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Feels so tired.
But I won't stop.
I keep on reminding myself,
it's barely 2 weeks,
after this,
the day will welcome us with rainbows again =)

Manda ar Manda...
You can do it!.
Trust yourself.
You are stupid but you still manage to survive through so much obstacles.
You won't die so easily!.

Recently, I'm so disturbed over certain stuffs.
I wanna help but I shouldn't interfere.
And it's not outsiders whom can make comments to...
Anyway, I gotta wash my hands off these.
What I can do is to accompany, share and care.

Hais.
Can't sleep last night.
Why am I so bothered by peeps around me,
and hence I realized I neglect myself.
But isn't that the purpose I'm living for?.
To help and care...
Pls god, if you do exist,
do give me lotsa strengths,
so that I can help others and myself.
And too, I realized I'm getting a bit annoyed,
but it's my fault.
I shouldn't have thrown my temper onto them.
Instead, it should be the problem itself.
Manda, you gotta know how to deal with these situation!.
Grow tough!.
Jia you...

Cheers & Love,
Da Tou

Halo everybody =D
Suddenly dunno what to talk about. lol.
Hokay, let me talk bout thursday!.
The day when I really enjoy myself,
no work, only them =)

In the afternoon bout 230pm, we met at usual bus stop.
The we refers to 2 Jie, 6 Meis and me =)
Both babes were super pretty!. Wore dress and black cardigans.
As for me, totally no mood to dress up myself,
end up wearing T-shirts and shorts.
Like going market like that.
lol.
Manda-aunty!!...

We then went to Tampines mall to have Pasta Mania!!.
Mama mia!.
We called for combos and sad to say,
the garlic breads disappoint us.
But nvm, the rather long chit chats we had managed to compensate our disappointment. lol.
Iya, gals ar, we forgot to take photos of the food!. -.-

Realised that some people is taking advantage,
so yah,
watch out man.

Hokay, then we met Tony and his fren, Wei Xiong in Funan IT mall.
Hahahs.
His friend so funny lah!.

After we had Anderson's Ice cream,
we stood outside Funan and got frantic over the fireworks.
lol. But think it's me alone lah.
I'm siao za bo sia.
In addition, I hope you guys know that the day I'm evaluating is National Day!.
Hahahas!!.

We waited for 1 Jie and Jie fu,
then proceed on to a pub, blue blazze at Boat Quay. (Thanks to the blogs from Jie and Meis, that I know the name of the pub)
lol!.
Yeah!. Then Wei Xiong treated us to his Martel!.
So we had Martel+ green tea =D
Had beef hor fun for dinner to =)
Then we played games and sing KTV!.
WOooots!.
Hao and rest know that I'm a lousy drinker, so kept diluting mine with green tea.
lol.
Thanks u gals =)

Think I had too much or what,
I felt sleepy and started to rest on the sofa.
Of course I'm visually and mentally clear of my surrounding la.
The rest thought I'm drunk and had fell aslept.
I saw them chatting near the toilet and thanks goodness my eyes were small,
I then spy them for a while lo XP
Later 6 meis fu came to talk to me.
Yeah, had so much enlightenment from him,
thanks u meis fu =)
And yeah, manda-aka-6 meis is really fine le =D

In 6 meis's blog, she mentioned bout meis fu like ji kor bei,
omg!!.. really laugh out loud lah!.
Hahahahs!.
And btw, I not ding dong bell lo!..
I'm really alert lah!!.
lol.
And meis ar, not all guys having that honest look means that they are nice guys lo.
I'm not interested, but yah, did notice him only mah -.-
Hahas.
Anyway, the day is fun and I love ya guys a lot!.

Thanks to:
7 jie meis
Mich
Ruby
Weewee
Ish
Huiyi
Kiwi
Kok
Ms Ang
Cindy
Gim

for giving me motivations to work on.
Yessa!!..
I will jia you de =D

Cheers
Da Tou

Feels weird today.
Like not me at all.
Lol.
Yah, went to school for an hour, came back home,
and gonna skip Karate ltr.
Hais.
I need to prioritize and of cos, exam comes first.
No use going for Karate cos I might leave the school anytime if things ain't right for me.
I love karate..
I wanna participate in the grading this year...
But somehow, lots more things are challenging my time and tolerance.
What can I do.
Yah.. Hao is right, what if god don't exist.
Whatever happens, is my mindset lo.
Nvm, I will work hard.
I won't surrender to obstacles.
Come on, just small matters!.
Manda can surely do it!.
Some things can't be solved,
not that I wanna avoid them,
but instead they avoid me!.
What can I do about it?.
To chase them around like nuts?.
No way man.
Or I'll not be Manda.
I'm born to be tough, to be like a man,
to be brotherly to all.
So be it, I don't mind =D

Besides that, I wanna apologize to my 1 Jie and 6 Meis for causing ya gals to worry for me again.
I don't want this to happen again.
I want ya gals to be reassured that I'll be fine no matter what.
Be it single, double, triple... lol.
I'll still be solid.
Things can be flexible de mah, if you are able to think through thoroughly,
you're still yourself and shows that I've grown up a bit more!. =)

To certain things I may know nuts.
But come to life, I learned alot and yessa,
I accept all.
I'm born like this,
I respect myself for being like this lo.
But that doesn't mean I don't change to be a better person la.

Everyone needs to die,
why don't I live and get the taste of life,
and hence no regret when I'm not on earth anymore =)

Yessa!. Cheer up Manda and peeps who are not feeling that good.
Come on, we can pull through all.

Cheers,
Study hard!.