So fed up with the breadshop today.
Auntie Serene already confirmed with me that there's no work today!!.
And yet when I finished swimming this afternoon,
she called to ask me whether I'm free to work tonight.
HELL NO!.
Initially, I'm suppose to work this morning,
but she said Auntie Irene change her shift to morning,
so yah, forget it.
Then now YOU're asking me back again??!.
Like an emergency call which I know will happen.
Too bad, I'm not gonna abide to all these nonsense.
If you dunno what's a middle finger for,
you want me to show you?.
Wtf.
Super pissed off.
Irresponsible ppl doing fuck up stuffs.
RRrrrrrr...
See see..
She called a few seconds ago to ask me work again on saturday morning.
Wau piang!!!.
If not that it's cos of her mum admitted to hospital,
I'll not give a fuck la!!!.
Argh!!!. T.T
Angry, fuming, frenzied!!!!!!....
Can you see the smoke out there???!!!!.

Sorry 1 Jie, caused you to have sun burnt today =(
But thanks too!!>
For teaching me breast stroke.
Though improve a bit but still can't make it leh -.-
Hais, problem lies on me lo.
Nvm, jia you Manda!!. =)
Enjoy a lot moment with my Jie meis and other nice friends =)
Thx peeps for being there olwas!.

After swimming, went to have LJS.
Grilled chicken wrap is nice but ex -.-
Fuurin haven't distribute our pay yet.
So sad T.T
2 days de pay leh.
Can buy my foundation and concealer too.
Hais.
Wanna buy a sunscreen too!!.
Think SPF 30-50 will be enough bah.
I don't wanna ganna skin cancer!!. =(
okok, gonna write out my wishlist le.
Wahahas.
People, my BIRTHDAY coming soon!!.
lol.
Ks lah, so bu yao nian.
Might be organising a chalet or smth for everyone to gather and have fun.
Not yet confirm.
More info will be given in oct =)

Wahahas.
Things I enjoy the most is gathering with my Jie meis and have milk tea!.
And chill with Huiyi and rest too!.
Yeap, we gonna jie pai to become jie meis soon =)
Hahahs. We're like destined to meet one another this lifetime.
So I gotta treasure them alot alot =)
Okay, think this is the only positive post I'd so far?.
Hope it'll all maintain...
Jia you jia you!.
One day if I ever die,
I know I'd lead my life contentedly.

Gonna meet my gals soon at mountain top.
Secret gathering.
Actually is suppose to be aunty chit chatting session la.
lol.
This is my lifestyle.
I simply love it.
And if you hate me for being in such a way,
I'd no choice cos I just wanna be nice and truthful to myself.

Alright.
And one thing is..
I got a call from him.
And unknowingly,
I'm superb happy deep in my heart.

Yes, I'm already in City Hall.
But I came back to Pasir Ris again.
Argh...
Was ready to go to ZOO!!.
But don't know why, my body stops me from moving on.
Physically and mentally disabled today.
Come on, what is happening to me again?.
I felt myself like a psycho.
Somebody losing their way.
On the way home, really hope someone can talk to me.
Guide me to wherever I think I gotta go.
But yah, wth I'm doing now.
Yes, I'm sick.
Sick..
Sick..
To Tonberry peeps:
Sry for the last min delay as I really don't feel well. =(
Will pay ya guys for the tix soon =)
Hope ya guys had fun too.

However, I'm considered lucky to have enjoyed work this morning.
Made chicken burger, Jumbo sausage and both spicy and non-spicy chicken floss bread.
It's easy and fun.
But too bad my camera not enough memory to shoot those breads.
Hais.
I made de leh.
But it's actually very simple.
But I still think that they're not safe for consumption.
Not fresh de lo =(
Then went home early to rest and end up like that..
Hais.
Why today.
A bad day -.-

Something is missing.
Something is dead.
This something simple can't be explained.
Alright, looking forward to tml,
hope will be fine then =)

Take cares everyone!.

Love,
Manda

ya lor..
爱在哪里?.

Hahas.
Whatever it is,
I dare not to even dream of it.
This world is so unreal.
Whenever I recall the very little conversation with him,
I feel so happy and contented.
It's enough,
don't mind not meeting,
don't mind waiting for him to come online late at night,
though I'm very sleepy and tired.
but now...
It's like...
so empty.
Till I hardly come online.
I dislike such a quitter.
but I don't hate him.
See how stupid am I.
To easily have crush on a person.
My weakness.
Blame having a heart,
having a over-matured mind.
Really thanks to him,
I can't get over it since Thursday.
That very special Thursday.

Anyway,
don't talk to me bout my relationship.
Cos I really sucks at this.
To my Jie meis and especially Kiwi,
don't intro me to any guys.
Or I'll feel myself like a gay -.-

Hais..
hope I can find a way out bah.

Vacation will be ending soon in 3 more weeks time.
Though 3 weeks gonna pass.
Not enough at all.
Hence,
october will be all mine.
slack and play!. =)

Karate seems so far far away...
No time to attend the trainings due to work.
It's all due to my sucky arrangement of schedule.
Argh.. what should I do...
I'm wondering whether I'll continue soon..
hmmm... omg..

Gonna work throughout from mon to sun next week.
God bless man.
But I'm sure to stop work when oct starts.

Starts to save some money Manda!.

Seriously,
the more I think of my birthday,
the more I hope I can skip that day.
No idea how I should celebrate.

Aiya aiya...
still a long way to go..
I'm so weird~
Okok.
Gonna stop here le.
So boring~

Loves,
Manda