Dead

Not happy... Skin not yet recover, skin and self-irritation, feels so terrible.
Perhaps I'm destined to look ugly... I really do.
Some said Manda is pretty, but I really can't figure out which part of me is pretty.
I admit I'm starting to lose confidence, and I'm starting to hide myself up.

I've canceled all my schedules I'd in Lotus, preparing to quit too, but not yet confirmed =X
I need time for myself, I'm so sorry...
Things really changed... so am I.
I'm kind of missing...hmm...so what...who cares. -_-
No matter what, I still like Taizi alot... to him...

Praying...
*Skin to get better
*Dearie Mich to take lotsa care
*Ruby not to smoke so much
*Gena's appeal to be successful

Love to...
*Everyone

Cheers,
Mood-less