Finally everything is over...
It's a "cat fight" since last week, and it ended yest.
Hais.
Alright, it's bit of sinful when I know I affected your work performance.
Hence, let's try to avoid that pls.

Was looking at Justina's wedding photo...
Oh man... Damn sweet can...
It's really like a fairy tale.
When's my turn? =.=
I know GUGU is yearning for that too.
LOL.
*Wink wink*

Hais.
Seriously nth interesting to talk bout.
Let's just look forward to meeting my gals on this coming Wed,
my Poly mates on Fri,
& lastly my cousin's wedding on Sat!.
:D

HOHOHO.
I need an eye shadow.
What is good for small eyes?
LOL.
Smoky?~

Am starting to preparing my 1st batch of Xmas gift.
Gosh, nearly gave up.
Hate cutting the cardboard.
I feel muscles on both arms. =.=

Anyway, how happy is happy?
How sad is sad?
It's nth sad to be sad, cos life still goes on.
I'll brace up & get on with life happily, no one is suppose to make me sad again. (:

I'm missing my Dearie Mich & Gala. (:

Wednesday, please come faster!.

It's even hard to face my own bf, when someone I hate is in that picture.
Damn it.

YEA!
It's a PASS! :D
Thanks goodness I don't have to waste my bro's $$...
It's not the exam that made me stress, it's the cost that matters more.
LOL.
Hope the rest are better than me. (:

Was not a very good day today.
Rushed to work to complete some work in the morning, and accidentally cut my hands.
Not only that, I fell down & pi tou ka.
LOL.
Damn ma lu...
As there was a bunch of students right in front of me.
A guy initiated to help,
and I'm glad bout it,
at least they're not "watching MY show"...
LOL.
I knocked onto the hand dryer yesterday, now it grows into a bruise.
Felt badly injured.

In fact, lots more stuffs happened for the day.
But I'll keep neutral bout it.
I just want everyone to be happy working together. (:
At least till my GUGU leave.
Hais, gonna miss her soon...

I know he's pissed.
But I'm equally unhappy too.
The main reason was because I met some friends when am on the way to work,
and that I didn't have the chance to take my phone out to msg.
Another thing is when I finally reached my workplace,
I'm already instructed earlier on to rush some paper work.
Time is seriously tight for me today!. :(
And now my knees gonna get some bruise too.
There are several cuts as well.
Go on throwing your tantrum, as I won't bother at all.
No one even shows concern to me throughout my busy day.
Until KW msg, & brightened up my mood.
As a bf, you think you really do enough?
Whenever I have some emotions or unhappy events that happened, where the fuck are you?
Right now, I'm freaking injured from head to toe, so where's the minimum concern that you should show?
No worry, go on with your way.
As long you feel happy.
Cos right now I don't give a fucking damn shit.
If you say I'm in a bad mood, yes I'm more than that.
Don't try to piss me off.

When it's someone u really adore hurts you,
it's seriously hard to forgive & let it go.

It's not that I'm too stubborn,
but there's no point feigning ignorance,
when you realized that the problem will definitely occur again.

I said I don't bother at all,
but it's not true.
Cos the person whom you always trust will most likely to leave a huge impact on yourself.

I'm sentimental,
I can get hurt very easily.

Whenever I try to let go & coax myself to give in,
I hesitate again.
As I can never forget what they did & said to me that very day.

I'm out of the circle,
out of the situation,
and outsiders may think I'm the one having the problem.
I asked myself repeatedly why should I react in this way.
I thought it was really my fault.
And when I really try to get neutral bout it,
I found out it's not entirely my fault.

I hate to say I loathe a kin of my dearest.
Whenever I hear his voice,
it just fumed me.
Can't stop it.

And most imptly when I analysed that he shouldn't be too much of a problem,
and yet it lies on my dearest friend,
then what does it shows?

They always said they understand,
but they never...
And it hurts...
For many months since the very day.

I teared, once again.