I see others falling out of love.
I see others falling so deep in love.
In a brand new year this coming midnight, my wish for everyone to stay Healthy & Loving. (:
Who cares you're a single or not, LOVE has so much meaning in them. (:
I LOVE my family & friends & Jie Meis...
but this year,
I met him and I LOVE him too. (:

Sorry, cos...
I'm petty
I get jealous easily
I get angry w/o having a valid reason
I can't take jokes
I think too much
I'm not sweet enough
I expect too much from you
I believe too much in fairy tales

In a new year, I will be better (:
Who cares you care or not, now I realize it's good to not care & just go for it.

You never know what happens the next day,
so don't waste time getting sad for nth.
"Need not worry, as tml will worry for itself."
I'm so inspired by this quote,
cos I'm using this strategy now. (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!.
2009 le.
CHINESE NEW YEAR coming le...
So looking forward.
LOL.
Random shit.
Enjoy this festive season!.
HoHoHoHo.

*I believe to love and be loved*

Thanks Peeps!.
Thanks god I passed =D
Everything is so unbelievable... cos I'm able to pass.
Hence, to rest of you whom are taking your TP soon,
no worry man SURE CAN PASS!!! (:

-2:45pm-
I'll be damn nervous this time.
It's my first driving practical test.
Need not wish me luck, just pray that I won't mount kerb, and tyre won't roll back can le.
[[Jia you]]
Thanks to all peeps whom wished me luck earlier.
I will........ jia you de!

Results will be updated here.
FAIL/PASS

I didn't realize how stress I can get to in my company now.
To just draw and make an animation can make me shiver,
and can't sleep well at night.
Tell me, how to not THINK?
This is so illogical.
I cried at night, telling myself to cry more so I'll feel better,
and you tell me there's NO POINT crying.
I need to SPEAK, you ask me to SLEEP.
I can't SLEEP, you ask me to think of you,
what's the point?
I'm like battling alone.
Like I always did in the past.
Is there any difference now...

I learned my own lesson.
In future I'll definitely meet these kind of people,
or maybe a worse kind.
So yah, gotta be prepared and face them well.
I can de, I can battle alone!
Just learn the technique of acceptance and you'll be fine Manda.

I'm so sorry for emo-ing these days...
All bout work -.-
I'm so useless.

But from today onwards,
I'll grow to be tough more.

[[Jia you]] key chain nearly lost yesterday during work.
I almost broke down.
Can't lose that, cos that's my pillar of support during work...
But where's the owner ne...

Nth changes... for the better.

YOYO [:

Friday blue.
Vexing over how the powerpoint can be done.
Even this can make me jump out of sleep.
Wth.
Can'r even rest well.

Why give me such stuffs to do.
I only take a day leave from work for my tp,
but I have ta waste so many days doing these.
Seriously craps.
Don't blame me for complaining.

Though it's simple dinner yesterday.
But I had fun playing and laughing at one another.
LOVE them all (:

Thanks da jie for the Xmas gift, she took a long time doing so many of them ks.
Thanks thanks (:

Thanks Rin, Min, Jian, Hao, Lice, Boon and Leong for the cosy Xmas!
(:

Suddenly feel so lost and stressed up these days.
It's all bout work I can think of now.
It gives this kind of fear I hardly have.
But yah, gotta be strong Manda.
Soon it'll be over....

Thanks to Huiyi & Rin & Stupid shit for your ears that day.
Love ya guys (:

Ignore the comments, do what you can though you really disagree.
I have my own style of doing things, I need not stick to yours.


-[[Jia you]]-

And Merry Christmas peeps!.
Enjoy this special season (:

LOVES to many peeps that includes dearie Mich of cos!.
Hahahas.
*Never will I forget you and rest (:

To my Jie Meis:

I apologize, for a changed person I am now.
There are certain things I wanna change but it's really hard for me.
It takes time I guess.
I am reflecting and always I do.

I just don't feel happy at times.
Maybe I'd cared too much,
bothered too much,
thought too much,
stressed too much,
that brought all these craps in me.

I just wanna say I'm tired,
I want to make a full stop.

Totally moodless today.
Bring me home, back to who I am...

Omg.... Slept for quite a long while, but I'm still freaking tired now -.-
These days I slept too late le,
breakouts coming back again!. T.T
Nvm... just don't think bout it and it'll go away~
Hahahas.
Ya la, trying to console myself.

Going back school soon to get some drafts for my SIP report.
It's really time to start now.
And getting serious Manda.
STOP playing & shopping.
Despite saying that, will be meeting my gals to TM shop shop =D
Wau happy to the max.
LOL.
Stuffs that I wanna hunt for:
-Skirts
-Bottoms (esp skinny jeans)
-Makeups
-Belated pressy for my gals
That's all.
I think I'll go broke soon too la.
LOL.

Waiting for 24th Dec, my next coming allowance! =S
Heh heh.
But hey Manda, you gotta save for your holiday! [:

Stupid shit still sleeping.
He more pro than me lo, chit chat till 6am plus.
LOL.
I think he sure shack one la.
So didn't expect him to acc me shop this afternoon.
But hey! You better come for bowling tonight hor.
Anyway, EAT SHIT EAT SHIT.
Okay la, random.
I don't know what I'm typing too now.
Just purely crapping.

Hahahas.

Oh man... damn shack.
Laboratory work is surely not my cup of tea.
BUT.
I can endure that. [:
23rd Jan 09 shall grant us all our freedom!.
However, we still have SIP report & logbook and MP report & workbook to submit.
This is somehow crazy, we're now left with 6 weeks.
Come one, hell gonna end soon. [:

Have so much thing to do, besides work is shop.
Shop for what?
CNY stuffs!
Like clothes la... tidbits la... decorations la...& etc etc.
Heh heh.
This certainly makes me high.
Sorry for being so auntie.
Just can't help being excited bout it. =D

And Stupid shit should be busy now bah...
Chey~ Don't understand why the vehicle arrive so late.
THIS TIMING? -.-
Kao, or the rest can finish washing them in the afternoon and have a good rest now le lo.
Chey chey~

We have disagreements at times,
but I can't stop laughing over your lame remarks.
When we fight, we tied.

I.L.Y.S.S.

Alright, back to SIP report!
[[Jia you]]

Stupid shit....
Dare bully me again I'll kick ur ass.
Even if you wanna give me up to someone else,
I'll still irritate & cling onto you!.
Bleahx.

Hello everybody! =D



More photos to be uploaded soon...

YOYO!.

Went jogging with Rin & Min in the late evening,
then Hao, Lice & Calvin joined us for bowling at E!Hub.
This Calvin ar, super lame, but very pei he.
LOL. Good good.
We had a fun & crazy night!
With my gals, I never fail to laugh out loud! =D

But...
I brought both my jie jie into tears.
I'm sorry if I'd really said anything inappropriate.
You know what, I realized I'm becoming more straightforward to many situations.
YES or NO, I can reply promptly.
I don't want you girls to get away from the problem,
the more you do,
the more you'll get hurt.
If you tell yourself THEY are changed, THEY are not THEM anymore,
you have to ensure you really convince yourself that.
Make it as a fact, not your motivations.
I know by saying is hard,
I know you girls need the time,
I know ya girls hate to forget,
I know ya girls are suffering mentally almost every day and night,
I know how hurt ya girls feel...
But do you know I'll get emotional too when I thought of the problems ya girls are experiencing...
I don't feel good, and in fact I'll cry.
I don't know why...
I love ya girls too much that I don't hope ta see that tears on your face.
By 'correcting' min yesterday, and seeing her tears, I feel guilty and sad too.
Anyway, just to let ya girls know: I LOVE ya girls! [:

Btw, today is a special day. [:
I'm looking forward.
No worry man, I know what to wear le.
Oh man, thanks girls for the guidance this morning!.
LOL. Really thanks, a sincere one. [:

Mr Loo Wee Leong, you haven't wake up is it?!.
Stupid shit.
Think you rest more too.
Later can then entertain me.
HAHAs.

I don't know what you're preparing for me today,
I only know I'm looking forward to see you today.
Your presence is always more than enough.

Oh yah, as promised, pictures will be updated SOON!.
LOL.
Don't know how many times I'd repeated this phrase,
and it'd been broken for umpteen times.
HAHAs!.
OKOK promised, SOON SOON.

Tc peeps.
Going ta rain soon.

[:

Oh man, realized that I haven't blog for quite some time le.
LOL.
These days were rather down for me.
I'm trying to adapt to the worst situation ever.
Hais.
Must jia you le lo.
I'm tired, really tired.
I hope I can maintain the happy me like today.
As fruitful as possible =D

okok.
Will try to update more with pictures!!!!
Coming soon.
Hopefully on Friday. [:

Tc peeps!