Halo!.
Hahas.
Alright, think I forgot to update what I really did for the past 2 days.
LOL.
On wed after my paper, I went ta dye my hair RED.
Then met up with 1 Jie, 2 Jie and 6 Meis in bugis junction to makan lunch.
Iyo, I blur till I forgot to take group photo la!. =(
But nvm, 1 Jie have the pict in her post =)
* I just love gals tok. And I realize we really RA -.- LOL.

Then yesterday, met up with Lotus peeps again!.
Finally!.
So happy ta see them =D
We went Brewerks makan lunch cum dinner.
Wau seh!. The food very nice! =D
I had fruitbrew and Sausage & Mash =)
Then we shared our food, all very oiishi!.
After then we proceed on to Kallang Kbox.
And so great too!.
Cos it's KBOX Ladies night!. =D
And somemore we can sing till 3am!.
LOL.
But we left earlier to catch our train and bus.
Hahas.
While waiting for the bus, we did smth really funny cos Desmond said smth really funny to make us do tt.
Is it very hard to understand my previous sentence?. LOL.
Hahahs.
Yaya, we waiting for Desmond to send us all the photos!.
Then I can update again =)

Hao bah, nth much to talk le.
LOL.
I'm so fear of Sunday.
Meeting him soon...
Should I be happy or sad?.
I dunno what I'm thinking about too -.-

Alright, cheers to all!. =)

HaLO Peeps!.
Exam if OVER!~
But I don't feel the happiness in me leh...
Like fear of this and that =(
But no matter, it's OVER and I should really LET GO.
It all applies to relationship isn't it?
LOL.
I realized a lot of things yesterday and I'm rather speechless XP
I didn't realize that my sisters are always worrying bout me,
mentioning bout me,
care bout me at all times without fail.
I didn't know that ya gals know my problem so well,
even better than myself.
Sorry meis, I told you how I feel, but I never blame ya gals at all.
No matter what you do, I know you're always giving me the best.
Whoever we'll be with in future,
what I really care for is YOU GALS MUST BE XIN FU.
Seriously, don't worry for me, I'm really really alright =)
It's all bout fate I can talk about.
If I have, then consider it as blessings.
If don't have, then so be it too.
In life, many things are not what we want or yearn for.
Hence, I really give no heck bout it.
Hao la, I promise ya gals I'll be happy no matter what yea =)


Even if we don't talk, we're still sort of link.
LOL.
I love my jie meis, yes love my 1 Jie, 2 Jie, 3 Jie, 4 Jie, 6 Meis and 7 Meis =)

Oh gosh, I'm back to lazy again -.-
LOL.
Am trying to practice how to answer section B questions.
I'm so afraid that I'll fail all my exams!.
Die le la =(
Alright, no matter what, no use complaining now.
Gotta move on!.
Tml last paper le, at least put in my very last effort!!

Btw, how's my new bloggy song?
Very nice right?
Though it's sort of oldies,
but I love the quick tempo.
Make me MOVE!!~
Wahahahs.
I'm not happy, but I'm happy.
?.
Wth I'm talking about.
I'm just CRAZY!.
Yea!
Tml, right at 1130am, everything gonna come to an END =)

Cya guys then!

Hais.
I feel damn sians.
BUT!.
I did study today! =D
Muahahahs.
Feel bit contented =)
I felt busy today!.
Went to central to buy some stationary.
Then go home makan,
then met JY borrow Amic tb.
So we went over to LP makan lo.
Anyway, the Brock Biology of Microbiology is really of no use lo -.-
Waste my time, but hor, thx JY! =)
Waited for Jewel to come,
and gosh, I realize I can crap so much to anyone!.
LOL.
Hey I'm born to be a crapper.
But I rather use tt to exchange for some IQ -.-

After mugging books for a while,
I went online and met him.
He wanted to meet this week after my exam.
I told him to confirm later on.
Cos I have this fear that he'll go missing again.
And it'll be disheartening to me again.
LOL.
I know I'm looking forward to see him,
but another side of me told me to watch out.
So yah, I shall decide again on Wed.
If he break his promise again,
I shall never trust or tok to him anymore.

And a short msg to Keith:
Your friends would have find fault on you for such situation.
But my point of view is:
In a relationship, no one is being right or wrong.
You may be wrong to go back to ur ex,
but you may be right too to stay firm not to two-time both ladies.
As you know, this is unfair to grace.
There may not have visible problem right now,
but I thought the problem is so obvious to you.
Only that u're avoiding it.
You ought to give a valid and solid answer to grace if you really can't hold her hands till the end of day.
And too, make your commitment and decision firm enough not to repeat the mistake again.
Everyone makes mistake, but it makes you a great man to face your own mistakes.

It's all bout slacking I can tok about.
Hais.
I feel so hopeless over Amic exam on this coming wed.
Getting me crazy cos I dun feel lyk studying at all!
The DRIVE is not there!
No motivation at or la.
Worrying for this and that,
makes me feel lyk I should go bang the wall suan le.

Wanna thx 1 jie n 6 meis for jio-ing me out.
I'm super happy you know!.
It's lyk somebody rescuing me from prison!!.
LOL.
And yah!.
Wanna congrats 1 jie for FINALLY getting you 7373!!.
So so so so happy for you la!.
A day to rejoice!.
WoohOOOOooO!.
Muacks u gals!.
Love ya gals to lots!
Hahahs.
LOL.

And yah!.
Wanna thx Peck, Hy and Hc for accompanying me during my short hair ceremony.
LOL.
It was scary really, but I love my short hair now =)
Hahas.
Cya guys soon!.

Wed--> Dye hair le XP

Manda ar!.
Better study la u ass!
Tok so much crap -.-

Byebye!.

Halo peeps!.
Ato...
My long hair no more le...
LOL.
went to cut it short after the Mbio paper today.
Mbio paper was alright la,
but I still scared I fail leh.
No matter what, I pray.
But I still scared =(

Alright, cut it short,
I'm rather tired now,
dunno why...
Feels so sleepy.

Byebye =)

Hais.
Dunno if I'm too complacent or wad,
I just can't get to focus on Mbio.
It's tml already,
though I'd somehow finish studying,
I don't have the confidence you know！
This feels so terrible,
and hence I paused and waited for my mom to come back home.
With someone around me, I can somehow concentrate and keep complaining how I hated Mbio!
LOL.
Yah, tml is the first exam pp, Mbio...
I just hate this module, dunno why -.-

Alright, hope I can sit down and focus for once to recap what I'd learned.
Jia you Manda...
不要再偷懒了!.
Ganbatte kudasai!
Same to everyone taking exam papers too =)

Looking forward to 缘之烩 at 9pm tonight =)
And Ice cream Uncle to come!.
mama mia~

Sayonara!~

Feeling lethargic~
I just can't FOCUS! X(

报复是悲哀的，
成果是无奈的，
‘乐’却是宽容的。
无论如何，想起对方的好，
自然而然你的怨气将慢慢淡而消失掉。

开心一点嘛！
=）

我爱我的姐妹！。
谢谢你们的陪伴！

大家好！
今天至少能学到很多东西，
很有满足感。。。
最终没有去图书馆温书，
反而大哥的房间让我乖乖坐下来读书。。 。

今天我又在空荡时间反省一会儿。。。
：我宁愿被人被判， 也不愿被判仍和人。
伤心是一时的，但罪恶感是永远都磨不掉的。
我伤心没关系， 我一定一定要我的家人和朋友们永远开心！。

哈哈。。。
不知道为舍么我会有如此的感想，也许说了会让我更确定自己的做作。 =）
好啦，累了，你们也该睡觉了啦！
哈哈。。。
再见了大家！。

--〉无论我有多不愿意，我还是的负起读书的责任！
加油!

Left 4 more days to Mbio Exam paper.
I've no confident at all.
But no matter what, I will try my best to score for this paper.
Going to WS library study ltr.
Still waiting for my bro to wake up to go makan lunch.
Stupid PIG -.-
LOL.









Love to study --> As if -.-

Yoyo!.
Die la... I like did nth today.
Didn't really sit down and study leh -.-
Feel a pang of guilt.
My cousins came my house,
and my study plan kanna ruined.
And I found smth funny from my little cousin Jeremy.
He said these to me:
"I thought you and Jenny are twin sister, so both of you are sharing the same room"
"Btw, I like Jenny jie jie, cos she speaks very well and very funny...."
"and my face turns pink when I see her..."
And from then, I kept laughing to myself, I dunno why...
LOL.
I'm kinda surprise that such a kid at 7 will say such thing and have such unique kind of feelings towards ppl around them.
I really hope I'm like them,
so innocent and can even laugh whole day!.

My thoughts for the week:
Throughout my life for 18 years and more,
I'd fun, tears, laughter, anguish, disappointment and lots more other complicated feelings.
People come by and share a part of your life for a short period of time,
leave and back then being alone again.
I've never complained being alone,
cos I'm rather used to it already.
Going school alone, going back home alone
Going work alone (sometimes) and going back home alone again.
Actually, it's not the fact that friends and family are your everything.
Sometime, you may really need someone really special,
special enough to share part of your life,
not only for the present,
but also in the future.
It depends on how fate brings you about.
For my case, fate had been playing pranks on me,
so I decided not to play this game anymore.
I certainly ignore.
I know and admit that I'm ugly, stupid,
aiya, simply brainless with no looks.
So I can sort of predict how my life will end like.
Hahas.
For now, I realize that the life is occupied with loneliness and desire.
Desire to get good results,
desire to have a prince and ultimately a king,
desire to be nice and pretty.
But too bad, really too bad that they didn't manage to come through.
Somehow when I need a good talk,
I just can't find a right one to speak to.
Hence, I may be feeling so miserable now,
without myself knowing it.
It's not bout relationship I wanna talk about,
it's bout a special person I wanna share my life with.
Hahahs.
Sounds contradicting,
but I'm yearning for that =)

Hao bah, that's all I have for the day.

Ji mo dui wo er yan shi jia chang bian fan.
Mei you ren guan xing mei guan xi,
zhi yao bu yao shang hai wo jiu ke yi le.
Mei yi ju hua dui wo lai jiang wo dou heng zai hu.
Wo heng MAN, dan wo de xin zhen de heng cui rou.

LOL.

Sayonara~
Ja mata~









This is my little cousin sister, kawaii des ne!.


I'm like that, simply xiao za bo!

Argh~
I am so tired and sleepy after all the HELLS I'd this week.
Really HELL to me.
Busy everyday.
Took quite a lot of pictures this week.
LOL.
Since I'm lazy to talk,
I'll use pictures to speak.
LOL.






PITSTOP Cafe with Hao, Rin, Jack, Melvin & Lice =)
I love them =D

Oishiiso!. Lunch with Da jie =)

Snacks =PTeletubbies Land

Hao la, I'm tired le =X
Cya guys soon again!.
Nites and sweetest dream =)

I failed my BTT T.T
I'm saddened.
Wish me all the best in coming May again.
It's so long~

I'm feeling sort of lethargic but I know I gotta move on no matter what.
Some freaking ass are giving me problems over our Amic PBL report.
"Ask Amanda to collate", and she contradicts what she had said earlier that "Amanda had done quite a lot".
I feel like smacking her, drill her tyres and throw her into Singapore River.
Hey don't make me pissed off at this point of time ks!.
I'm already damn busy with other stuffs and YOU (asshole) are giving me such craps.
Tell me where's your research?.
Or you call them junk?.

Alright, finish complaining.
So sorry, I have no one to complain.
Freaking hell.
Qi si wo le.
Hao, leng jin.
Byebye.

I'm so damn tired la.
Like not feeling well like that...
near to having F...
Hey hey it's FEVER.
LOL.
Duh, sick still joke around.
Anyway, had meetings throughout the whole afternoon.
Amic then Jap.
After then, went to watch Ah LOng Pte Ltd with 1 Jie =)
Wau piang!.
So funny la!.
Stupid Mark so GAYish but cute too!
And Fann so MAN.

Okay la, I'm too sick to think anymore.
Da jie will tell You more.
LOL.

Pray tml's role play will be fine.
Pls~

Crying in silent is so so so so...
dunno how to explain.
Jin shi bu ru wang shi le.

I'm debating some death stuffs with Gala.
And I realized being blind is good.
I want to be blind someday.

=)

And I prefer to die at young age, before I even enter into a r'ship =)
That's great isn't it. LOL
Okay, just a random post.
Too bored~
Sayonara minasan!.

Halo ppl!.
Gong xi fa cai again!. =)
Today is my meeting day, and I thought it would be stressful and ended so much fun.
LOL.
I'm a guy leh, I think I should buy a cap or smth.

Alright, today shall be the start of my revision day =)
Jia you Manda!

Revision days: 001

Byebye! =)

Yoyo!.
I'm back.
and exhausted..
Tml will be a relaxing day I think.
Only left Jap meeting to attend.
Anyway, CNY = Completing school work.
However, I manage to have fun yesterday and today =D
Played BB with my cousin, and gambled today!.
Wahahahs.
Okay la, I feel happy la.

Hao bah, tt's all for the day =)
Nites ppl ~
Sweet dream to all...

Yeah~
CNY is here!.
But have no mood at all -.-
Stayed up to do my group minutes and do research till 3am strikes.
Then I can go orh orh.
Love mama... so sorry mama, having to rush my school work and can't help you much.
I will learn and memorize how you do the bai bai stuffs de =)

Alright, going to my uncle's house soon.
To think that my big uncle not in the house,
I feel a bit upset and hence overall = NO MOOD.
Anyway, this year and next year CNY will be hell to me la.
So I don't ask for more.
Oh yah!. No more pimples please!.
RRRrrrr..
It's irritating.
Realize after putting some make up, I look damn fake la.
I want a good complexion for new year next year pls =) [ I know it needs time to heal]
While waiting for mama, I took some zi lian pict.
Like crazy gal like that.
Let me show how crazy I am.
LOL.





Btw, I'm not acting cute hor, it's just a smile!.
hahahs.
Tml will be damn busy for me.
I'll be looking forward to meet my jie meis and hais have Jap meeting tml -.-
But yah, cheers!.
HG ar...

Happy CNY again!.

Somehow, feels life sucks for me.
I'm not looking forward to anything u see.
Just nth.
I don't even dare to get out of house cos I'm damn it ugly now -.-

Hokay...
Tt's life?.

Bub.

I'm so damn bored and out of focus la -.-
hais
What shld I do leh...
Should be studying abchem now!.
I'm now still at Ist topic on pretreatment!. =(
Now moving on to UV-Vis spectrometry.
Wow... learned new stuffs le.

I have so many questions.
Why whenever my friends are into a r'ship, they'll tell me
:"I'll cherish you de"
Hahas.
Why ar?.
I dun need anyone to cherish.
It's best that no one will treat me as a lightbulb.
Alright lah, I'm used to being single, being alone,
it makes no difference anyway =)

Hokay, my blessings to HC and gala!. =)
You guys happy, I'm happy for ya guys too!. =)

The angel's blessings to ya guys! =D