The evaluation
Just couldn't figure out why I can't get into sleep. Think I'm over-exhilarated of the lectures I gonna have tml!...But not to be too happy now, cos there'll be no break tml X(... We gonna starve!
This is due to the CSAS tutorial class we'd missed on Tues which was a public holidae( Hari Raya Pusa). But nvm, we shall get over it soon =)
My new modules really excite me!..I'm looking forward to the challenges instead of stress and I promised Carmen that I'll work hard on my practical provided that she'll drill me this semester!... And I couldn't deny that she makes a good teacher. Nvm, I'll shower her with sweets tml XP.. Nah nah..I'm not treating her as kids, but we really need sweet to make us stay alert for the entire dae lectures!... I must make it to the end!.. So do my frens =D
I know I'm prepared...somehow... Had two CDS, the basic finance and entrepreneurship. If I've the interest, I think I can do well =) The most fun of all, I'd my classmates to accompany me during lectures and tutorials!... Hahahas!
Have been working and schooling, meanwhile getting fresh ahead with Shermaine, a very nice fren of mine =) We surely had fun!...But if I stop work bext wk, hardly can we meet up again..hais X( I dunno why I get along with her so well..Never had I realised that during sec sch, but nvm, it did and it's going pleasant, having a good listener and someone to crap along is certainly a kind of luxury. One that money can't buy =)
Talking bout this, missed my Qi Jie Meis lots lots....Though I'm in the same school as Si jie and San Jie, I still haven't met them... X( And my liu meis, wonder how she's going on with Simon?...or a guy I wonder if she'd chance to be with, Satay boi?...lol..I dunno..Think I might have missed out smth XP... And my dearest Da jie, whether she's coping well with both her work and swimming and the upcoming attachment which happens to be...when ar??...lol And my Er Jie, hope she wont get so stress over O lvl!...And Qi meis...hoping that she can forgive her wu Jie for not been able to attend her BBQ-cum-bdae party last fridae X(..I really apologise..and I promised a big big gift for her =) I was thinking of a jean, wonder if she likes it??...
Heehee...My bdae coming soon...in bout 2 wks time??...I really hope this yr bdae to be a special one...cos I'd certainly no mood to celebrate last yr, thanks to O lvl Biology!... But nvm, I'll compensate myself this yr =) I wanna celebrate with lotsa ppl...my family, frens and relatives...best that we all can come together!....lol. And my next greater wish I would leave for is to the guy I once had a crush on him...* Hmm...how do I phrase myself.. Love cannot be forced, unless they're really an item, they wont be together. I see myself liking this guy and gradually grew cos of his forwarded msgs which I know cannot take it seriously..I'd no rights to blame him either cos at least he forwarded. Several times, he gave me false hopes, I took it for real and hate him when it turns out to be a fiction. Felt myself being cheated. So what?..Nah nah..I'd thought too much. I won't in future. Cos I couldn't bring myself to like him anymore, I still belong to my comfort zone...It happens to be uneasy whenever he treats me good X) I'll olwas rmb the nites in e transport van where he lent me his jacket to cover up my laps...But instead, I hug it to feel the taste of being protected..of being cared about...I really thanks him =) He'll remain to be my fren and will not reach beyond a friendship. He gave me the reality and let me fall hard, tts wad I deserved but at least I understand how it's like. Nvm, I'd already forgiven.
I'll be resting in my comfort zone till I really meet my Prince froggy...I know when I get to know this person, I'll love him darlingly =) All the best in future Manda but not to forget you still have ur study as frontier!

Signing off,
Manda

Half of the guys I know, are liers. And worse of all, some are those I'd crush with...meaning that I actually appreciate their talents, characters and being civilised . But all these are craps T_T I felt I'd been betrayed but in fact not, it's simple but their actions complicate everything. I'd lost what's the most precious thing called trust, and another treaure which money cannot buy, love. I dont know how to love a partner in future, unless they teach me how.
He smsed me whether we would like to have supper after work if he can get to rent a car. I smsed him whether he's 'on' for supper after work, and he replied that he's watching movie. He dared to laugh. It's not funny at all. Why couldnt he inform us beforehand that he couldnt rent a car and thus he cant fetch us for supper....why must I be the one to ask...This very disappointing incident brought me to recall what had exactly happened during the appeal exercise. They're being irresponsible, I hated them, the business administrator. I'm trying my very best and yet these evil bunch of ppl played prank on me. That's no fun at all...that's too much a joke. It's beyond my limit, and beyond my extreme...That's certainly not fair...
I'd been trying my best, putting in my effort, but why stood against me?...what else had I done wrong to deserve such kick in the back?..I didnt even pick a single cent from the streets?!...Hence I'm already saved from the possibility of getting bad luck yea?!...
Please ppl...I'd never had a relationship before...can ya guys dont be so damn evil to fool me around...I'm not pretty or cute I admit but at least I know I dont cheat...

Lotsa disappointment,
Manda manda manda manda....

Blur...
Sometimes, I dont even understand myself... I'm a complicated creature, I admit =)
But I'm super tired of a case named LOVE, cos I had neva been to its lecture and hence I dunno a single thing X(
I yearn for a prince to come, but he seemed to be late, too late to pick me up, cos I'm already on an express bus, to my independent future...
Btw, I dont even noe who's my prince...
Maybe I dont have any =)

Love

I'm feeling super sleepy now...Just had 4 hrs of rest in chalet but later got hyper! I'm now reaching out for mre skin care products...eyeing for Artistry skin care products. Was ready to buy a set of moisture rich system for my dehydrated skin, but too expensive which I know that I can't afford another set in future once I finish the products!...lol. Hence, I shall stick to the whole series of clean and clear products. That includes a deep cleanser, toner and moisturiser. But the moisturiser was super expensive!...But thanks to Shermaine who bought it on my behalf so that I can get 1o% discount from there!...Worth the price yeah!..lol. It costs only $14.60! Hahahas. I must learn to take good care of my skin in the very very future cos its super important to a gal's reputation!..lol. Think I gonna get vain man...but wadeva, I'll still get a pore cleanser for my oily T-zone and a moisture intense masque from Artistry!..hahas. But I only need ta apply them twice a week, so I can save more!...Argh!...so eager to buy and test the product X) Being a gal is super duper troublesome cos u gonna take care of so much things which needs money X(

Oh yeah!..Had a BBQ cum chalet last nites. It was a fridae, and we really had fun!...Not BBQ, but gal's tok!..lol. We're really dirty-minded man!...Got into some case of most perveted part and most importantly bout my long nipples!...hahahas!!..Crazy gals!...And that started out by Vivien who greeted me as condom!. Then bout sexual stuffs...argh!...I dun wanna tok bout tt anymore!..Unless there's someone to tok it out!..lol And gals, which I'm referring to Sotong jie, Fiona, Orange, da jie, liu meis and Hui Fang, I really had fun!!...Its a long time I'd ever get so talkative and the loudest among all!...

And naughty Jeremy too, who arranged that chalet for us!..hahahs. We owe you big man!

And Kuang Yi and Chee Wee!...Thanks ya guys so much for adding the fun too!!..

And everything...

It's dad's birthdae to dae!..Happy 51 by papa...lol. He never looks old! He's still tt energetic to me!...And I wanna wish my mum and dad to be loving as ever (though I noe they're not romantic at all XP) and be healthy and the family to be happy! I love you papa mama!..Muacks!

lotsa love and care and happiness,
gal who love her family n frens lots lots, Manda X)