Halo peeps, I'm finally back =)

Hokay, start with my saturday...
Went to donate blood at Pasir Ris CC,
god, was so damn nervous =P
Donators I'd seen were mostly adults.
Hao and me were one of them =)
and so glad that Hao's parents came to give us moral support!.. So sweet =D
The procedure:
1. Fill in the particulars
2. Test for weight and blood pressure
3.Test for blood (Middle finger: Ouch!)
4. Wait for turn to donate blood -_-
5. Test for clear veins availability
6. God, mine was right hand =X
7. Great, they cleaned the area with alcohol
8.Injured painkiller, felt like a huge sting to me =X
9. They insert a thick needle under my skin, no feeling and I dare not look too.
10. (Wth!) That thing is under my skin!!... (Eyes big!)
11. Hokay, I see blood flowing smoothly into the bag
12. I try adding pressure from my hands to push more blood into the tube
13. Kao, so cool~ lol.
14. About 1o mins plus, my bag was full ( Measured by weight)
15. Pull out the needle and bandaged my arm
16. Went to refreshment station to have some water.
17. Hao's bag fatter than me!!.. She won liao lo. lol.

Alright, after all these, we went ta have lunch. Hais, Hao's mum paid for me, so pai seh =X

Went home after that. Oh no, got spotted by mum. Fierce scolding. God, my bro says that her face gone hot red after scolding. ks, fine, my fault again?. Now I realise that donating blood is a crime. And her new knowledge, that blood donating can cause down syndrome after that. What a fact man. Whatever, I'll blame newspaper for this. I cried for almost the whole night. Till my eyes hardly open. That's why I got a bit dizzy this morning too.

Mum said a lot of stupid things and brought up the past again, great, she hurt me so badly. For goodness sake, I'd tried doing for her so much that at the same time, I lost a lot of precious things too. If she don't understand, who will?.

You know, when I see how Hao's mother supported and took care of Hao yesterday, I really hope my mum will do this to me too. Only if she understand the situation, then everything will be of easy handling. Hao's mum said she love Hao, can you say the same thing to me too mama?. Why can't you express a bit of your love to your kids, you really never did for the past 16 years. Hence that made me envy Hao. I make sure that I'll remind my kids I love them a lot in future. Wonder if it's a way to make me independent. Doubt so.

At night, 1 Jie and 2 Jie came Hao's house and we chit-chatted =) So fun to have them around. They're already my real sisters to me le. Losing them will be like losing a family member =(

Oh yah!.. I'd found Taizi!.. I wonder if I should spell his name here. God, perhaps a while ltr ks?. And the most coincident things is that, he named himself Taizi too!.. lol. He has a gang!.. Hahahs. The N-Zire?. Cool =) Thanks peanut and Jie Meis too!. Help me DO THE EXTREMES and gave me details of him =P I'd found him in friendster. Wahahas.

Hope of the day:
1. Do more volunteery work
2. Mum to understand my decision
3. Study hard
4. Me and Hao to get well soon =)
5.1 Jie to be happy everyday of the week (hey guys, don't bully my 1 Jie, or I'll nvr let ya guys off! rrrr...)
6.2 jie to njoy her last day of work
7. 7 meis to cont'd studying hard and her voice to get back soon!.
8. 4 Jie to make more new frens in his new class
9. 3 Jie to slim down!!.. lol. ( I saw 3 Jie trying to squeeze himself through a tiny gap at mensa XP) So funny....heehee... Opps!. Just kd 3 Jie!.

Love,
Jieyi

Woke up early this morning cos my stomach growled so badly X(
I need breakfast!.. And good thing is,
there's no school today!. =)
But have ta go back school for a while -_-
After that, went to have lunch with ShiYing, KeWee and Kok.
Mich was on the way too. [Sry dearie, had ta trouble you =( ]
We had Yoshinoya for lunch. Not really nice plus the soup so salty. Kidney failure sia. lol.
Proceed on to Kbox once Mich reached, and we sang till 6:3opm.
KeWee's voice stunned me sia, hahahhs!.. He's quite a good singer.
While ShiYing is sure ready to go K competition!.. Really near to perfect =)
And Mich has a sweet voice too =)
Me??... God, terrible -_-
Thanks to Kewee lo, laughed at me once I started singing the first song "Yi Ge Ren Shen Huo"
Haisyo. Gonna kill this crazy man!!...
Wahahahs.

Then didn't know my mum not cooking, ended up having bread for dinner -_-
But nvm, loves cheese tarts!.. heehee =D
Tml have both lect and tut.
It's AIMM tut!!.. By Ms Chew ( Thunderstorm).... So scary...
Seriously, I still have the phobia of this kind woman.... (Shivering)
I make sure I study good enough for tml and not make any trouble in class!!!...
Hao le, gtg!...

Love,
Manda

A boring Wednesday -_-

Ended AIMM at 9am
and went Design canteen to eat,
had a fish fillet set... and yummy~
Then crapped with Mich, Issac and Mark. lol.

And now I'm in library using com...to blog -_-
So boring la... sians.
Imagine we'll be like this rotting here in school for 4 hrs. God.
And we're now waiting for PCT lecture at 1pm. An hr lecture and I'll be freed man!.. XP
I gonna go straight home next time!..

School starts and many things gonna change, I gonna get use to it man =(
will be of different class with Mich and rest, though sad but not that bad too
heard Huiyi is in that class too, hopefully we can get along =)
Missing my Qi Jie Meis... Kbox peeps??... When I save enough too =P
Ya 'gals' must really take care of yaself yea!... wahahahs.
Love ya 'gals'!...

Hokay,
Return back to rot T_T

Thoughts of the day:
1. Wanna say sorry to whoever you think you are, and that ya it's my fault but can I be saved from a life-time penalty?... It's not fair either you know. Had I not done my best in the past and as if everyone is hating me now =( Whatever.

Announcement of the day:
1. The Acer guy passed me the brochure twice -_- lol.
2. I saw Taizi pict at CCA board!!.. Yeapy!...He's in Taekwondo!!... =) God, gonna see him soon. Muahahhhahahahahahas!!!!....
3. Eric ar, take good care of your health man!... get more rest wor =D And my good news for you is that Taizi really is in Taekwondo!... My future will lie on your hand to help me find more bout him!... Wahahas.

Great, I'm done for the day. Have a nice day peeps!..

Love,
Crazy gal.

Yoyo peeps!!... Manda is back =)

Hokay, was busy this weekend, and really sorry Mich for not being able to spare a little time for a chat =(

Since the start of yesterday, I'm so glad that Papa smiles again, so sweet and cute!!... He even forked out 1o bucks for me to play majong =P Thanks Papa!... (Aiya, Mama love you too la!!.. XP)

Today, went with cousin Jenny to Bugis (National Library), wad thrilled by how their Microfilms work!!!... Then to Chinatown to purchase her chinese books on sales and lastly to Orchard Road. Went to Takashimaya's kinokuniya and Far East Plaza to see them make closing -_- lol.

And then now I'm back home to rest. So tiring after a long walk or rather shop-cum-walkathon. lol.

And tml gonna start school le, new sem, new life, new frens -_- Hopefully I can get along with them bah ((:

Last but not least, thx Mich!... For editing the timetable for me. Really sweet of you and thx you so much!!... =D

Hao ar, if you're peeping my blog here, wanna tell you not to feel stupid of yourself!!... Not everyone can adapt so fast, and learn things like a bullet-train, we're no robots you know!!!... Arguments will definitely occur at times, you can have your stand, cos not everyone is right. Just bother the things you'd learnt from whoever are right yea =) Learning has no right or wrong, it's only damn wrong when you refuse to learn!. Cheer up gal and you can do it de. Time will speak your effort.

Love and tired,
Manda

hmm...

hmm....

hmm.....

Rotting away now......

Just woke up not long ago......

Had a full breakfast- bread again -_-

Read yesterday's newspaper- Biggest headline: lonelier in University killed a lot of students!

Then learned the song LOVE YOU SO- nice! =)

hmm.....

hmmm....

and here I am blogging.... ya... BLOGGING!

Oh yah, cried yesterday T_T

You guys know what, borrowed some story books from WS national library and one of them was THE GIFT by Danielle Steel.

I have to say she's born to be a novel-teller. Just few pages of how she craft out the story made me cried like hell. You can imagine what a person would look like reading and crying in front of JUST a BOOK!... -_- ---> XP

And now, I'm waiting for new sem's timetable which will be out online at 10am. Very excited!!!... but I must really work hard, not SAY only -_-

Hmm...ya... WORK HARD!

Then what should I do ltr???....

I'm rotting right now...

Gastric not feeling well... what I'd eaten bad yesterday??... couldn't be, everything was nice and alright mah... -_-???...

Wow...it's drizzling now, I didn't even notice it!..and yea....

YEAP!!.... Gotta get my clothes in!!!... Byebye ppl!!

SMILE Smile smile,
MAN Man man da... [pls pardon my lameness]

Practically slacked for the whole morning.
Then went out with mum.
Then came home not long ago.

Forced my bro to help me upload background music for my bloggy,
wanna make it nice so not to waste 1 Jie's effort =P
And Yessa!... Bro did. =)
Thanks again fatty chicken XP Wahahahs.
(I know you're peeping my blog now!)
LOL

I dunno wassup with me these days,
confirm not me,
and I really dun wanna be that.
So introvert and ya,
I hate myself now.
Things really changed,
I wasn't that prepared too.
But I can choose not to change,
as long I have the belief in me, in everything =)
I wanna be super duper cheerful person,
not to make white lies again =P
To study hard and put a relationship behind.
Yup, Tony and Auntie Winnie were right,
having a relationship for me now is too early,
and who ask me to be so damn mature -_-
No good~

I'll still wait for my Taizi, not the one from TP,
but one whom I assume I'll meet one very day =)
But firstly, I really have to keep this deep in my heart till I forget bout it completely ((:

Tml... will be busy I think. Wanna go library then meet my jie meis if possible.
Gosh, miss them quite a lot =)
And as for Mich, think she's busy with her er hmm bah.
So yah... surrounded with so many couples, and I would have to be prepared for late replies and stuffs le lo =(
Nvm, Manda still have jovial Manda,
she will play her role in a brand new life now =)
Anyway, being independent is what I must do, isn't it.

Wishlist for the week:
1. QJM gathering
2. Lotus gathering at KBox
3. Visit the library
4. Rest and rot as much as I can before e busy sem arrives!.. =(
5. School to start soon!!.. Can't wait to work hard =P
6. Do more stretching

Love,
Manda

Hokay, basically did lotsa WRONG WRONG stuffs =(

Friday, skipped work and made a lie -_-
which made my 2 precious colleagues so unhappy.
Hey Qian and Shan, sry for what I'd done, it's hard to forgive but do give me a chance to compensate ya gals ks =X
But this day, me and hao really had fun shopping =P
both of us bought a bag for school to start and yup,
we played and crapped along ((:
Rin, Min and Hao gonna start their new sem tml le,
I know they gonna be busy again,
so I treasure each and every seconds with them during the holidays =)
And girls, GAMBATTE KUDASAI!
Love ya gals lots =P


Sunday, slack at home in the afternoon and went for class BBQ.
Reached Pasir Ris Park, got lots of mosquito bites,
and what I'd earned was "I-guides sucks la"
I don't wanna name who said that,
but I know there were 3 I assume.
Guys, I know you're not happy with whatever clique we're in,
but I don't think I need your comments either,
cos it meant nth to me,
I wont bother even =)
If ya guys are great enough,
show me, not talk cock.
Backstabbing is a gone case,
so are some of you.
I know but I chose not to reveal them.
I'm so disappointed with ya guys when I loved the class so much once =(
Now my eyes are my guides.
And dear gal, you're another goodie friend of mine whom I don't wanna lose,
so support instead of criticizing me ks =)
After that, Mich, Ruby and I went Tamp mall for a DISCUSSION.
Duh, we crapped so much lo. lol.
And from there, I'm starting to understand the clique more, closer in other words =P
Hey Mich, I'll be there for you whenever you need an extra listener yea =)
And for what happened during our conversation on sat,
I cried not cos of what you said but what had came to my mind.
It was like out of sudden, I see so much of my past.
Sort of irritated when I thought of those people, they made me puke =(
Manda may change to quite straightforward in future,
so don't be surprised yea =P

To me,
Love and relationship is no longer a topic to me cos I'm not interested at all le.
I've lost hope.
Meis, you're right, I like him quite a lot, but so what, does it matters to him?.
Trust me, he wouldn't have feelings for me in the first place -_-
Meis fu mentioned bout my expectation,
:"too high le.."
But is it really true?...
I've no expectation at all,
simply one whom can love and care for me?.
Likewise for appearance, as long I like it can le =X
So yup, I just simply can't meet one right now, no choice, fate hasn't arrive -_-
Just let nature takes it's course then.

Hokay, that's all so far.

Good news for the day:
1. 2 Jie starting a new life tml =)
2. 1 Jie fu coming back from Taiwan and 1 Jie will be super happy de =)
3. 6 Meis and 6 Meis fu getting much more loving le =P
*Best wishes guys!*

Bad new for the day:
1. Qian and Shan angry with me.
2. Quiting Grill silently.
3. I'm getting from bad to worse.

Cheers and cares,
Manda

Today...

Damn tired, though not busy at all.
Felt super bad of lieing to my mum that I'd gone to the library,
but I didn't. Went to work in Lotus instead.
I just don't wanna hurt her in either way, know she can't bare her daughter to carry all those heavy plates.
Whenever I did something wrong to mum, I love her more =P
Whenever I see my dad sleep so soundly on the bed or sofa, my heart aches instantly =(

In the morning, went jogging with darling 2 Jie at the nearest park.
In the afternoon, had lunch at mountain top with 2 Jie and 6 meis.
In the evening, worked in Lotus.

During work, I was so fumed by that stupid guy. Really feel like smacking him lo. RRrrrrr...
Things he did that made me feel so condemned.
1. Spoke loudly in front of customers
2. Step out to me and crap tones of shit when I'm serving the customers
3. Love to leave stupid and dirty stuffs for me to do
4. Left the working place to smoke
5. Pervetic moves -_-

With such working attitude of his, I've no hope for Lotus Grill le.
Everyone is leaving the place, I don't wish to stay anymore.
I missed MeiQi Ahyi and Sotong Jie a lot =(
MeiQi Ahyi always grab the chance to accompany me at riverbank, she's always that sweet =)
While Sotong Jie, I hope she's doing well now and look forward to meeting them soon!!!...

I've decided to tell Mr Sam that I gonna put an end to work on sunday le. (Tml)
Cos school gonna start soon and
I WANNA STUDY HARD!

Lastly, I thought I would see that today but I didn't. Thought I won't have to worry for my supper, but I still have to =(
It's getting bad. No good.

Cares,
Manda

Yesterday...(9th April o7)
accompany 2 Jie to Lavender take photo
the queue was quite long but fast =)
2 Jie was cute in the photo!.. lol XP

After then, we proceed to NYP to pass up 2 Jie's documents
the journey there seemed fast cos we kept crapping!!.. =P
In the office of NYP, everything was fine till we missed out something...
2 Jie's birth cert!!...
Then we took cab back to 2 Jie's house; cab fee: $11.50!
And again we took cab back ti NYP; cab fee: $11:30!
lol. hence, our transport for the day was expensive =P
After handing up the birth cert, 2 Jie is officially NYP student!!...
2 Jie, must 加油 kks!!.. you can do well de =)
We then went to the toilet...
and quess what...
we entered the MEN's toilet!...
Gosh, we quickly rushed out!. lol
We can't imagine if there's ppl there er hmm...
wahahahas!!!...
Me and 2 jie will never forget this day to NYP.

At last, we went to TM to meet 1 Jie, she was not feeling well.. =(
But she managed to fool around a bit and had pratas with us after 2 Jie had her hair cut.
2 Jie joined in our tOot's club!!... She looks cute too =D

Good news for the day:
1. 2 Jie is an official NYP student
2. all GALS in QJM finally got our tOot hairs cut =P (left e rest of 2 "GALS") lol

Announcement for the day:
P.S. Watsons having sales ppl!!.. And dear gals who love ZA products, grab their concealers (esp.) at just $8.50 before the sales end again!!.. =D

Pledge for the day:
1. Love my family more
2. Love my QJM even more
3. Just help no matter how hard it can be

Oh yah, for photos, may refer to my 1 Jie bloggy at www.sugar-n-honey.blogspot.com/ nOrin

Love and cheers,
Manda

The End of 千金百分百...

Finally their suspicions, revenge and hatred is over =)

Suspicions: Too much of it will cause unnecessary problems.
Revenge: Revenge just to wash off hatred, do you think it's possible?. It'll only add on torturing yourself.
Hatred: Rather than hating, why not give yourself a chance to love?.

Hokay, I've summarized what the drama actually wanna convey =D

From that, I've really learnt a lot, so precious, so touching...
and that ended up wasting a lot of tissue papers -_- (My bro's rubbish bin is full of my tears =P)

`Never say love unless you're able to make it till it last
`Say love when you really need to, there's nothing shameful bout it
`If the person is worth you waiting, hey why not be more patient =P
`Your true friends around you are the ones whom had completed the rainbow in you
`You are the best gift your parents had from god, they can refuse to show their love for you, but that doesn't mean they don't love you cos they want you to be strong =)
`Life is so damn short, I don't mind living shorter if my everyday is full of happy images of my family and friends

-*-*-*- Lastly, God will bless ya guys -*-*-*-

Love,
傻人

Smiling

I had a fine morning today, Monday.
That happens to convince me that my Monday not gonna be BLUE anymore =)

Went for a simple facial as usual at Evergreen, to unclog my pores, so gals, don't scold me for this kks =P Cos they must be removed or more pimples will breakout =X
Hais, cost me $40...
But I gonna find other salon that uses NIKS products, which matches with the prescription given by Maple Clinic.

I smile more today le, after watching 100% Senorita!!!..
It's a very nice show and I really look forward what gonna happen in the last episode.

What's more, I learnt alot of useful things from the drama, will share with ya guys once I finish the last episode kks =D

And furthermore, I will be meeting my baobeis soon for dinner...
Looking forward!!...

Cheers,
Alive

Dead

Not happy... Skin not yet recover, skin and self-irritation, feels so terrible.
Perhaps I'm destined to look ugly... I really do.
Some said Manda is pretty, but I really can't figure out which part of me is pretty.
I admit I'm starting to lose confidence, and I'm starting to hide myself up.

I've canceled all my schedules I'd in Lotus, preparing to quit too, but not yet confirmed =X
I need time for myself, I'm so sorry...
Things really changed... so am I.
I'm kind of missing...hmm...so what...who cares. -_-
No matter what, I still like Taizi alot... to him...

Praying...
*Skin to get better
*Dearie Mich to take lotsa care
*Ruby not to smoke so much
*Gena's appeal to be successful

Love to...
*Everyone

Cheers,
Mood-less