Back home. [:
Satisfied.
I see my boy again.

Went Jalan Kayu for dinner.
Not too bad, but we don't like the diluted Ice Tei Terek.
Then walked over go buy Selegie Beancurd.
Kai Xin. :D
LOL.

Hokay, not that impt.
Main thing is that I see my boy!.
HAHA.
I'm gg nuts.

We realized the time we treasure when it's kinda tight.
I agree with him. [:
It's getting stronger & stronger.
The faith especially.

Alright, I'd gotten the pictures from dear.
Will update tml then!. [:

*Even we have the time to be tgt,
it's fair enough to meet less.
Cos I seriously enjoy the dates out with my Jie Meis & friends.
HAHAHA.

YOYO!.
Am back again.
Obviously nth better to do then blogging.
Hais.
Seriously aimless these days.

Just finish watching Mall Cop.
It's quite a good show.
And I won't deny that I do love fat guys.
Cos they're simply cute!.
LOL.

Will be updating with pictures soon!. [:
So stay tuned!. :D

Looking forward tonight,
cos I'm eager to see Stupid Shit. [:

HELLO!.

This little post is for Stupid Shit. [:

These days, we're meeting lesser & lesser.
Due to your work.
But I know you never fail to call me whenever you're free even during lunch time.
You urged me to spend more time with my Jie Meis & Friends,
& I really did it...
To the extend that I neglected you unintentionally.

BUT, Stupid Shit is a generous man.
He really is.
He didn't blame me at all,
he tolerated my temper.

I remember he once said this to me : "Nu peng you shi na lai teng de ma..."
And yes, he kept his word.
He kept his promise,
to all ridiculous request I made.

One day, I realized my tears ain't worth anymore.
I wished I could be able to protect him.
I could sense his fears.
But I just couldn't help him anything.
It's when I felt much much more terrible.

When he's with me,
no matter how stressed up & unhappy he is,
he'll definitely try his best to tease me.
This is how great this guy is.

I just wanna tell you Dear,
the most wonderful thing I'd ever received is you.
And I felt I'm the most fortunate person in the world cos I have you with me.
No matter how hard this time round is,
we're going to walk through it. [:

LOVES YOU [:
alot alot.

RRRrrr.
Last night was so damn terrible!. =.=
I can't get to sleep, open & close my eyes non-stop throughout the still night.
Oh man.
I don't know what the hell I was thinking,
my mind just couldn't "rest in peace".

But yesterday was a fulfilling day to me.
I met up with my Jie Meis & Sec sch buddies!.
All day laughter!. :D
HOHOHOHO.

Finished another HK drama!.
<FATHER & SON>
Wau lau!.
My tears dropped for free sia!.
An old man whom loves to make everyone happy,
thinks for others,
cares for others,
so sweet can. [:
It's a MUST WATCH!!!. :D

Btw, congrats Leonard & Kok Tong for completing the first 2 weeks in Tekong!.
HAHAHA.
JIA YOU & take lotsa cares!. [:

And finally 1 Jie had her rest day today!.
Rest more!. :D

And lastly congrats to Rin & Lice for getting into top 3 for GIMME FIVE contest!.
Please vote for my girls!. :D
http://gimme5.mediacorptv.sg/top3.htm

Btw, I bought 2 yoga mats for Stupid Shit & myself!.
Hao got 1 for her mum as well!.
OMG!.
I feel so damn worth it can!.
HOHOHOHO!.

Alright, end of craps.
Going to mop the floor le. T.T
Nvm, treat as an exercise lo...
HAIS~

Tml fully booked by Stupid Shit. [:
LOVES!.
HOHOHOHOHOHO!~

Hais.
A bit sad.
Cos I'd forgotten my User ID & Pin for my DBS iBanking.
Really big shit, I may have to make a trip to one of DBS branch to retrieve them back.
Haisyo... Stayed at home too long already.
Till my brain turns moldy.
HAHA.

Am looking forward to this evening.
Will be running with 2 Jie & Lice & 3 Jie (he haven't reply me though =.=)!.
Manda, you must gain back your stamina!.
Saying that, I'm deciding to save $$$ to invest in a good pair of running shoes.
Those shoes that my bro exchanged from Army were god damn big till I can hear "flip flop flip flop" when I were running.
Come on, this is not an excuse, I really need one.
Only that I'm still wondering which brand to get.
No more Nike & Adidas for running shoes, I know I know...
So Mizuono or Oasis or New Balance??...
Alright, I'll make my homework then.
WAHAHAHA.

Actually not funny at all, I don't know why I HAHAHA for.
Nuts.
HAHAHAHA.
Hokay, for this I make fun of myself cos I feel a bit humorous.
LOL.

Oh man, long holidays ain't that good yea.
Cos it makes you turn older, like me.
Or a Cinderella, like me.
For alternate weeks, I have to mop the floor.
And wash the fans.
And prepare lunch for my bro.
These are becoming part of my routine.

Hais.
That's life.

If you wanna enjoy life, you may need to have $$$.
Or it's kinda hard to even step out of the house.

How to give one a good advice?.
I'm learning. [:

*Dear, be it anything, we'll work it out.
No worry!. :D
Si Bao Li loves you.

不是每一双适合自己尺寸的鞋就会喜欢，
问题可出现在于它的款式不和，
或宽度不够，
或穿上了不舒服。。。
人也一样。
每个人的心中都有一把尺，
我是否提过呢？
谁不为自己的未来打算？
不为自己争取最好的呢?
路是自己创出来的，
爹娘只能在一旁替我们管家务事，
所以有使之中除了“勇往直前”，
再也不能后悔了！
其实， 这是我在哥的身边所观察到的。
只要肯努力，
我相信老天也不会辜负有心人的！
我们一起加油好吗？！
简单生活也很美好呀！

LALALA!~
Again, it's an aimless day today.
HAHA.
But I'm kinda used to it since months ago.

Nvm, let's rest well & work hard again in August.
I'm waiting!~

Feels like going out tml, so let's see my mood again tml then.
I'm seriously becoming lazier!.
Gosh.
LOL.

*Dear, whichever decision you made, I'll be there to support you.
LOVES & MISSES & HUGS.

YOYOYO.

Weekends just passed.
Kinda fast without any notice. :[

Will update what I did for past few days. [:

-Wednesday-17 June 09-
Went jogging with 2 Jie & we had a VERY SIMPLE dinner after that at my house.
HAHA.

-Thursday-18 June 09-
Went for Movie with 2 Jie. GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST.
That was kinda nice.
Humorous and yet touching.
Hmm... You never wanna be a BASTARD after watching that.


-Friday-19 June 09-
Went to Old Police Academy to wait for Stupid Shit.
We ended up at different bus stops.
Not going to elaborate more on these complications.
LOL.
But yea, we still met up & later on to BLK 444 to have dinner with the gals. [:

-Saturday-20 June 09-
Went Hougang Mall to have dinner with Stupid Shit.
Then his house to get his buttons up for one of his shirts.
It's kinda silly for anyone to design that way, cos it's simply a waste of time.

-Today-21 June 09-
Second movie with Stupid Shit this time round. DRAG ME TO HELL.
Hmm... It's freaking scary I can say.
Cos yes, I was the victim.
LOL.


Lastly, I'm pretty sad. :[
Cos... HAIS won't say here cos someone will definitely see my blogs & gets nasty again.
Shit.

Alright, gtg peeps.
Enjoy next coming week!.
Be it working or slacking, just enjoy the juice out of it!.
LOL.

Basically I'm slacking at home the entire day.
I don't think it's boring at all, unless all TVs are shut off or I just couldn't get online.
Thanks goodness nth of those happens!.
LOL.
I'm kinda enjoying life now, have breakfast @ 10am, then prepare lunch for bro.
I'll be learning some new recipe for lunch.
Hopefully they work!.
HOHOHOHOHO!.
Kinda enjoy cooking these days.
Cos they can test my patience & not think so much.

What shall I cook for lunch tml then?...
HAHAHA.
Let me brainstorm ltr on bah.

Will be jogging with 2 Jie ltr on at night, then hopefully can reach home by 10pm to *HEEHEE.

Stupid Shit, I'm glad that you are adapting to your schedules these days.
So JIA YOU ks!.
It's e 3rd day & I admit I miss you but I do promise that I won't go beyond that.
Just to say: Wo Ai Ni!!!!. :D
MUACKs!. [:

Time flies, it's mid June now.
And I'm officially SIM student.
Went over to SIM Headquarter to get my enrollment done.
YEAH!. [:

Then later on maybe going over to Expo to find 2 Jie for lunch,
and evening to find my mum for dinner after her hair cut,
and lastly Gala at night to have a good talk.
This is my programme for the day.

I'm really yearning for an oven.
I'm so wanna bake cake.
But damn shitty, that I don't have oven at home!.
Dad, you love me right?.
*LOL.

Just before school opens, I must play enough.
Or I'll regret for the rest of my life.
HAHA.

What else to add...
Oh yah, did I mention bout getting a hard disk from Suntec IT show?
YEASH!.
I bought it finally, @ $95.
From Western Digital.

Thanks to many many peeps whom had helped me to look up.

I'm craving for Western today, should I?
Cos it's a long time since I exercise? =.=
*LOL.

Alright, seriously nth interesting to blog.
Blog is somehow my company now,
to speak to and later I'll reply answers to myself.
*LOL.

CRAZY.

You said not to think of you, but not write bout you. [:

Had a lot to say in mind, but come to typing, I'm deprived of words.
LOL.

He's now working, and I'm glad he is. [:
I'm certainly proud of this guy.
I'm very glad that we had the past few months together, closely.
I won't deny that we had fights at times,
but from them, I learned more from him.
He changed me a lot.
Be it physically or mentally.
I won't agree that frequent meetings is ridiculous,
cos I believed very much that I gained a lot from this relationship.
Stupid Shit, I'll keep my promise to love myself more,
cos I'll use that drive to love you even more.
Meanwhile, I'm glad to announce to you that I'll be your live time warranty.
I'll still be yours, no worry. [:

Stupid Shit.Si Bao Li.In.Love.

I know you'll be stressful during work,
I'll be the clown to cheer you up then!.

HAIS.

Time flies.
And it's time to find myself some entertainment soon.

Dated Stupid Shit to Aston for dinner.
The only thing worth is the time we queued up for the food at Aston Cathay.
Food was so-so to us though.

And I met Bryan on the way back home.
And got to know more bout Bintan.
*Wink wink.
I hope I can "honeymoon" with Stupid Shit over there.
*HeeHeeHee

This week will be pack & bad for me I thought.
Will be working at Starhub from coming Thursday till Sunday.
While Stupid Shit will start his training exactly on Thursday!!!!.
*Can you hear the thunder roar???!!!
Gosh, so bad, so sad.
Then he knows I'll emo, then he starts to tame me down now.
LOL.

Next week must be a busy week for me too.
I try la yea.
Will be visiting SIM for my enrollment.
Great, studying soon, not much worries for job anymore.

I've got so much thing in mind which I wanna fulfill but doubt I can.
So ya, JIA YOU LA Manda!!!.

Updates:
Happy 21st Birthday to Chin Soon!!.
He's Stupid Shit's best buddy in Secondary School.
Best wishes for another new chapter in life!. [:


Next, is our handsome 3 Jie, TAN JIAN WEI!.
Happy 20th Birthday 3 Jie!.
No pressy for you this year cos you've gotten a priceless one this year liao!!!.
LOL.

*See, I told you he loves his present.
Copied from 1 Jie's blog. LOL.

And lastly, this is one of the photos we took from POLAROID. [:

*SMILE

Hokay, I gg ta sleep liao.
BYEBYE.

*Sometimes, I feel out of the gang.
Why is that so...

HAPPY 7th month Stupid Shit!. [:
Digit is worthless, what worth is I have you.
I love you dear [:

*Time tells it all.

OIC!.
It's called POLAROID!.
LOL.
It's damn fun can!.
You shake shake shake then the pictures gradually appear.
COOL neh!!!.
HAHAHA.
Yesterday night was trying out Hao's & Hwee Leng's camera then got the kick of it.
But the films are relatively expensive.
Then we tried out group photos and many many more.
Then omg damn fun la!.

And I carried a stupid question to Hao: "Can I borrow the camera from you? But will I waste your ink?"
Laughter broke out.
LOL.
You know why la hor.
HAHAHA.

Last but not least, I have not congrats my 1 Jie & 3 Jie yet!.
LOL.
I wanna give my warmest congratulations to these couples & my basket of blessings to:
Jia Rui & Norin and
Jian Wei & Hwee Leng.
:D
I'm super duper happy for these couples, I don't know why.
LOL.
But yah, my 7 Jie Meis family will be getting bigger!.
Kai xin!.

And Da bian!.
Si Bao Li will miss you soon. :(
LOVE you dear. (:

*Will try to update more pictures soon yea :D

I'll get a guide book for myself.
I'll make sure I cure myself. (:

God, have the kick to shop online.
!OHVOLA is tempting me!!!.

Just mopped the floor and brewed some chrysanthemum tea. (:
Hey, specially for you de hor!.
Always complain that I never cook for you :(
I'll still tc of you while ya working!. :D

Will be meeting Stupid Shit in the afternoon then Jie Meis in the evening. (:
Please flood my days ahead ba, cos I'm seriously bored to death le.

Kai xin!. (:

HSP- Highly Sensitive Person

Just get to read this article, with nearly 90% it speaks my mind and rings the bell.
Yes, I'm under this category.
I even find myself scary.
Gradually hating myself and suffering from depression.

I just hope I can help myself.
As I guess no one will be there for me.

Brace up Manda.
You'll be fine...

*Emotionally sensitive people feel emotions often and deeply. They feel as if they wear their emotions on their sleeves. Their whole world revolves around their feelings and emotions. They are highly empathic. The things that would not bother the average person will bother a sensitive very deeply. A sensitive will appear to others as a very insecure, passive person but it's really just that their sensitivity goes so deep that they need extra support to feel secure about everything.