Extra Time
Should be waiting for bus 359 now. But here I am...hmmx...how should I explain..Not slacking away, but trying hard to revise my HAP..heh heh..understand alot more from myself and the textbook rather than the boring lecture! Which starts early in the morning, and I know I can't absorb cos all my brain cells died due to the late nights I've these days. Nah nah...not days, should be weeks. I'll be scanning the next upcoming topic 4, about skeletal n integumentary studies..sounds quite fun to me. Science had not been my cup of tea for last 8 yrs. And now that I'd to face it, let it be then. But nvm, I'm satisfied so far. heehee.
He msg me yesterday. I was delighted of cos but spirit dampened when he failed to reply my msg at bout 6pm...assume that he was busy yesterday. I sort of missed him. Yup..an what the hack I'm thinking. Silly gal. Wadever, time will pass by, and many things can be put behind.That includes him. People, I still suggest that you love urself than allowing others to take the chance to "love" and hurt you at the same time. People, I admit I'm stubborn, but this is how it should work. However, I hadn't suceed.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
No Time!
Heh...gotta blog fast now. Time is flying and yup, I'd to get thing fast!! Realised that I've the 'time-conscious' in me..heehee..feel like getting old soon. lolx. School in the last 2 weeks was obviously fun. On the other hand, Ive got to taste the feel of 'ups and downs'. All THANKS to the HTM course which had pestered everyone's mind. But for people like me, I'd no hope, I knew it. Hence, I gotta buck up now and earn more credits for my diploma and get enrolled into a good university that allows me to discharge my talents..heh heh..DISCHARGE?..an inappropriate word to use yea?..but this is what had exactly happened. Unmistakably, I'd used 4 years to study what I really hate and now I'd to struggle another 3 years to take what I'm really FU in...WTF...Fed up. But nvm, I'd made very good classmates, or rather friends there, and yup, I felt worth it. Wadever, really gotta go!! Starting a journey in "Biochemistry" and after that to "the concept of Human Anatomy and Physiology". God bless then, byebye!!
Heh...gotta blog fast now. Time is flying and yup, I'd to get thing fast!! Realised that I've the 'time-conscious' in me..heehee..feel like getting old soon. lolx. School in the last 2 weeks was obviously fun. On the other hand, Ive got to taste the feel of 'ups and downs'. All THANKS to the HTM course which had pestered everyone's mind. But for people like me, I'd no hope, I knew it. Hence, I gotta buck up now and earn more credits for my diploma and get enrolled into a good university that allows me to discharge my talents..heh heh..DISCHARGE?..an inappropriate word to use yea?..but this is what had exactly happened. Unmistakably, I'd used 4 years to study what I really hate and now I'd to struggle another 3 years to take what I'm really FU in...WTF...Fed up. But nvm, I'd made very good classmates, or rather friends there, and yup, I felt worth it. Wadever, really gotta go!! Starting a journey in "Biochemistry" and after that to "the concept of Human Anatomy and Physiology". God bless then, byebye!!
Monday, April 24, 2006
Happenings
April is quite a happening month to me. Many unusual, depressing and joyous things took place. lolx. I realised that it'd been a short month, and it's yet over! hahax! I came to learn lots of thing, whether it regards to a boy-girl relationship, experiences I'd in lotus grill and in the new school I'm currently in, TP. I've started to grow up and matured a lot more. Changes in me now make me feel awkward cos I'm not used to what I'm now! Maybe my parents and bros would assume that I've turned bad, but honestly, I'm not. Just tend to be more open-minded, that's all. No worry for me thanks. Mum is so worried for me cos she thought I'm dating with a guy! hahax..she had pissed me off when she lectured me last night without getting to hear my explanations. But at then same time, I realised how much she cares for me, that's why I would never get to blame her! lolx!
Next thing, it's about my prince charming. He is not yet one, cos I do not think that he deserves as I felt that he's taking me for granted just as his whoever had done to him. I gained some informations about his background and yupx, I think I would admire him for that. However, he only goes for cute girls, I'm not, so forget it then. I've learnt some useful lessons:
1. Never be initiative for girls
2. If you really love the person, treat him/her good and never ask for any returns
Yup, that's some key points here you guys can talk over and consider yea. Sometimes, BGR is damn complicated, hence I simply neglect what I really hope for, cos it's not going to be a good ending. As for now, my life is all about study and family and pure friends and music( which I can never let go of!) Now what I need is concentration, that's all for now. I'm satisfied enough =) Cheers to me and my loved ones!
April is quite a happening month to me. Many unusual, depressing and joyous things took place. lolx. I realised that it'd been a short month, and it's yet over! hahax! I came to learn lots of thing, whether it regards to a boy-girl relationship, experiences I'd in lotus grill and in the new school I'm currently in, TP. I've started to grow up and matured a lot more. Changes in me now make me feel awkward cos I'm not used to what I'm now! Maybe my parents and bros would assume that I've turned bad, but honestly, I'm not. Just tend to be more open-minded, that's all. No worry for me thanks. Mum is so worried for me cos she thought I'm dating with a guy! hahax..she had pissed me off when she lectured me last night without getting to hear my explanations. But at then same time, I realised how much she cares for me, that's why I would never get to blame her! lolx!
Next thing, it's about my prince charming. He is not yet one, cos I do not think that he deserves as I felt that he's taking me for granted just as his whoever had done to him. I gained some informations about his background and yupx, I think I would admire him for that. However, he only goes for cute girls, I'm not, so forget it then. I've learnt some useful lessons:
1. Never be initiative for girls
2. If you really love the person, treat him/her good and never ask for any returns
Yup, that's some key points here you guys can talk over and consider yea. Sometimes, BGR is damn complicated, hence I simply neglect what I really hope for, cos it's not going to be a good ending. As for now, my life is all about study and family and pure friends and music( which I can never let go of!) Now what I need is concentration, that's all for now. I'm satisfied enough =) Cheers to me and my loved ones!
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