So tired... so sleepy... yawns~
So tired... so sleepy... yawns~
Will be going gym with Qing later.
Wanted to ask the rest but some didn't pick up my call...
Whatever, anything.
can't think anymore.

Was so crazy yesterday.
Kept WOHOOOOoo
Then yah... feels much more better after a weary day.
Went for DRP talk.
Met mich and rest to buy some food opposite school.
And at last met hao at tamp bus int to have dinner and went home together.
Feel like working non-stop and need not think of many things.
So stressed over a relationship than my school work.
I don't have a bf, I'm not keen to find any, and I'm fine with that.
Why are there so many peeps asking whether I have one and feel funny questioning how much ex I'd in the past.
A million, believe?.
Siao.
Hais.
Couples are surrounding me...
Loner...sudden urge to cry when I'm treated badly, or not good enough.
Idiot, what the hell am I thinking.
I dunno... really dunno...
that's why I never never wanna think so so so much.
It's disturbing and I rather do my work.

Hokay, bye everyone.

Sians,
Dunno la.

Halo peeps.
Halo peeps.
Think I'm not a frequent blogger anymore.
lol.
Yup these days got lotsa projects piling up and tml is AIMM tut quiz!..
So horrible, terrible and cucumber!.
But no, I won't admit that I can't handle, I must score at least borderline for tml's quiz!.
Manda, expectation not high for you, just pass will do ks!.
You must or you die la!.
Manda so crazy today, though having flu and sore throat at the same time.
Peeps, pls take good care of your health ks, cos the weather is changing dramatically!.
And I must say I'm loving my new class AF-22 too.
They're so crazy and fun peeps to be with!.
But from there, I learnt to treasure my AF-15 cliques too =)
As well as getting along with rest of my classmates.
Yah, certain things make me change and I think it's good for both parties.
Again, some things happen again.
Hais. No no no!. Why like that?!.
When can the storm cease?. =(
And Ish is right bout what she says in Tonberry's blog,we need ta talk.
Since everyone have to embrace one another's flaws.
Yup, that's right.
But I hope everyone can accept remarks then it'll be easier to contemplate.
Whatever, anything, happy is the most important thing!.
These days linger around with Huiyi, Weng Tat, Yee Shin, Shakinah and Ervin make me think a lot and crap a lot at the same time too.
lol.
And today I know smth new, but I must not say and I doubt I'll remember too cos I've STM!.
Hahahahs.
No worry to whom you think you are.
lol.
Yeash, Manda is sick but a good girl today cos she's studying for her AIMM tutorial quiz.
Left the techniques to memorize. But I need time to understand the concept first.
Argh!!... I'm so guai!.
Wahahahs.
But a lot of stuffs I'd in mind that seems to bother me a little or rather a bit more.
Things I wanna say out and yet so hard to open my mouth.
Not golden mouth but would you ever wanna listen to an ugly duckling's confession?.
Definitely not man.

All things are changing, that same implies on a conservative friendship .
What should I do. Seems that every moves are wrong.
So wrong.

Btw, can I request to go clubbing in november?!.
A day when I'll drink alot alot and speak n crap nonsense till I drop asleep.
I know it's ugly for gal to look drunk but I really wanna drink so badly!.
Great, I heard YEAS?!.
Thx man!.
God, imagining things.

Horight,
I gotta stop here or I'll never finish my craps here.

Cheers,
Good girl
lol.

Seems so suffocating.
Seems so suffocating.
Heart stops beating instantly when I look at the notes,
and regains its work when I left to rest again.
lol.
Seriously, really wanna give up and give out the last yell and say "I'm freed!!..."
But that isn't the case, cos for every decision I have now and then gonna affect me a lot and I dare not think of the most unbearable consequences.
Why am I at such state?.
I've always wanna avoid such complications before I even enter TP.
That was really a bad choice from the start.
That is distressing.
Gonna hate myself for all these or simply say I'm dumb.

Everything had gone wrong side out and left me in disarray.
Hais tired.
When will god stop playing his prank on me.
Pls, switch off the power!... -.- so lame of me.
Whatever, I'm petered out, mentally and physically.

Wondering whether I even need to make a wish for that.
Nah... save it, just a waste of my time.
Time... what is it?.. so what it moves on and yet I'm still stuck in a pool of shit?.
Haisyo... so emo =(
Stop it manda!
Ya gotta be back some day!.
I did change alot since I enter TP.
Good or bad, dependent on what you see and feel then.

So sorry 1 Jie, made you worry but really ya don't worry,
cos I'll find a way out.
If I really can't handle, it's time to press the STOP button and PAUSE then PLAY when I'm nearing to what I need.

ks, love to all.

Cheer up,
Manda