HELLO!.
Today is my second last day for Singtel roadshow, congrats me PLS!. :D
I shall gain my freedom right after next week le!~
OMG.
I'd come so far...
Feel so relieved...

AND!.
Penang I'm coming!.
Whew...Thanks goodness my leave is granted. (:

GUGU leaving soon too.
Can't join her for lunch on her last day...
But I'll compensate her one before that!. (:
Will miss her...craps.
LOL.

OMG OMG I'm so excited.

Have ta wake up damn early tml =.=
Gotta reach JE by 8am to get my timesheet or Kelly & I will get our pay late =.=
So yea, MUST TURN IN EARLY! T.T
Am waiting for Dear to call though...
But know he's busy & may call more later than I expect. :(
Feel so helpless at times.
Cos we really meet very little since he started work @ 6range. =.=
Hence I always envy couples that work office hour tgt.
At least they have time for dinner after that.
Hais...

Hence, I'm finding my own entertainment lo.
But I feel great bout it, at least I find the time I spent were seriously worth it all. (:
Like work, like meeting up with my frens, like time with my family & etc.
Kai xin (:

There will be a concert on this coming Friday with my cousin.
So... what shall I be wearing then....
ZZZZzzzzzz...
Nites!

I'm not used to bubble milk tea without honey :(
Cos I really am into HONEY MILK TEA!.
LOL.

It's work today.
And I didn't expect HER to come. =.=
The rest were taken aback as well.
From then, we learned more from Luke.
Gotta know, as what he'd said, NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!.
LOL.
Not that he's a bad guy despite of his gentleman outlook,
but he said he's kind of rebellious.
But I understand what he meant by that.
And GUGU!.
You strike that conversation!.
I'm proud of you!
LOL.

GUGU is damn funny these days.
She'd unintentionally released her hu li wei ba.
And she's not that innocent wor!.
LOL.

And I kept laughing when I learned about her Chinese name today.
HAHAHA.

Work is fun, when GUGU is there.
Cos we both xiang yi wei ming over there.
LOL.

AND!.
I enjoyed the meeting with my gals yest!. :D
With Wenna, Deir, YP & MT!
Meet up soon in Dec as agreed!. ^^

Life is so far so good.
Though a bit of emo at times, but I learned a lot from this holiday.
I learn to let go too.
Trying to not allow any emotions to get hold of me.

I know I can.
And I'm improving from my bad temper too. :D
Cos Stupid Shit didn't kanna much from me these days.
LOL.

Recently bought TANAKA WHITE & O2 Bubble Mask.
Big hole in the pocket wor. =.=
Hope its worth it all.
Cos, beauty cant buy. :P

Went SITEC @ Expo with Bro & his fren, Jian Hui.
Kept crapping non-stop.
LOL.
All I could say, age gap is nth to me.
HAHAHA.

Alright, I'm enjoying myself these days!.
KAI XIN! :D

And last but not least!.
Some announcement to make!.
1. I miss OW HUIYI & MICHELLE PHUA & TAN KEWEE & LEE KOKTONG!
2. I miss my STUPID SHIT!
3. All the best to Deir for her coming TP next week!
4. All the best to Jovin & have a good break!
5. I'll be having a short break the week after next!

With every min I'm breathing now, I feel precious about it, cos I made my journey a sweet one. (:
And many thanks to many nice peeps I meet out there!

I wonder if Melvin meant to said that.
Hope he's not.
I'm not prepared to join UC.
=.=
Hais.

Pray that I'll stay.

Feeling damn tired & sick today.
Sore throat.

But getting sick once a time, is not that bad.
Detoxification, right?.

Alright, bye.

Was to blog ltr, but I know myself very well, I won't.
LOL.
Hence, I better blog now before I really fall asleep unintentionally.

So far, work is freaking stagnant.
And all I could say is, companies are all politically carried out.
The Managers, the executives, and whosoever involved look monstrous to me.
They left a pretty bad impression in me.

Once 9am strikes, gossips, tea breaks will come about.
That is seriously OMG =.=

Can you imagine supervising such kind of lower end.
I find it unprofessional.
I won't allow that if it's me as a superior. =.=

And I think I gonna miss some of my colleagues.
Cos firstly, I may be leaving them to Queenstown, thank to some shit personnel.
Or they may leave me.
Hais.
Happiness is believed to be short-lived!. T.T

BUT!.
I'm just a temp!.
Contract will still end in a short while, and I'll better rest well at home to meditate.
LOL.

Yet I think this is a great opportunity for me to see how the internals work.
And yea it's true that it's a disappointment that I've gotten.

And I'll certainly lodge a complaint soon after I leave that place.
Very soon.

Spoke a lot to my colleague regarding work & personal stuffs.
And I could say, life's damn complicated!.
At least someone understands...
But I hope the understanding one to be my parents, not others.
Sometime I really need a pair of good listening ears.
The best I could have is Gala's.
Cos forever, she really understands me a lot.

I'm missing Stupid Shit :(
Cos it's been few days I haven't see him at all =.=
Due to work.
And we even talked less than 30 mins a day. =.=
And thereafter I complained a lot.
LOL.
And well, he's used to it already la.
HAHAHA!.
He can even memorize my script!.
Damn him.

Earth will never stop turning when I come to a halt.
It shows how insignificant human is.
But because of that, I told myself to work harder, and for the sake of experiencing what is called life.
"Get a life", as what some people said, yes I'm sure I'm doing right now. (:

Am awaiting for Saturday to come.
I want my date with Stupid Shit.
Cos I really miss him a lot...

Hello!.
Finally I'm back again.
Have the kick to blog some past events.
LOL.

I'm seriously petered out this week.
Working the entire week non-stop!.
This is the ever first time in my life that I risk my health like that. =.=
Crazy me.
And great, next week is another 6 days week for me.
JIA YOU MANDA!.

Today, many funny events came by.
And I think we're all really really fortunate.
When you ever get a chance to sit down & chat with old folks,
you'll really get enlightened somehow.
And I think it's really worth it. (:

Alright, let the pictures talk to you!.


It's my Uncle's Wedding!.
Many blessings to them! . (:

Happy Bdae to Daddy!!!.
I Love You!.
Muacks!. :D
Thanks to them! For a ever wonderful advance bdae celebration!. :D

The real day of my 20th journey!. (:
I wish... *SECRET*...
I LOVE THEM!.
I simply do!. (:


Happy 1st year Anniversary Dear Dear!. :D

YES, I LOVE YOU.
I DO I DO!!!. XP

Bye Bye, to many things in life.
Cos it's hard to get it back then.

I won't deny that I'm still pissed,
but I must admit that I'd given up.
Not now, no more.

Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Manda
Happy Birthday to Me!!!!!!!

Happy New Year Manda!.
Cos you've just reached 20!.
LOL.
Lame shit.

Lonely yet Fruitful Journey...
Kai xin.

To Stupid Shit:

Happy 1st year Anniversary!!

I LOVE YOU
As always...
(:

First & for all, thanks to PeiQing, ShuiRong, Slyvia and Kenny for the advance birthday celebration!.
And not to forget the one whom planned all these, Stupid Shit. (:
Thanks lots dear!. (:

Foods were great... Until the beer cum liquor came along.
I'm not sure who the lady was, but she so called "treated" me the drinks.
LOL.
And we actually "bottom up" the entire ass thing. =.=
You know I never like to drink, not even a sip.
Yesterday was FANTASTIC.
Seh till max.
Start seeing stars around me and spout all kinds of nonsense!.
That is insane of me!.
LOL.

I know I talked all kind of rubbish in the car, Kenny was entertaining me.
LOL.
And Stupid Shit trying to cover my mouth, but too bad, my voice is louder!.
HOHOHO.
Okay la, I'm not entirely drunk alright.
I'm still awake... I mean a bit la...

Hence after the foods and drinks, home sweet home!. (:

Not to forget my first and second days in work this week.
The people are friendly over there, so not a problem at all.
So far so good.
I just hope to do well on my part, and be able to help the rest.
Formal wear makes me look weird.
But after a while, felt alright then.
Thanks Gala for lending me her pants!.
LOL.
Thanks lots really.
Damn comfortable, cos it's a boot cut.
Nice one. (:

I'll be superbly busy next week. :(
Cos of the Singtel work on Sunday.
Damn it.
I so gonna quit asap.

Life is so far so good.
Very peaceful for me.
Loves staying this way. (:

Take care peeps!.
Cos I've feel that I gonna get sick soon. =.=

Finally it's over!.
Have to say Macroecons today is freaking hard.
To me.
I'm not sure for the rest though.
But it's ended, unless it comes back on the 1st sem during the second year. T.T

And I'm rather relax now.
Only that I need a lot a lot of rest.
As I'll be starting work soon, and it's to be a non-stop one.
I'm so going to bring Shit to a place, to reflexology. :D
I think both of us need some massage man.

I peeped some blogs.
I read them too.
Random things that passed by me, tells me more.
It's normative though.

Things that I wanna speak out after exam, I will, soon.
Things that I know I'll avoid, I'll try facing them instead.

All I can say, showering cares to me makes me feel very awkward,
cos you guys don't really do that in the past.
Random phone calls at night made me feel uncomfortable,
Cos I see no purpose in doing that.

When misunderstandings arise, it's like a row standing against me alone,
pint-pointing that I'm at fault.
When I tried to give explanations, more commotions to come.
When I realized my words worth nth compared to the others, meaning no value at all.
When I love walking people home, but always the one walking back alone.
When I was driving home at night and lost my way, with no one besides me, panicking like shit.
When I'm trying my best to talk, but no one cares.

Hence, I always fear that I do smth wrong, kept me reflecting every now and then.
Hence, I speak less.
Hence, I keep my humor.
Hence, I used to walking back home alone.
Hence, I loathe crowds.
Hence, I learn to know my way back home while driving.
Hence, I learn to give more to others whom deserve more.

Tears made me immune.

You need not feel anything for me, cos if you do, you should already did.
And not now.
To me, everything is just as artificial.

I'm strong about my point,
no matter whether I'm right or wrong.

Thanks to Rin & Min for your milk tea and gifts.
It's very appreciated. (:

But that's my point, need not treat me more, cos I may not deserve it from then.

To this, I don't know when the gap will close, let nature takes its course then.

I couldn't accept friends whom can't understand me.
It makes me choke...

Got it.
Was deep in thought with the inverse relationship of interest rate and price of bond.
And now, I get the idea.
If the interest rate increases, the price of bond decreases, who would buy it?
Hence, if the interest rate is to decrease, and price of bond goes up, one would like to sell your bond at a premium over the face value.
Somehow it works like that.
LOL.

Hence in summary:
*Increase I/R -> Decrease Price of Bond -> Buy bonds
*Decrease I/R -> Increase Price of Bond -> Sell bonds

And not to forget that in the money market, increase I/R increases the opportunity cost of holding money. Hence, you hold less cash, as no one would want a high I/R.
Hokay, to ensure an equilibrium is reached in the money market, you have to fulfill both explanations.

....

Hope I can still store this in my brain till tml exam. =.=

Last chapter to go through again!.

Shit.
Really not much confident.
I so gonna read through them thoroughly again.
Especially MCQ.

A very sucky day.
Cos it's Shit's off day and I can't really have fun today.
So he gonna watch me study today. =.=
Poor thing.

Tml is Zi Bao Ji day!.
Who gives a damn to Macro paper =.=
LOL!.
Kao, so bad.
HAHAHA.
Have to pass, we're his "ONLY HOPE".
HAHAHAHA!!!.

Woke up damn early today.
Masked myself after wash.
Woot shiok!.
Thanks Gala for the mask!.
Shit me, I forget to pass her my Shishedo mask.
Cos my face too dry le, can't use that for now.

Since it's the last lap, give it a best shot then.
At least I tired, need not regret much.

Work is coming soon...
On a Thursday!. T.T
The next day right after exam.
Kor & Gala both say I SOT SOT, should wait for next week to start and rest for this week mah.
Ya lo.
I should la hor. =.=
But nvm la, start the ball rolling first~
I'll be damn shag starting from next week onwards.
Cos I gonna work as admin & Singtel straight for the entire week.
FU.
Day 1 to 6, admin.
Day 7, Singtel.
Kao, like this is insane.
I'll sure get panda eyes.
I swear with my shit.
Sorry, Manda not refine today.
LOL.

Hao ba, wanna rest and to be cont'd when I meet Shit today. (:

*LOVE YOU COS I JUST DO!.
And I'd to admit that you've a superb unreasonable gf.
LOL

Thanks Gala for the mask!.
LOL.
Think I'll most probably be using it today man.
I manage to keep my skin less dry now by applying moisturizer as and when after washing my face.
So yeap, good idea hur.
HAHA.

Hais.
Macroecons makes me worry a bit.
Cos not that confident.
But it doesn't make any difference from my first two papers la.
LOL.
=.=

Yesterday smth happened.
And I hope Peiqing is alright now.
Hey gal, cheer up yea.
I believe SF will understand de. (:

And I threw temper on Stupid Shit again yesterday.
Hais.
As usual.
LOL.
But yup, thanks lots dear. (:
U're the best.
Best-er than anyone else le.
But my Kor is as best as you!.
LOL.
Now, my 4 important men out of my life is Dad, Kors and YOU!. (:

Okay la, should get a breakfast and study Mod 1 now.
Yea man, after this I'll review the rest again.
JIA YOU Manda.
You'd come so far, there is no reason for you to fail yourself!.
I'm so looking forward to this week!.
To Wed, Thurs, Sat & Sun!!!!!
Treat myself smth good after this then.
HAHA.

Alright, tc peeps!