God's blessing me..thanks*
If a relationship is really hard to build, can I ever meet my significant one?..
Wondering...pondering..imaginating...waiting...
But I'm not that desperate, why should I bother so much?..lol
If love gonna give us so much obstacles, why should we even start it out?....
He msged me yest nites..I was excited I admit...at e same time surprised that he'll inform me bout the expedition to the forest for training...I'm not worried at all..I dunno why too. Maybe afterall it's really none of my concern...Cos ppl like him act to be upright but yet took ppl for granted. I'm not his fish I'd mentioned, hence, why bother =) I'm not being bad or what...it's true.. Who I'm really searching for is someone who really loves me and can take care of me for life..I dun need any experiment for a first relationship...I hope it's e first and last for me. Or I wouldnt have take pains to endure all sorts of nonsence...
Wadever, I'm glad that I'm starting to focus on my study..a good sign, and I shall not be disturbed by all these anymore..
I'll be strong and I noe I'm not wrong =)
Friday, August 11, 2006
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Self-reflection
The dae since I work in grill, I'd grown up alot =)
I missed alot of things since the dae I'm forced ta stop =(
And from the dae I eva went for the AS orientation, I'm stuck to the monotonous lifestyle. As usual, a secondary school student I'd been in the past, study, completing tutorial hw, prepare for quizes, tests and exams....going for lectures and day-dreaming during tutorial. Sometime, I'm really wondering why am I really working so hard for someting I'd no interest at all..Isnt it a waste of my time?. And I gonna endure all these for like 2 1/2 years more?...dear god...I'm really tired and annoyed...but I just refuse to show how grudgeful I am...
And all bout him...I've started to make a full-stop to my phantasm. It'd just been a fiction...yeap...a fiction. I'm not tired at all, dont be mistaken =) I just wanna concentrate what I'm exactly doing now, and try to figure out what I gonna do next....And all bout him, I still care as friend. Similarly as Jerry bro, and any other friends. Howeva, I not gonna have any relationship for the 2 1/2 years, cos I wanna focus on my study first and if possible, hoping ta start a business for myself in 5 yrs time =) I've lotsa ambition, and since life's short, I gonna do the best out of it, as long it dont cost my life yea?! lol. I'm being realistic =D
Wadeva, I'll be back ta study and make some self-reflection again...byebye ppl =)
The dae since I work in grill, I'd grown up alot =)
I missed alot of things since the dae I'm forced ta stop =(
And from the dae I eva went for the AS orientation, I'm stuck to the monotonous lifestyle. As usual, a secondary school student I'd been in the past, study, completing tutorial hw, prepare for quizes, tests and exams....going for lectures and day-dreaming during tutorial. Sometime, I'm really wondering why am I really working so hard for someting I'd no interest at all..Isnt it a waste of my time?. And I gonna endure all these for like 2 1/2 years more?...dear god...I'm really tired and annoyed...but I just refuse to show how grudgeful I am...
And all bout him...I've started to make a full-stop to my phantasm. It'd just been a fiction...yeap...a fiction. I'm not tired at all, dont be mistaken =) I just wanna concentrate what I'm exactly doing now, and try to figure out what I gonna do next....And all bout him, I still care as friend. Similarly as Jerry bro, and any other friends. Howeva, I not gonna have any relationship for the 2 1/2 years, cos I wanna focus on my study first and if possible, hoping ta start a business for myself in 5 yrs time =) I've lotsa ambition, and since life's short, I gonna do the best out of it, as long it dont cost my life yea?! lol. I'm being realistic =D
Wadeva, I'll be back ta study and make some self-reflection again...byebye ppl =)
Friday, August 04, 2006
The Reality
Life is full of ups and downs,
can be this minute happy, and the next min down.
But pls do not be silly my dear,
to torture ya eyes with ya tears,
cos they're jux been wasted for an immoral.
Keep ya spirit up my dear,
cos you're the world's angel.
Bring ya happiness to e population,
and thus destroy the evils.
The pure heart is with u my dear,
hence to all e rumours, wad's e big deal?
God sees wad people do, and he'd been blessing u.
Cheer up my innocent dear,
cos ya smile is jux so lovable =)
This so-called poem is for everybody =) If ya meet any rumours or obstacles out there, I hope tt my poem gets to cheer ya up abit=D Sorry ppl, I've a very poor language, but I'm trying ta get e best out of it , ya toO kx?! God will olwas bless..
Life is full of ups and downs,
can be this minute happy, and the next min down.
But pls do not be silly my dear,
to torture ya eyes with ya tears,
cos they're jux been wasted for an immoral.
Keep ya spirit up my dear,
cos you're the world's angel.
Bring ya happiness to e population,
and thus destroy the evils.
The pure heart is with u my dear,
hence to all e rumours, wad's e big deal?
God sees wad people do, and he'd been blessing u.
Cheer up my innocent dear,
cos ya smile is jux so lovable =)
This so-called poem is for everybody =) If ya meet any rumours or obstacles out there, I hope tt my poem gets to cheer ya up abit=D Sorry ppl, I've a very poor language, but I'm trying ta get e best out of it , ya toO kx?! God will olwas bless..
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