To my Jie Meis:

I apologize, for a changed person I am now.
There are certain things I wanna change but it's really hard for me.
It takes time I guess.
I am reflecting and always I do.

I just don't feel happy at times.
Maybe I'd cared too much,
bothered too much,
thought too much,
stressed too much,
that brought all these craps in me.

I just wanna say I'm tired,
I want to make a full stop.

Totally moodless today.
Bring me home, back to who I am...