A restless week
So so so tired...neva imagined that poly life can be get so stressed up too. Jux got demoralised by yesterday HAP term test...terrible. But all I could say is, serve me right..cos I didnt prepare well. Omg...think I gonna work hard during the 2 weeks term break and u noe wad?! I'm going back to grill to work le! Miss the teamwork we had in grill few months ago..most imptly, miss everyone out there!..lolx. So excited...yet so lost..wonder wad else can I do besides studying n working, tt will make my short break more worth it. Dun wanna waste my precious time jux lyk tt. kkx, gotta get out of here soon, I'm getting sleepy now..cannot tahan le..byebye!..cya soon!

Lost hOpe
I've seen her posts in frenster...she's sad..I can feel for her. However, she hurt the guy hu in turn hurt her...and now...it's gonna be complicated. I felt myself being a KPO in between all these love triangles. Or maybe, I'm not in at all...jux accidentally gotta noe more bout it. She's sweet, she's a great fren, a capable colleage. But when it comes to relationship problem, she failed. That camel must have really hated her...but despite all those scratches in his heart which she caused, he loved her dearly..and though mentally he dislikes her, he'd already forgiven her in his heart. The scratches still remain, but he beared with it...I think I admire him for that..respect how he actually care for his family financial problem...applaud for his passion for a greater future and multi-jobbing...and cherish every sweet sms he sent long long time ago..I missed him, tt's how I'm feeling now.
I'm still waiting for all his sweet msg...no matter whether it's actually for many ppl...it's really fine with me. His little greetings give me the warm embrace I wanted...yup..him. But I'd lost the hope for all tt...cos it's impossible. I know. All I would wish for is tt he leads his life well and he's happy and healthy. *liking a person doesnt mean owning the person...freedom is all wad ppl want..*

+manda+

An idiot lyk me...
Argh!!...tml is PIPC quiz!..so excited and a bit nervous..excited cos at least I'd studied, nervous cos I'd predicted tt it's not gonna be smooth one for me whenever I'm prepared for smth...tt's why, I dont really place high hopes on tt quiz.
How how how....I'm missing him...omg...I'm really an idiot! I wonder why he didnt reply to my msg..was it cos he really didnt receive tt?..or he wanna avoid me after he 'feels' smth or wadeva..Iya!!....shouldnt be too gd to him then..I really hated myself sometime for doing smth real stupid and I'm telling you..I'm afraid he's gonna be e next ah ji..escaping and saving his dear life from me..what e fxxx I'm doing...I should be studying!...Not bout all these stuffs!! Iya!!!!!...bless me ba...