas. =P

Then received a real bad news yesterday.
Feel sad and yet no solution to it.
All I can do is to pray... =(
No matter what, I trust miracles happen!!.
Come on, gotta try!!.

Alright, basically that's all for these days.
And yeap, peeps pls take good care of your own health!!.
For those who smokes, not asking you to quit, but try to minimize your bad habits.
For the rest, drink lotsa water!.
Weather is so unbearable -.-

Okay,
Love to ALL!. =)

Iyo...
Nth to say.
I accept almost everything.
Yes, anything~

I'm lazy to post right now...
cos there's a nice show right now on channel 8!!.
lol. Pls pardon my laziness XP
Gonna post some pictures here for ya to 'enjoy'..
Hmm accidentally cut my finger. Realised that the original dull red blood color of mine turned out to be bright red here. Cool huh.
met 1 Jie and 2 Jie to work in Fuurin =) Had Han River for lunch =D Rather cheap and nice la.
had chicken set for myself...
The gals tucking in too...lol.

And our deserts after the main!!. Choc ice cream for 2 Jie and Pudding for both me and 1 Jie.
"One day one pudding, keeps all troubles away!."
After all fun and laughters, we're back to work....

After a busy-cum-clumsy day (for me)....
1 Jie trying to kiss me!!.
Help ar!!.

Tomboy: Btw, what u called me for that nite??..
Him: huh?? When is it??..
Tomboy: The nite when you're having taekwondo or smth..
Him: haha.. I can't remember le la...
Tomboy: Hahas. Nvm la, just happen to remember it.
Him: Hahas really can't remember it...

If that so, I really gotta tell myself to end everything.
The thoughts and stuffs.
Why must I hurt myself?.
If it isn't urs, why persist?.
I'm olwas glad that we're good friends..

Hahas.
Was astonished by some news the day before.
The breadshop I'm working at will be closed down on 15 Oct if I'm not wrong.
Was ready to tell them that I gonna quit but think I wasted my effort then XP
Aunty Serene called to give me my pay and told me the GOOD-cum-BAD news.
hmm..
GOOD- I hate working with some assholes there and that they really treat me like a bull?!. =(
BAD- Can't bear to leave Ah kym cos she's the nicest gal whom treated me the best there??.
And one whom recognize me as a human?. Gonna buy her some present someday bah =)
Though there are so much thing I hated bout the place, but I missed working there.
Missed putting in the bread into the plastic bag -.-
Missed saying GOOD MORNING to some NICE CUSTOMERS
Missed making waffles
Okay, think that's all I missed XP

Alright, practically nth to talk much today.
Oh yah, went Huiyi's house to cook fried rice!.
Thanks to her mummy whom guided us =D
Will upload the pict some other days =D
Cos I dunno how yet XP

Erm... what else..
So many events this month.
may or may not look forward -.-
Hais.
kks, take cares peeps!. =)

Hope..
6 meis & 1 Jie & Jie fu to get beta soon.
to see him soon.
to have a shopping spree soon!!. XD

Hmm let me think what happened yesterday...
.
.
.
Oh okay, met 1 Jie and Jie fu at tamp bus int.
Then moved on to ezlink (Did I spell it correctly??..lol) to have dinner.
After dinner, proceed on to City hall.
And 1 Jie... spend money again!!!.
Hahas.
She bought a nice red shoe at Bata.
Iyoyo..zhen zao gao.
I'm tempted too.
Aiming the army green shoe,
gonna buy when pay comes!!.
Wahahahs.
After that, working time in Lotus Grill!!.

Initially it was me and 1 Jie working in Riverbank with Mr Moon de.
End up Yi Qian didn't manage to come,
so I have to go down to Boat 1 and 1 Jie gotta work with Trudy and Mr Moon -.-
Wth.
We're really not fated to work tgt man. =(
RRRrrr..
But working in Boat 1 with Desmond and Alex is actually fun too.
Lotsa jokes, especially that Desmond lah!!.
He tells joke with that very funny expressions on his face,
makes me laugh more!!. lol.
Both of them thought that i dislike working with them,
cos I made myself so busy.
It's cos I know they'd been working for long hours these days,
so try to lighten up their workload lo.

And a kinda interesting thing I encountered during work yesterday.
Was clearing this table and stacking lotsa plates at once.
This elder son of the family looked stunned when he saw me carrying so much plates.
And I'm really grateful to him cos he actually helped me to stack up the heavy plates too.
Hahahas.
I'll olwas remember the puzzling look and courtesy from this boy.

The day before this,
received call from bloody cat.
And he actually used discussion as an excuse to invite me to his house!.
Omg, I feel like stabbing this kind of ppl.
To me, such kind of ppl is indeed brainless and useless.
He's a tutor, but I think he lack some potential no matter how much education he'd gotten.
whatever, I'll never contact such ppl anymore.
He looks like a perfect gay to me.

Oh yah, Mr Marlo Callaghan is gg to Vietnam for his GC.
WhooHooo whooHooo!.
And yes he's right, my head will feel pleasured w/o his presence.
lol. Of cos la duh.
Okay, bon voyage Callaghan!.
And take good care too.

Gonna meet Huiyi soon to send that Callaghan off.
lol.
Then have subway ltr!!.

Thanks 1 Jie for lending me 2 bucks yesterday night!.
All no supper for hungry me then =(
So nice of mum this morning.
Gave me allowance though she need not too.
Thank you Mummy!!.
Love you Love you!!. =D

Tonight gonna tell Aunty Serene that this week shall be my last week.
Hate breadshop to the core.
Though there are some nice ppl there.
But 2 are enough to light up the flame in me.
I wanna rest and play for this 22 days!!!!.

I was counting the no. of jobs I'd taken in the past.
And surprised that it's 9!!!.
lol.
Just one more will make it a perfect 10.
Muahahahs.
but yah, I'm tired le.
Wanna STOP!.

Okay,
think I'll stop here then.

I start to feel for you again...
Why u called again that night??..
I wanna noe your motive -.-
but I dare not think so much you noe..
But there's this special plc being reserved for you.

Cheers peeps!.