Damn them all....lol.
Still wondering....getting nervous..trying to think of what I should ask the staff from one-stop-service centre...wad should I do!..Made some research...TP HTM...NP TRM...or shatec??..shatec is really expensive...5 digits course fees..how am I going to pay them all!...I'm not going to let my family suffer for me lyk this...If I really want, I'll do it all by myself..no one should interfere my own bloody financial problem...
But one impt thing...can I get into the course I want??...how exactly should I do to convince the ppl put there, "heh!...I love e course!..I'm willing to contribute to the service line!...I'm interested in tt.."...damn them...who will listen to that..they'll simply jux ignore..as what TP business school had done to me..I hated them not cos they dun give me a chance...I condemned and hated them for not giving me a before-hand notice...damn them all..really...I'm truly pissed off. I'm really dissappointed with how they treat the poor-graders out there..I'm one, I admit..But that doesnt mean that I'm not good...there's still rooms for everyone to improve kx!..I dont believe that I cant do it cos I actually tried!...If I gonna fail again n again n again, I gonna spare my slp hours jux to write letter, arrange interviews with all schools out there to study my course!...I noe maybe I've higher chance in getting in to private schools..which means high school fees...but I noe..I'll settle them by myself..I'm the one who is going to take the education, I'm the one who will be competing with potential ppl out there, I'm the one who will be working damn hard to give my parents the best and in future, my family.
Haix...wadeva...I gonna think of a way out then...byebye.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Monday, June 19, 2006
Miss him
Hais..think I gonna miss him alot le bahx. I gonna miss my meis meis soon too..cos she's back to school le. How arh..I think I'm really missing him..bullshit!!...nonono!..I can't do this..I need ta wake up and stop day-nite-dreaming..
Worked on grill yest evening..then went to Thai Smile Cafe for supper after that..To 'celebrate' for him..heehee..then I'd mee goreng and some heineken beer...omg..seh after tt...turned blur blur liao..beer sucks. lol. Btw, Jessie nearly make me embarrassed and laughed out when she mentioned that Axcel is my bf!..omg!!..thanks goodness. He's a nice guy but confirm we're both not our types. Tony gonna get it from me..
I lent his bag to cover my laps..but he used his jacket instead..initially I used tt to cover my laps, but ltr hug it and slept...stupid me..I was smiling away when I hugged his jacket..lol..feel a bit xing fu..
kkx, gonna stop here le...back to work!
Hais..think I gonna miss him alot le bahx. I gonna miss my meis meis soon too..cos she's back to school le. How arh..I think I'm really missing him..bullshit!!...nonono!..I can't do this..I need ta wake up and stop day-nite-dreaming..
Worked on grill yest evening..then went to Thai Smile Cafe for supper after that..To 'celebrate' for him..heehee..then I'd mee goreng and some heineken beer...omg..seh after tt...turned blur blur liao..beer sucks. lol. Btw, Jessie nearly make me embarrassed and laughed out when she mentioned that Axcel is my bf!..omg!!..thanks goodness. He's a nice guy but confirm we're both not our types. Tony gonna get it from me..
I lent his bag to cover my laps..but he used his jacket instead..initially I used tt to cover my laps, but ltr hug it and slept...stupid me..I was smiling away when I hugged his jacket..lol..feel a bit xing fu..
kkx, gonna stop here le...back to work!
Friday, June 16, 2006
Happy-but-sad
Wonder if I'm counted lucky or jux I'm thinking too much..I'd quite a long chat with him nowsaday...n yup, he's nice. But I gonna miss him I feel...haix. He's preparing to go NS le..more man le but unlikely to meet him out again...he says he msged me the nitex before, buit I didnt receive it. Think he's dissappointed..but nvm, soon he'll have someone else bahx. Guys reading this post, pls dont be mistaken that this particular HIM is my bf or wadeva, we're jux frenx. He came my house yest nitex, quite neglected...poor him. lolx. Me n my meis meis chatting away. I purposely make him see my ex-crush..heehee..using sort of outdated method to make him jealous...damn me..lame me. Okay, let's stop talking bout him.
I'm working in this 2 weeks holidae and I'm really happy now. Though working doesn't reaally sound fun to most of ya, but working in grill seems to be a leisure for me instead...I love tt place..n all e ppl there. Veeran came abck yest, omg! He's botak..cant recognise him at once! He bought some souveneirs and delicacies from India...I only take some food from him.lol.
Next thing is wad MeiQi Ahyi told me. One bout me and e other bout my lao pa.
I learnt that recently we'd not been giving our best service to the customers as we back-faced them while chit-chatting away..blame me..haix. Sry ahyi..I'll change for the good I promise..
Another is bout my lao pa. He borrowed 200 bucks from my ah yi and was reluctant to return her the money. I think I'm really dissappointed on him..he'd lost ah yi's trust and made a precious frenship fragile. I hope I get to c her n have a good chat with her.
Last but not least....I think I going to sign out here le! byebye!
Wonder if I'm counted lucky or jux I'm thinking too much..I'd quite a long chat with him nowsaday...n yup, he's nice. But I gonna miss him I feel...haix. He's preparing to go NS le..more man le but unlikely to meet him out again...he says he msged me the nitex before, buit I didnt receive it. Think he's dissappointed..but nvm, soon he'll have someone else bahx. Guys reading this post, pls dont be mistaken that this particular HIM is my bf or wadeva, we're jux frenx. He came my house yest nitex, quite neglected...poor him. lolx. Me n my meis meis chatting away. I purposely make him see my ex-crush..heehee..using sort of outdated method to make him jealous...damn me..lame me. Okay, let's stop talking bout him.
I'm working in this 2 weeks holidae and I'm really happy now. Though working doesn't reaally sound fun to most of ya, but working in grill seems to be a leisure for me instead...I love tt place..n all e ppl there. Veeran came abck yest, omg! He's botak..cant recognise him at once! He bought some souveneirs and delicacies from India...I only take some food from him.lol.
Next thing is wad MeiQi Ahyi told me. One bout me and e other bout my lao pa.
I learnt that recently we'd not been giving our best service to the customers as we back-faced them while chit-chatting away..blame me..haix. Sry ahyi..I'll change for the good I promise..
Another is bout my lao pa. He borrowed 200 bucks from my ah yi and was reluctant to return her the money. I think I'm really dissappointed on him..he'd lost ah yi's trust and made a precious frenship fragile. I hope I get to c her n have a good chat with her.
Last but not least....I think I going to sign out here le! byebye!
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