Half of the guys I know, are liers. And worse of all, some are those I'd crush with...meaning that I actually appreciate their talents, characters and being civilised . But all these are craps T_T I felt I'd been betrayed but in fact not, it's simple but their actions complicate everything. I'd lost what's the most precious thing called trust, and another treaure which money cannot buy, love. I dont know how to love a partner in future, unless they teach me how.
He smsed me whether we would like to have supper after work if he can get to rent a car. I smsed him whether he's 'on' for supper after work, and he replied that he's watching movie. He dared to laugh. It's not funny at all. Why couldnt he inform us beforehand that he couldnt rent a car and thus he cant fetch us for supper....why must I be the one to ask...This very disappointing incident brought me to recall what had exactly happened during the appeal exercise. They're being irresponsible, I hated them, the business administrator. I'm trying my very best and yet these evil bunch of ppl played prank on me. That's no fun at all...that's too much a joke. It's beyond my limit, and beyond my extreme...That's certainly not fair...
I'd been trying my best, putting in my effort, but why stood against me?...what else had I done wrong to deserve such kick in the back?..I didnt even pick a single cent from the streets?!...Hence I'm already saved from the possibility of getting bad luck yea?!...
Please ppl...I'd never had a relationship before...can ya guys dont be so damn evil to fool me around...I'm not pretty or cute I admit but at least I know I dont cheat...

Lotsa disappointment,
Manda manda manda manda....

Blur...
Sometimes, I dont even understand myself... I'm a complicated creature, I admit =)
But I'm super tired of a case named LOVE, cos I had neva been to its lecture and hence I dunno a single thing X(
I yearn for a prince to come, but he seemed to be late, too late to pick me up, cos I'm already on an express bus, to my independent future...
Btw, I dont even noe who's my prince...
Maybe I dont have any =)

Love

I'm feeling super sleepy now...Just had 4 hrs of rest in chalet but later got hyper! I'm now reaching out for mre skin care products...eyeing for Artistry skin care products. Was ready to buy a set of moisture rich system for my dehydrated skin, but too expensive which I know that I can't afford another set in future once I finish the products!...lol. Hence, I shall stick to the whole series of clean and clear products. That includes a deep cleanser, toner and moisturiser. But the moisturiser was super expensive!...But thanks to Shermaine who bought it on my behalf so that I can get 1o% discount from there!...Worth the price yeah!..lol. It costs only $14.60! Hahahas. I must learn to take good care of my skin in the very very future cos its super important to a gal's reputation!..lol. Think I gonna get vain man...but wadeva, I'll still get a pore cleanser for my oily T-zone and a moisture intense masque from Artistry!..hahas. But I only need ta apply them twice a week, so I can save more!...Argh!...so eager to buy and test the product X) Being a gal is super duper troublesome cos u gonna take care of so much things which needs money X(

Oh yeah!..Had a BBQ cum chalet last nites. It was a fridae, and we really had fun!...Not BBQ, but gal's tok!..lol. We're really dirty-minded man!...Got into some case of most perveted part and most importantly bout my long nipples!...hahahas!!..Crazy gals!...And that started out by Vivien who greeted me as condom!. Then bout sexual stuffs...argh!...I dun wanna tok bout tt anymore!..Unless there's someone to tok it out!..lol And gals, which I'm referring to Sotong jie, Fiona, Orange, da jie, liu meis and Hui Fang, I really had fun!!...Its a long time I'd ever get so talkative and the loudest among all!...

And naughty Jeremy too, who arranged that chalet for us!..hahahs. We owe you big man!

And Kuang Yi and Chee Wee!...Thanks ya guys so much for adding the fun too!!..

And everything...

It's dad's birthdae to dae!..Happy 51 by papa...lol. He never looks old! He's still tt energetic to me!...And I wanna wish my mum and dad to be loving as ever (though I noe they're not romantic at all XP) and be healthy and the family to be happy! I love you papa mama!..Muacks!

lotsa love and care and happiness,
gal who love her family n frens lots lots, Manda X)