Recently, my health isn't doing me good.
Or perhaps I'm too tired?
Sometime my heart beats very fast and I can't seem to breathe properly.
Hopefully it ain't dangerous.
Will make time for a body check up soon.
Don't wanna die young when I haven't even finish my attachment.
LOL.

At times, I realized we aren't living for a purpose.
We are like robots, like a non-living thing.
I hope life will be better, time to make a slight change.
Bit by bit, I wanna lead and live up for my own life.
[Jia you]!

Hokay, random post today.

LOVES*

Will post soon! [:
With pix I promise =D

LOVES*
Manda

P.S. Owing Alice & Friendly pressy.
*A reminder to myself.
Hahas

Yoyo!
I wanna copy Hao too.
By having a WHAT I WANT LIST here too.
Hahahs!.

My birthday list:
1. Big Winne The Pooh soft toy
2. Big big bag
3. Hard Disk
4. A small simple dinner at anywhere (cheap cheap can liao)
5. You guys de birthday wish can le.

Every time when it comes to birthday, I can't think of anything.
But yah, above is what I really want.
Alright, end of it.
If have smth new in mind, I'll inform ya guys again.
LOL.
Aligato gozaimashita =D

I'm feeling optimum sadness yesterday.
Felt worse at night.
Cried like nobody's business.
Thanks Gala for all your comforts and encourage [:
Thanks for calling me too.

You're right, I shouldn't think bout it,
should divert my attention to other things else.
And one thing you can't deny is that friendship is our everything.

I'll be creating a post for the inner side of me,
and is most likely to be more truthful.
If you wanna know, msg me then [:
That blog will be bit emo,
if you can't take it better be my UN-DETERRED fans yea!
LOL.
Eh, shameless shit.
LOL.

Anyway, I had fun this long weekend! =D
Very fruitful I thought.
Friday is a long working day for me and Kong Leong.
Cos I caused KL to stay till so late,
I blanja him coffee [:
Then I stayed till 8pm plus after subculturing done.
Met up with the gals for dinner at central.
And 2 Jie, JIA YOU!
We'll all be here for you. [:

Then Saturday met up with Stupid shit (Wee Leong) at CDC for lunch at Bedok Int.
Then got one funny joke happened,
which I told stupid shit only after dinner.
Cos Stupid shit helped me ordered porridge,
then the auntie came to the table, "Zhou? Zhou ah gal?"
"Ah?? Pi dan (Century egg) ar auntie?", I replied.
He response was, "Dui dui, na ge lan jiao de.."
Her nan (boy) been mis-pronounced and turned out to be lan... jiao de.
I just can't help laughing after the auntie left!.
LOL.
After lunch, we went for movie ,
hmm not really nice,
the content too draggy le.
But yah, there's still some part quite funny.
Perhaps ya guys can go for their VCD after that?
LOL.
At 9pm, the hell starts.
Hahahs!
It's running time T.T
Stupid shit can make friends with Peng Gee lo.
Cos even if it's still a long way to go, they will say "REACHING SOON LE LA"
Piang eh, their SOON so LONG can?!
LOL.
But ya la, I have to thanks them,
cos it's really motivating.
With Stupid shit's white lie,
I managed to run more than 2.4 Km.
I didn't realize myself too.
Wau seh, if I really run at the same pace during NAPFA,
I can pass leh T.T
But I too slack le la.
Hahahas.
After running is dinner at Sempan with Hao & Boon.
kao, I can only say their food super expensive. -.-

Yesterday met up with the gals after driving.
HK cafe as usual!
Happy shit! [:
But then... the gals ar so playful, send me that kind of message,
made me damn sad.
But not really their fault too,
I know they meant well.
Anyway gals, don't play such game again ks,
if others in my position were to see that kind of message,
and knowing that it's just a trick,
you'll really make them feel worse.
Like how I felt yesterday.
It takes time to heal,
so don't use such joke anymore.
[:

LOVES*All.

It's really not funny...
T.T
Oh man, stop it Manda.
Shut ur mind up.
Go on be who you are,
and your freaking own rules.
Cheers. [:

Yea finally can load my pictures up le! [:





I'm very moody today. =X
I hate to be like this,
and when it's without a valid reason?
Hais.
But thanks to Da jie's BOOK OF PLEASURE,
I learned this:

Challenge the mirror
Gaze deeply into a mirror and observe how beautiful you really are under your skin

I'm no one special,
but I wanna be one whom will treat everyday as a special day! [:

Cheers!

Yoyo...
Tired...
SHIT...
I think my blog is so damn dead till I see le I also wanna fall asleep here.
LOL.
I'm so sorry peeps,
but cos only my close friends are peeping it,
I know ya guys will forgive me yea.
Hahahas.

My schedule today:
Driving at CDC &
Meeting my caregroups for dinner.
Oh man, miss them all [:
And so hope that the 2 groups can blend together??
Hais.

LOVES*

Yo peeps.
Back [:
Tired shit.
Sorry for repeating this so many times.
LOL.

Had very fruitful days since November when I can start running assays [:
Oh man, really happy shit.
Knowing that my cells are alive,
I'm so damn happy lah.
So yah! I'll treat them as if they're my kids.
LOL.
Crazy shit.

Big thanks to Liyanna, Li Ll, Si Xuan, Edwin, Kai Qin, Kong Leong & Nicole for the helps ya guys offered these days.
Perhaps ya guys are not aware of how much help ya guys had showered me with,
I can tell ya it's alot alot.
Be it mentally and physically,
yup I really appreciated and thanks god I'm here in Curiox!.
Like I said, I love the work there, but hate the long journey from Pasir Ris to Buona Vista.
It's 21 stops.
YES 21!!!.
Oh man.

Anyway, I nearly cried today.
Cos dad can't make it to fetch me to CDC,
and the time is damn tight to even take a quick MRT over.
I was damn it shack and to imagine the repeated trip back and forth.
Perhaps I'd not cried for a long time,
few drops of tears would suffice.
But yah, they just refuse to.
And hang it up in me,
corupting my emotions.
Bo bian, I wrote my feelings out immediately on a rough paper.
Oh man it helps.
Next time I can tolerate such nonsense from myself,
by joting them down anywhere [:
Thanks paper.

Driving was alright today.
Not Steven, it's another instructor.
Thanks goodness it's not the pervet that day.
WHEW~
The instructor was ver fatherly and talkative.
He talks, I tried to listen but after then I dunno where it went.
LOL.
Oh man sorry sir.
Besides test routes, I made few attempts on S-course.
I keep initiating to go for the S-course,
until the instructor laughed and said time's up.
Hahahas.
So yah, I asked quite a lot of questions today,
but a bit regret it cos he can answer me with a composition.
Yea yea... but overall it's alright la.
S-COURSE is SHIOK! [:

Bless:
My Jie meis & friends to be healthy and happy
Meiqi Ah yi to cheer up and be strong again
[:

LOVES*to all

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Papa!
Wish you still as youthful & not that moody anymore!! [:
LOL.
What a birthday wish.
Anyway, LOVE you dad [:

LOVES*to all.

Hello!~
Am choosing the background music for Curiox filming video.
I think I really didn't do much for the video.
Makes me feel guilty towards Edwin.
And Kai Qin is busy for the part on suppliers.
And again, I didn't do much!
Oh man... What should I do to make things more productive for everyone?

Btw, Hao Hao gonna blog out her WHAT I WANT list.
So yah remember to peep her blog! [:
LOL.
*Hao, thx hor, I help you advertise, got advertisement fee mah? XP

Perhaps I'll blog mine too?!
LOL.
Okay la, when I really know what I want.
Right now, I just wanna be happy [:
Hokay, cheers!

YOYO back [:
Oh man, I want my driving lesson to come asap!.
Or I'll sure get mistakes again -.-

Hmm...
I really don't now what else to blog le leh...
LOL!.
STONE sia.
Alright, or I go watch Mobtv now?
Cya!

*Waiting for Rin's arrival tml!! [:

Hello [:
Tired.
LOL.
I guess for most of my posts I have this word in it bah.
Sorry, really tired T.T

Today on the way to CDC,
I teared a bit.
To think that I'm damn tired,
and besides that,
I'd many things not done,
and one last thing,
I'm so such a failure.
I think somehow the tears in my eyes have those reflections,
that there's a NS man whom looked towards my direction.
LOL.
I quickly turned away.
In case he really saw that.
Cos that's freaking ugly.
Hahahas.
But then I held back myself,
telling myself that everything will be fine soon.
I can do it.
Don't worry so much.
No use worrying too... and etc etc.
Manda is a strong girl.
She's dumb, but she's pushing herself now [:
In fact, I didn't bang onto any beings and objects.
Steven is rather satisfied today.
Whew~
No sudden breaking of cars,
not much reminders,
only craps in the car.
I want to maintain this,
so I told Steven not to praise me,
or things will definitely goes wrong for sure.
LOL.
But I do have some other mistakes.
Hopefully I can achieve better outcome on the next lesson.
And this Steven ar...
Super funny.
I really can't help laughing out loud in the car.
I even made an unintentional echo in the car park when my high pitch blasted out.
LOL.
Freak me la,
stupid dumb ass so noisy.
Thanks goodness most of peeps in the car.

I think this is a very boring post.
I try to make more pictures next round yea.
Really ps, am lazy.
Hahahs.

SHOUT OUT loud:
I miss CHUA MEILING NORIN!
LOL.
Miss her souvenirs...
Hahahas.
But her presence most.
LOVES*

Hokay, time to die.
Cya! [:

Yoyo!. [:
Have I been neglecting this blog for quite a while?
Perhaps I may blog once a week le.
It's like work for more than 10 hours outside,
and left the moon to keep me accompanied on my way back home.
Hais...
It's really tiring.
Mentally exhausted too.

But I still have to say,
I love my job alot alot. [:

Thanks Kong Leong for the ride to the MRT station yesterday.
Wahahas.
I was like helping and watching him playing around with his pump for the machine,
and then heh heh...
my devilish suggestion come to a point that perhaps he can fetch me to MRT station.
So I need not take shuttle bus to Buona Vista and then walk to MRT again...
Thanks again!

On the way back home,
wasn't feeling that well.
So yah, hope I can get better soon after.

This morning...
He's all in my mind.
Yup, full image of him and everything.
Silly me...
I still can't forget and put him down...
It's so tuff.
It's like a bad graph,
where the peaks diminish and appear again after several cycles.
Yup, he's like the bad graph.
I know he's very happy and contented with his gal...
but I still miss him very very much.
I dreamed of him again.
He's not that happy.
He don't smile that often anymore.
He just smirk.
Yah, that's him in the dream.
But I trust that he is happy now. [:
Yes you better be yea.

I will be happy too...
Remembering I've such a good friend like you.
And everything.

Wasn't able to join Rin and rest to club.
Saddened.
Cos I don't feel like ps them,
as I thought it's a good gathering.
But due to late work,
I have to go home straight then.
Nvm, there's always next time.

Alright, that's all for me today.
Hahahs.
Am going to send Rin off to HK at Changi Airport later.
Bon voyage my qing ai de [:
LOVES*