I am so so tired... I really want rest... just an hour sleep I'll be satisfied!.. Several hours later will be our CSAS presentation!.. Argh!...so scary.. I'm still in the midst of preparing my speech on PREVENTION part and I haven't do my bfin tutorial homework yet!... This is so terrible, horrible and cucumber!!!... Jia luck..

Manda ar Manda... Fasten up your pace!.. You shouldn't be blogging now from what I see your work is still blank!.. And if you don't sleep good enough, you get cock up during the speech, so rest well too!.. "As if I really can.. T_T"

Nvm, I shall use my Taizi as my motivation XP

Hohoho..

Sighing,
Stressful Panda

stressful week
It's a super feverish day for me man. Test, test and test, wad else can TP provide us other than tests after e submission of our school fees, I rather have camp man!
Argh... Not enough sleep, worry this and that, I'm traumatised by all these craps in TP!.. It may sound exaggerating, but it's really terrible!...
I'm sick for almost the whole week. Fever, stomachache...wonder whether it's cos of my menses. And the Fish and Chip yesterday which I'd taken in Jupiter Cafe cost 3 pimples on my cheek!.. Wad the... no fried food for you Manda! X(
However, I'm super delighted yesterday too =) I saw Taizi!... For 3 times to be exact!.. First was at Jupiter Cafe, he was with his friends walking towards Design canteen. Next was when he can't find any seats, and attempted Jupiter Cafe (He was few meters away X) ) but failed cos it was fully packed too. Lastly, I saw him outside Tampinese mall...but now..with a sweet and pleasant looking gal. Hais, doubt this to be the worse scene out of my Taizi's dreamland bahs. Whatever, I hope she's just a classmate of his, and... Iya.. I know I've no chance too X(
Blogging now, and feeling hot on my head...Hotheadz!.. Omg, dont tell me Eric is olwas sick!.(Cos he loves to call himself HOtheadz). My next step now is to study HPI.. God bless man...two topics leh. It's much more worse than HAP, I'm in hot soup!... But don't mind drowning in mensa's carrot soup...yummy yummy....haven had my lunch yet.. Nvm, I shall have my diet todae, lol.
Viewed Mich's blog, I totally agree with her evaluation! Yea, many things in the world are inevitable. Different ppl, different opinions, opinions clash, quarrel occurs. Actually, this meant to be normal, as long you guys know your limit. Friendships need quarrel too!. X)
Okay, mama is back. Gonna accompany her le =) Gt companion le! yea yea!

Sign off,
fever gal

Feel so humiliating todae. I did listen to her class, but why must she ask me that question when it's so so obvious I'm jotting down her points and I'm just sitting in front of her!.
"Did you listen to my class just now??... Wad are you doing just now??..." What e fuck, you sure I didnt LISTEN to ur class, r u that blind that u can't even c my hands moving frantically on the paper?.. Why why why?!... Give me an answer pls to convince me that I'm really wrong. You know ur words had a big impact on me?... You know my tears tap just can't close cos of ur remarks?.. Even god left his tears for me just now. Or perhaps he may be laughing and crying out loud that why this girl is so god damn slow and stupid. You make me alive in this world, but it seems that I can neva succeed cos I'm just too stupid.
But pls don't make me a fool cos I'm trying to learn!!.. Why you guys are just not giving me the chance to perform. I can do it!!... I'm willing to do anything to improve myself, anything... The result of omitting me out of HTM had been humiliating enough. This blow isn't going to settle down that soon.
My tears are not free, but u need not pay them too. Cos they're helping me to cure my heart. Wad a huge blow you'd done for me... I don't hate u, but I really look down on u cos I dont think you're fit to be a lecturer. Thanks to you that I wonder whether I should quit Biotech. You really made me struggle a lot.

Sign off,
Sad

The unbelievable
It's so disheartening to see my friends breaking up. They'd been so loving when I last seen them. They care and love each other more than themselves. But now, it turned out to be so so... saddening. Now this guy has a new girlfriend while his ex is alone now. She said she hate him leaving her alone in the dark....hais... I can feel how hurt she is.. Imagine the guy you are still loving telling the whole world that he loved and wanna live with another girl for the rest of his life. Oh my god...This world is getting from bad to worse. Human seems worse than a beast. What other things can they do?!!... I just can't believe it. Be it whether what I see...and I thought it was just a rumor I heard outside...but why does it turn out to be like that!!...

Argh!!... Guys are so scary T_T Okay lah...maybe not criticizing the guys... may refer to the gals too. But since you are in a relationship, isn't it a two way solution where both of them ought to contribute??...Is it that hard?...Or simply the method just can't work?...Or is it the mindset to "get a new one or the old just don't get away"?.. I mean love...relationship is supposed to be forever if u are serious about it....why why why??!!.... You guys are so terrible...

Maybe love isn't that perfect as I've thought... Even very loving couples would prefer to have a break up... But why?... Why together initially?... And what's e reason to cause the break up??..
I really don't understand. Any adviser for that?... I think I'm just shotting questions into the blanks X(

Signing off,
Manda