Damn them all....lol.
Still wondering....getting nervous..trying to think of what I should ask the staff from one-stop-service centre...wad should I do!..Made some research...TP HTM...NP TRM...or shatec??..shatec is really expensive...5 digits course fees..how am I going to pay them all!...I'm not going to let my family suffer for me lyk this...If I really want, I'll do it all by myself..no one should interfere my own bloody financial problem...
But one impt thing...can I get into the course I want??...how exactly should I do to convince the ppl put there, "heh!...I love e course!..I'm willing to contribute to the service line!...I'm interested in tt.."...damn them...who will listen to that..they'll simply jux ignore..as what TP business school had done to me..I hated them not cos they dun give me a chance...I condemned and hated them for not giving me a before-hand notice...damn them all..really...I'm truly pissed off. I'm really dissappointed with how they treat the poor-graders out there..I'm one, I admit..But that doesnt mean that I'm not good...there's still rooms for everyone to improve kx!..I dont believe that I cant do it cos I actually tried!...If I gonna fail again n again n again, I gonna spare my slp hours jux to write letter, arrange interviews with all schools out there to study my course!...I noe maybe I've higher chance in getting in to private schools..which means high school fees...but I noe..I'll settle them by myself..I'm the one who is going to take the education, I'm the one who will be competing with potential ppl out there, I'm the one who will be working damn hard to give my parents the best and in future, my family.
Haix...wadeva...I gonna think of a way out then...byebye.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Monday, June 19, 2006
Miss him
Hais..think I gonna miss him alot le bahx. I gonna miss my meis meis soon too..cos she's back to school le. How arh..I think I'm really missing him..bullshit!!...nonono!..I can't do this..I need ta wake up and stop day-nite-dreaming..
Worked on grill yest evening..then went to Thai Smile Cafe for supper after that..To 'celebrate' for him..heehee..then I'd mee goreng and some heineken beer...omg..seh after tt...turned blur blur liao..beer sucks. lol. Btw, Jessie nearly make me embarrassed and laughed out when she mentioned that Axcel is my bf!..omg!!..thanks goodness. He's a nice guy but confirm we're both not our types. Tony gonna get it from me..
I lent his bag to cover my laps..but he used his jacket instead..initially I used tt to cover my laps, but ltr hug it and slept...stupid me..I was smiling away when I hugged his jacket..lol..feel a bit xing fu..
kkx, gonna stop here le...back to work!
Hais..think I gonna miss him alot le bahx. I gonna miss my meis meis soon too..cos she's back to school le. How arh..I think I'm really missing him..bullshit!!...nonono!..I can't do this..I need ta wake up and stop day-nite-dreaming..
Worked on grill yest evening..then went to Thai Smile Cafe for supper after that..To 'celebrate' for him..heehee..then I'd mee goreng and some heineken beer...omg..seh after tt...turned blur blur liao..beer sucks. lol. Btw, Jessie nearly make me embarrassed and laughed out when she mentioned that Axcel is my bf!..omg!!..thanks goodness. He's a nice guy but confirm we're both not our types. Tony gonna get it from me..
I lent his bag to cover my laps..but he used his jacket instead..initially I used tt to cover my laps, but ltr hug it and slept...stupid me..I was smiling away when I hugged his jacket..lol..feel a bit xing fu..
kkx, gonna stop here le...back to work!
Friday, June 16, 2006
Happy-but-sad
Wonder if I'm counted lucky or jux I'm thinking too much..I'd quite a long chat with him nowsaday...n yup, he's nice. But I gonna miss him I feel...haix. He's preparing to go NS le..more man le but unlikely to meet him out again...he says he msged me the nitex before, buit I didnt receive it. Think he's dissappointed..but nvm, soon he'll have someone else bahx. Guys reading this post, pls dont be mistaken that this particular HIM is my bf or wadeva, we're jux frenx. He came my house yest nitex, quite neglected...poor him. lolx. Me n my meis meis chatting away. I purposely make him see my ex-crush..heehee..using sort of outdated method to make him jealous...damn me..lame me. Okay, let's stop talking bout him.
I'm working in this 2 weeks holidae and I'm really happy now. Though working doesn't reaally sound fun to most of ya, but working in grill seems to be a leisure for me instead...I love tt place..n all e ppl there. Veeran came abck yest, omg! He's botak..cant recognise him at once! He bought some souveneirs and delicacies from India...I only take some food from him.lol.
Next thing is wad MeiQi Ahyi told me. One bout me and e other bout my lao pa.
I learnt that recently we'd not been giving our best service to the customers as we back-faced them while chit-chatting away..blame me..haix. Sry ahyi..I'll change for the good I promise..
Another is bout my lao pa. He borrowed 200 bucks from my ah yi and was reluctant to return her the money. I think I'm really dissappointed on him..he'd lost ah yi's trust and made a precious frenship fragile. I hope I get to c her n have a good chat with her.
Last but not least....I think I going to sign out here le! byebye!
Wonder if I'm counted lucky or jux I'm thinking too much..I'd quite a long chat with him nowsaday...n yup, he's nice. But I gonna miss him I feel...haix. He's preparing to go NS le..more man le but unlikely to meet him out again...he says he msged me the nitex before, buit I didnt receive it. Think he's dissappointed..but nvm, soon he'll have someone else bahx. Guys reading this post, pls dont be mistaken that this particular HIM is my bf or wadeva, we're jux frenx. He came my house yest nitex, quite neglected...poor him. lolx. Me n my meis meis chatting away. I purposely make him see my ex-crush..heehee..using sort of outdated method to make him jealous...damn me..lame me. Okay, let's stop talking bout him.
I'm working in this 2 weeks holidae and I'm really happy now. Though working doesn't reaally sound fun to most of ya, but working in grill seems to be a leisure for me instead...I love tt place..n all e ppl there. Veeran came abck yest, omg! He's botak..cant recognise him at once! He bought some souveneirs and delicacies from India...I only take some food from him.lol.
Next thing is wad MeiQi Ahyi told me. One bout me and e other bout my lao pa.
I learnt that recently we'd not been giving our best service to the customers as we back-faced them while chit-chatting away..blame me..haix. Sry ahyi..I'll change for the good I promise..
Another is bout my lao pa. He borrowed 200 bucks from my ah yi and was reluctant to return her the money. I think I'm really dissappointed on him..he'd lost ah yi's trust and made a precious frenship fragile. I hope I get to c her n have a good chat with her.
Last but not least....I think I going to sign out here le! byebye!
Saturday, June 10, 2006
A sweet yesterdae
Yesterdae was a wonderful dae..heehee..Though I'd a hard time in the afternoon to sit for my biochem test, it was all worthwhile to join my classmates for ice skating after that! Had difficulties of cos at first...stumbling around the area with the ice skate..suddenly felt that I'd grown taller! lolx. And frankly speaking, I fell down for several times and it was real damn painful on my butt! I'd phobia of tripping and falling down...hence I kept looking down on the slippery ice. But B2 taught me to look up instead of looking down. Hahaha..I did succeed a bit..but still look down!..Omg!! The first fall I'd made myself roll and cut my hand. Turned out to be a 'bloody incident'. lol!!..Overall, it was a nice experience..with my classmates, Michelle, Carmen,Frenly,Brandon, Rubayn and Issac. Ya guys rocks man! Really had fun!
Hmm...Follow up, I went to clark quay to find my bao bei meis meis and the reat of my colleage!..hohoho..Chit-chatted with them, obstructed their work and scheduled my days for next week!..haha. Tok some craps with Mr Sam too, bout soccer. Oh dear, he's really funny lor! Olwas so humorous yet refuse to present out his laughter. He's a nice manager, a thoughtful father, a faithful husband and a real gentlemen man!
And...last but not least...it's him again...seen him yesterday..looked better with his hair dyed black back. lol. But soon he gonna haf his hair cut botak, no diff lah..hahaha. He deleted someone's hp no. he said, but I dunno who...so bad of him. He then pat my head and went off..crazy boy..but I felt a bit of ecstatic at that moment...heehee..like him alot alot and alot..
kkx, gonna end my post here, cos my msg is here! byebye! muacks!
Yesterdae was a wonderful dae..heehee..Though I'd a hard time in the afternoon to sit for my biochem test, it was all worthwhile to join my classmates for ice skating after that! Had difficulties of cos at first...stumbling around the area with the ice skate..suddenly felt that I'd grown taller! lolx. And frankly speaking, I fell down for several times and it was real damn painful on my butt! I'd phobia of tripping and falling down...hence I kept looking down on the slippery ice. But B2 taught me to look up instead of looking down. Hahaha..I did succeed a bit..but still look down!..Omg!! The first fall I'd made myself roll and cut my hand. Turned out to be a 'bloody incident'. lol!!..Overall, it was a nice experience..with my classmates, Michelle, Carmen,Frenly,Brandon, Rubayn and Issac. Ya guys rocks man! Really had fun!
Hmm...Follow up, I went to clark quay to find my bao bei meis meis and the reat of my colleage!..hohoho..Chit-chatted with them, obstructed their work and scheduled my days for next week!..haha. Tok some craps with Mr Sam too, bout soccer. Oh dear, he's really funny lor! Olwas so humorous yet refuse to present out his laughter. He's a nice manager, a thoughtful father, a faithful husband and a real gentlemen man!
And...last but not least...it's him again...seen him yesterday..looked better with his hair dyed black back. lol. But soon he gonna haf his hair cut botak, no diff lah..hahaha. He deleted someone's hp no. he said, but I dunno who...so bad of him. He then pat my head and went off..crazy boy..but I felt a bit of ecstatic at that moment...heehee..like him alot alot and alot..
kkx, gonna end my post here, cos my msg is here! byebye! muacks!
A sweet yesterdae
Yesterdae was a wonderful dae..heehee..Though I'd a hard time in the afternoon to sit for my biochem test, it was all worthwhile to join my classmates for ice skating after that! Had difficulties of cos at first...stumbling around the area with the ice skate..suddenly felt that I'd grown taller! lolx. And frankly speaking, I fell down for several times and it was real damn painful on my butt! I'd phobia of tripping and falling down...hence I kept looking down on the slippery ice. But B2 taught me to look up instead of looking down. Hahaha..I did succeed a bit..but still look down!..Omg!! The first fall I'd made myself roll and cut my hand. Turned out to be a 'bloody incident'. lol!!..Overall, it was a nice experience..with my classmates, Michelle, Carmen,Frenly,Brandon, Rubayn and Issac. Ya guys rocks man! Really had fun!
Hmm...Follow up, I went to clark quay to find my bao bei meis meis and the reat of my colleage!..hohoho..Chit-chatted with them, obstructed their work and scheduled my days for next week!..haha. Tok some craps with Mr Sam too, bout soccer. Oh dear, he's really funny lor! Olwas so humorous yet refuse to present out his laughter. He's a nice manager, a thoughtful father, a faithful husband and a real gentlemen man!
And...last but not least...it's him again...seen him yesterday..looked better with his hair dyed black back. lol. But soon he gonna haf his hair cut botak, no diff lah..hahaha. He deleted someone's hp no. he said, but I dunno who...so bad of him. He then pat my head and went off..crazy boy..but I felt a bit of ecstatic at that moment...heehee..like him alot alot and alot..
kkx, gonna end my post here, cos my msg is here! byebye! muacks!
Yesterdae was a wonderful dae..heehee..Though I'd a hard time in the afternoon to sit for my biochem test, it was all worthwhile to join my classmates for ice skating after that! Had difficulties of cos at first...stumbling around the area with the ice skate..suddenly felt that I'd grown taller! lolx. And frankly speaking, I fell down for several times and it was real damn painful on my butt! I'd phobia of tripping and falling down...hence I kept looking down on the slippery ice. But B2 taught me to look up instead of looking down. Hahaha..I did succeed a bit..but still look down!..Omg!! The first fall I'd made myself roll and cut my hand. Turned out to be a 'bloody incident'. lol!!..Overall, it was a nice experience..with my classmates, Michelle, Carmen,Frenly,Brandon, Rubayn and Issac. Ya guys rocks man! Really had fun!
Hmm...Follow up, I went to clark quay to find my bao bei meis meis and the reat of my colleage!..hohoho..Chit-chatted with them, obstructed their work and scheduled my days for next week!..haha. Tok some craps with Mr Sam too, bout soccer. Oh dear, he's really funny lor! Olwas so humorous yet refuse to present out his laughter. He's a nice manager, a thoughtful father, a faithful husband and a real gentlemen man!
And...last but not least...it's him again...seen him yesterday..looked better with his hair dyed black back. lol. But soon he gonna haf his hair cut botak, no diff lah..hahaha. He deleted someone's hp no. he said, but I dunno who...so bad of him. He then pat my head and went off..crazy boy..but I felt a bit of ecstatic at that moment...heehee..like him alot alot and alot..
kkx, gonna end my post here, cos my msg is here! byebye! muacks!
Thursday, June 08, 2006
A restless week
So so so tired...neva imagined that poly life can be get so stressed up too. Jux got demoralised by yesterday HAP term test...terrible. But all I could say is, serve me right..cos I didnt prepare well. Omg...think I gonna work hard during the 2 weeks term break and u noe wad?! I'm going back to grill to work le! Miss the teamwork we had in grill few months ago..most imptly, miss everyone out there!..lolx. So excited...yet so lost..wonder wad else can I do besides studying n working, tt will make my short break more worth it. Dun wanna waste my precious time jux lyk tt. kkx, gotta get out of here soon, I'm getting sleepy now..cannot tahan le..byebye!..cya soon!
So so so tired...neva imagined that poly life can be get so stressed up too. Jux got demoralised by yesterday HAP term test...terrible. But all I could say is, serve me right..cos I didnt prepare well. Omg...think I gonna work hard during the 2 weeks term break and u noe wad?! I'm going back to grill to work le! Miss the teamwork we had in grill few months ago..most imptly, miss everyone out there!..lolx. So excited...yet so lost..wonder wad else can I do besides studying n working, tt will make my short break more worth it. Dun wanna waste my precious time jux lyk tt. kkx, gotta get out of here soon, I'm getting sleepy now..cannot tahan le..byebye!..cya soon!
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Lost hOpe
I've seen her posts in frenster...she's sad..I can feel for her. However, she hurt the guy hu in turn hurt her...and now...it's gonna be complicated. I felt myself being a KPO in between all these love triangles. Or maybe, I'm not in at all...jux accidentally gotta noe more bout it. She's sweet, she's a great fren, a capable colleage. But when it comes to relationship problem, she failed. That camel must have really hated her...but despite all those scratches in his heart which she caused, he loved her dearly..and though mentally he dislikes her, he'd already forgiven her in his heart. The scratches still remain, but he beared with it...I think I admire him for that..respect how he actually care for his family financial problem...applaud for his passion for a greater future and multi-jobbing...and cherish every sweet sms he sent long long time ago..I missed him, tt's how I'm feeling now.
I'm still waiting for all his sweet msg...no matter whether it's actually for many ppl...it's really fine with me. His little greetings give me the warm embrace I wanted...yup..him. But I'd lost the hope for all tt...cos it's impossible. I know. All I would wish for is tt he leads his life well and he's happy and healthy. *liking a person doesnt mean owning the person...freedom is all wad ppl want..*
+manda+
I've seen her posts in frenster...she's sad..I can feel for her. However, she hurt the guy hu in turn hurt her...and now...it's gonna be complicated. I felt myself being a KPO in between all these love triangles. Or maybe, I'm not in at all...jux accidentally gotta noe more bout it. She's sweet, she's a great fren, a capable colleage. But when it comes to relationship problem, she failed. That camel must have really hated her...but despite all those scratches in his heart which she caused, he loved her dearly..and though mentally he dislikes her, he'd already forgiven her in his heart. The scratches still remain, but he beared with it...I think I admire him for that..respect how he actually care for his family financial problem...applaud for his passion for a greater future and multi-jobbing...and cherish every sweet sms he sent long long time ago..I missed him, tt's how I'm feeling now.
I'm still waiting for all his sweet msg...no matter whether it's actually for many ppl...it's really fine with me. His little greetings give me the warm embrace I wanted...yup..him. But I'd lost the hope for all tt...cos it's impossible. I know. All I would wish for is tt he leads his life well and he's happy and healthy. *liking a person doesnt mean owning the person...freedom is all wad ppl want..*
+manda+
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