Recently, I'm so damn slack that I haven't start out proper for my protocol.
Hence, I wanna do it now!
Slept for hard core 17 hours yesterday.
LOL.
So happy.
So hope everyday is sleeping day.
Hahahs.
That sounds so wrong,
meaning I'm dead already?

I'm so loving my mom.
So love so love so love you Lao Ma! [:
Thanks for all your understandings.
I'm glad that I'm sensible enough to not make you angry,
and you're the best mom I can ever have!

Had a gathering with my 2/8 gals yesterday at Tampines Cafe Cartel.
As usual, we always crap & joke around like nobody's business.
And Wenna ar! So many yellow jokes. LOL.
But it's kinda funny, in fact very la.
Hahahs.

Wenna: 40 women walking in a place, guess a location.
Ans: Pasir Ris. (Ba shi li)

LOL.
I hope ya guys understand the joke.
More to come if I meet them again!.
Hahahas.

Then it's Mj with my friends...
LOL.
Woots.
Addicted, though I lost quite a lot yesterday.
Cos it's like bit no mood to play.
Cos no key to go home! =X
Have to blame myself, cos I left it in Rin's bag. =S
Anyway, I'm waiting for this gal to wake up lo...
LOL.
So pig la, think she's still sleeping.
But yah, she's busy recently, all right, grant her few more hours then.

Hokay, time to work now!
Focus! [:

More picts to come soon...

Hello back [:

Think recently I'm down with certain level of stress.
But not that bad.
Worst of all normally when I feel stress,
I'll cry a little alone.
But now,
no tears,
only worries and blues.

Some questions I thought to myself:

Why is it so easy to get sad than happy?

Why is it so tough to get things right than wrong?

Alright, I will correct myself with this:

If you don't feel any sadness,
you can't feel the real optimum happiness.

If it's so easy to get things right,
then what for people carry out competitions?

Hahas.
Thanks to Rin & Hao that I somehow know what to do next.
Sometimes it comes to a point that I don't feel like speaking and stone at the wall.
It is not scary to be a failure, it's only scary to me when I can't speak out how much a failure I am.
I will feel worse.

This week, I saw someone whom super duper look like him in Biopolis.
I was stunned for a while,
and regained back my conscience.
Nah... how could be here -.-
Yah it's not him lah.
My big big mistake.
Several months have passed,
but he never leaves that room of mine.
Perhaps I'm too selfish cos I locked that door of the room?
Time to get a key Manda.
A key that will fade the thoughts and in exchange with a good friend.

But yah...
I must must work hard,
must must drive hard,
must must push myself further.
Not staying here stoning.

[Jia you]!
And welcome WL back to Singapore the day before.
LOL.

Cheers.

Hahahas.
Trying to find time slack.
Or else won't have the chance to later after this.

Alright, had girls talk yesterday.
I hope all my gals are well and happy [:
many LOVES*

Will be busy lately.
So yup update soon! [: