The day I gonna forget u...
Indulging in the powerful song entitled .... But I'd lost the 'belief'...
To him...I'm really nobody....
To me... He stood an important role in me...
Too bad...it's all in the past... no more him...no more the guy I respected...
My gals are trying to matchmake me with the Fisherman...lol. Sounds funny cos I'd never thought of it. We're ppl who love to entertain others....but quiet in nature. Roughly I noe wad type of guy he is. I wont deny the fact that he's a super nice guy...very caring and thoughful...Thanks to this person that I got to cheer up last week. =) However, I still feel that both hao and him make an item XP
Hais....when can I ever meet my Mr froggy....the tai zi I'd mentioned from business school...hais...Seems hard and fiction...lol. Wadever, I'll wait for a better one... I wanna a boyfriend-cum-husband....I can't imagine myself dating two males in my life!...so weird lahs.
I wanna go kbox!!....sing heartily...lyk I did when I went to Genting Hotel XP had fun with my cousin =) Heehee....
I want nth else now....just good rest and be able to cope with my work n quizes this fridae T_T
Jia you jia you!...I must love myself!
Signing off,
manda
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Friday, November 03, 2006
Smile
Well, there're really sometimes we hate to face certain problems... Things just cropped up, and u'll simply freak out "Oh!... What e hack?!"
Iyoyo...Really dont feel lyk celebrating my bdae this yr...tot I was looking forward to...but looks lyk no one cares, so forget it bahs.. And as time flies, term test approaching...I gonna hide myself in the books again...I must work hard this yr, nth can stop me X)
Had a hot and delicious steamboat in bugis with Carmen, Frenly, Mich, Rubayn, Mark and Issac todae, really had fun! Oh god, how can they be so funny that I broke out laughing non-stop!...I know as long as I'm with them, I'll neva feel down!...Cheers to ya guys!... Really thanks ya guys so much cos I'm growing to love my own course.. X) Friends are everything and I know I can't afford to lose..
See a very nice dolphin necklace todae!...iyo...but quite ex...If I buy it for her...will she lyk it??...
So wad's my schedule tml?...certainly abit pack...I wanna go gym...then back to TP to purchase some books and make some self-study there...then off to work...
Seen a super pretty white watch!...Stainless steel for goodness sake ... Water-resistant... omg!... How can I not buy?!....I just love the design!... It's gracious...I just love it!
The clock gonna tick 12am...but I suppose I'm slpy...I wanna get some slp before I turn on my serious mode tml morning!...Jia you Manda!...You're moving on fine =)
Lotsa love n some disappointment,
Sick
Well, there're really sometimes we hate to face certain problems... Things just cropped up, and u'll simply freak out "Oh!... What e hack?!"
Iyoyo...Really dont feel lyk celebrating my bdae this yr...tot I was looking forward to...but looks lyk no one cares, so forget it bahs.. And as time flies, term test approaching...I gonna hide myself in the books again...I must work hard this yr, nth can stop me X)
Had a hot and delicious steamboat in bugis with Carmen, Frenly, Mich, Rubayn, Mark and Issac todae, really had fun! Oh god, how can they be so funny that I broke out laughing non-stop!...I know as long as I'm with them, I'll neva feel down!...Cheers to ya guys!... Really thanks ya guys so much cos I'm growing to love my own course.. X) Friends are everything and I know I can't afford to lose..
See a very nice dolphin necklace todae!...iyo...but quite ex...If I buy it for her...will she lyk it??...
So wad's my schedule tml?...certainly abit pack...I wanna go gym...then back to TP to purchase some books and make some self-study there...then off to work...
Seen a super pretty white watch!...Stainless steel for goodness sake ... Water-resistant... omg!... How can I not buy?!....I just love the design!... It's gracious...I just love it!
The clock gonna tick 12am...but I suppose I'm slpy...I wanna get some slp before I turn on my serious mode tml morning!...Jia you Manda!...You're moving on fine =)
Lotsa love n some disappointment,
Sick
Friday, October 27, 2006
The evaluation
Just couldn't figure out why I can't get into sleep. Think I'm over-exhilarated of the lectures I gonna have tml!...But not to be too happy now, cos there'll be no break tml X(... We gonna starve!
This is due to the CSAS tutorial class we'd missed on Tues which was a public holidae( Hari Raya Pusa). But nvm, we shall get over it soon =)
My new modules really excite me!..I'm looking forward to the challenges instead of stress and I promised Carmen that I'll work hard on my practical provided that she'll drill me this semester!... And I couldn't deny that she makes a good teacher. Nvm, I'll shower her with sweets tml XP.. Nah nah..I'm not treating her as kids, but we really need sweet to make us stay alert for the entire dae lectures!... I must make it to the end!.. So do my frens =D
I know I'm prepared...somehow... Had two CDS, the basic finance and entrepreneurship. If I've the interest, I think I can do well =) The most fun of all, I'd my classmates to accompany me during lectures and tutorials!... Hahahas!
Have been working and schooling, meanwhile getting fresh ahead with Shermaine, a very nice fren of mine =) We surely had fun!...But if I stop work bext wk, hardly can we meet up again..hais X( I dunno why I get along with her so well..Never had I realised that during sec sch, but nvm, it did and it's going pleasant, having a good listener and someone to crap along is certainly a kind of luxury. One that money can't buy =)
Talking bout this, missed my Qi Jie Meis lots lots....Though I'm in the same school as Si jie and San Jie, I still haven't met them... X( And my liu meis, wonder how she's going on with Simon?...or a guy I wonder if she'd chance to be with, Satay boi?...lol..I dunno..Think I might have missed out smth XP... And my dearest Da jie, whether she's coping well with both her work and swimming and the upcoming attachment which happens to be...when ar??...lol And my Er Jie, hope she wont get so stress over O lvl!...And Qi meis...hoping that she can forgive her wu Jie for not been able to attend her BBQ-cum-bdae party last fridae X(..I really apologise..and I promised a big big gift for her =) I was thinking of a jean, wonder if she likes it??...
Heehee...My bdae coming soon...in bout 2 wks time??...I really hope this yr bdae to be a special one...cos I'd certainly no mood to celebrate last yr, thanks to O lvl Biology!... But nvm, I'll compensate myself this yr =) I wanna celebrate with lotsa ppl...my family, frens and relatives...best that we all can come together!....lol. And my next greater wish I would leave for is to the guy I once had a crush on him...* Hmm...how do I phrase myself.. Love cannot be forced, unless they're really an item, they wont be together. I see myself liking this guy and gradually grew cos of his forwarded msgs which I know cannot take it seriously..I'd no rights to blame him either cos at least he forwarded. Several times, he gave me false hopes, I took it for real and hate him when it turns out to be a fiction. Felt myself being cheated. So what?..Nah nah..I'd thought too much. I won't in future. Cos I couldn't bring myself to like him anymore, I still belong to my comfort zone...It happens to be uneasy whenever he treats me good X) I'll olwas rmb the nites in e transport van where he lent me his jacket to cover up my laps...But instead, I hug it to feel the taste of being protected..of being cared about...I really thanks him =) He'll remain to be my fren and will not reach beyond a friendship. He gave me the reality and let me fall hard, tts wad I deserved but at least I understand how it's like. Nvm, I'd already forgiven.
I'll be resting in my comfort zone till I really meet my Prince froggy...I know when I get to know this person, I'll love him darlingly =) All the best in future Manda but not to forget you still have ur study as frontier!
Signing off,
Manda
Just couldn't figure out why I can't get into sleep. Think I'm over-exhilarated of the lectures I gonna have tml!...But not to be too happy now, cos there'll be no break tml X(... We gonna starve!
This is due to the CSAS tutorial class we'd missed on Tues which was a public holidae( Hari Raya Pusa). But nvm, we shall get over it soon =)
My new modules really excite me!..I'm looking forward to the challenges instead of stress and I promised Carmen that I'll work hard on my practical provided that she'll drill me this semester!... And I couldn't deny that she makes a good teacher. Nvm, I'll shower her with sweets tml XP.. Nah nah..I'm not treating her as kids, but we really need sweet to make us stay alert for the entire dae lectures!... I must make it to the end!.. So do my frens =D
I know I'm prepared...somehow... Had two CDS, the basic finance and entrepreneurship. If I've the interest, I think I can do well =) The most fun of all, I'd my classmates to accompany me during lectures and tutorials!... Hahahas!
Have been working and schooling, meanwhile getting fresh ahead with Shermaine, a very nice fren of mine =) We surely had fun!...But if I stop work bext wk, hardly can we meet up again..hais X( I dunno why I get along with her so well..Never had I realised that during sec sch, but nvm, it did and it's going pleasant, having a good listener and someone to crap along is certainly a kind of luxury. One that money can't buy =)
Talking bout this, missed my Qi Jie Meis lots lots....Though I'm in the same school as Si jie and San Jie, I still haven't met them... X( And my liu meis, wonder how she's going on with Simon?...or a guy I wonder if she'd chance to be with, Satay boi?...lol..I dunno..Think I might have missed out smth XP... And my dearest Da jie, whether she's coping well with both her work and swimming and the upcoming attachment which happens to be...when ar??...lol And my Er Jie, hope she wont get so stress over O lvl!...And Qi meis...hoping that she can forgive her wu Jie for not been able to attend her BBQ-cum-bdae party last fridae X(..I really apologise..and I promised a big big gift for her =) I was thinking of a jean, wonder if she likes it??...
Heehee...My bdae coming soon...in bout 2 wks time??...I really hope this yr bdae to be a special one...cos I'd certainly no mood to celebrate last yr, thanks to O lvl Biology!... But nvm, I'll compensate myself this yr =) I wanna celebrate with lotsa ppl...my family, frens and relatives...best that we all can come together!....lol. And my next greater wish I would leave for is to the guy I once had a crush on him...* Hmm...how do I phrase myself.. Love cannot be forced, unless they're really an item, they wont be together. I see myself liking this guy and gradually grew cos of his forwarded msgs which I know cannot take it seriously..I'd no rights to blame him either cos at least he forwarded. Several times, he gave me false hopes, I took it for real and hate him when it turns out to be a fiction. Felt myself being cheated. So what?..Nah nah..I'd thought too much. I won't in future. Cos I couldn't bring myself to like him anymore, I still belong to my comfort zone...It happens to be uneasy whenever he treats me good X) I'll olwas rmb the nites in e transport van where he lent me his jacket to cover up my laps...But instead, I hug it to feel the taste of being protected..of being cared about...I really thanks him =) He'll remain to be my fren and will not reach beyond a friendship. He gave me the reality and let me fall hard, tts wad I deserved but at least I understand how it's like. Nvm, I'd already forgiven.
I'll be resting in my comfort zone till I really meet my Prince froggy...I know when I get to know this person, I'll love him darlingly =) All the best in future Manda but not to forget you still have ur study as frontier!
Signing off,
Manda
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