Happy studying!

Oh god, I wonder if I'm becoming one of the LES's favourite hot babe X( Just found out quite a nice looking and sexy lady whom want to make friends with me in friendster. I mean it's pretty normal but her message sounded so wrong -_-lll If she can clarify herself well one day hopefully in our msn conversation or I would somehow be reluctant to make friends with her!...

Whatever, main point here is that I saw Taizi todae again!.. On the 6th Feb '07 at bout 7pm plus outside the school library. He was wearing all blue, a singlet and long pants. I just like the way he dress himself..cool and charming XP Iyo..when have I been so flirtatious!... This is so so so wrong!.. lol

Recently, found out something super wrong bout my feel and thoughts!.. And god!..Pls stop playing pranks on me!.. Having to have a crush on Taizi is enough!.. No others shall intrude my mind at this point of time!.. Valentine is coming, I know I'm alone. But that doesn't mean I need a guy man!... I can be on my own!.. X) Btw, I'll be having a big feast with my classmates, all single, so wouldn't be that bad yea =) We're just too busy...even to date X( Really, not trying to be dao or whatever, but it's so hard to find time!.. Like I've not blog since last year?.. I dunno... perhaps XP Even if I've the time, I would rather take a short nap to restore my energy for revision after that.

Finally, I got the drive to study. But that started since two weeks ago, so not that bad yea =) I'm happy with what I'm doing now. Though I hadn't really get that far X( But just do it man!.. At least I won't regret if my results turn out to be a piece of shit, which I pray that won't happen X( Definitely, I need to put in my last effort!.. =) And talking bout school, I recalled Lotus. A place where I don't feel home anymore. A place where I lost so many 'kins' and now someone whom I'd respected so much...somehow changed my attitude towards this noble man. I felt sorry for not been able to help him out when he really need staffs, but I felt so disappointed with him just because he simply has a wrong perspective X( Whatever happens, I still want to thank you Mr Sam!.. You will always be like a father to me, someone I certainly want to have as a mentor =)

Oh yah, walked home from white sand at bout 9pm plus. Was trying to burn some fats after my 'dinner' A curry puff and a cup of mocha ice blend, are they counted?.. Was crossing the road and nearly got banged by a van. It's obviously not my fault cos I believe I'm not that blind to even spot the green man blinking right in front of me!... In conclusion, it's the driver's fault lah!.. But somehow I looked really stupid to keep looking at his or her car plate no., cos it doesn't help me much either. On-lookers may just think it's my fault for not looking out for approaching cars and I may be recognized as a uncivilized gal. I'm a gal! Come on! And iya!!... what have I done!.. X( I wonder what will happen if I got involved in that car incident and cost my life.. I'm still recalling bout the Taiwanese actress Xu Wei Lun. Dieing at such a young age, she's pretty and quite talented and a nice lady too, that's why I felt so wasted for her. Everyone feels it too X( If... I mean if.. One day I ever met into such case, pls pls don't cry... I wont rest in peace man. But I know I will feel so lost when I find out my soul roaming around!... hais so miserable X( Now I talk bout this, will it really cost my life the next moment?.. Life is just so unpredictable X(

Come on Manda!.. Buck up and prepare for your tests tml, the dae after tml and the dae after tml's tml!.. Lol. Simply trying to crap here. Okay, guys, take good care of your health and always be optimistic no matter how hard and miserable life is!.. You are alive now man, hence live it to the fullest!.. And not forgetting to love and treasure your loved ones around you =)

Love you all ppl!

Sign off,
Manda aka Da tou