A little history back then, I started to get minor pimples when I started high school and since then, it never stops, even a single day. It became significant and threatening when I realized they are evolving into stage of acne. Acne could be minor or major, but it doesn't matters to all of us, just because they survive on our bare skin, the most obvious one, which is the face. Right till the age of 23, I'm still getting these, and it's recently it went off haywire again, and that I thought I should pen them down.
Not to complain how annoying they (acne) are, but to face them and eliminate them FOREVER.
First stage of Acne patient is to deal with emotions. It really gets me crazy and mad whenever it got worse and the next moment I would be sad and crying, and sometimes, I felt suicidal. REALLY, these feelings are like tumor, they grow and kills. However, I'm glad because I feel positive pretty fast after all these incidents and willing to brace myself up. To be frank, I'm so afraid of looking myself in the mirror, cos I feel ugly and monstrous with that face I have, despite Baby trying his best to coax me "I'll love you no matter how you look". It's touching, but this wouldn't last, cos your face gonna stay with you for the rest of your life, whilst motivation could cease and vanish at times of despair. Tell me I'm wrong, but psychologically, I guess every ladies would feel the same way as me. I'm not asking for raw pinkish smooth baby skin, but at least one that doesn't need makeup that often. You think it's fun to splash on makeups on an unhealthy skin and then best of all, take photos and edit till it doesn't looks like you at all?
For all these reality I've been living with, I understand how is it like to be an acne patient and my heart really goes out to you guys (like me). I just wanna highlight to you guys, there must be a solution to this, only that all our bodies are different, treatments would thus be exclusive to some of us. It may take sometime to heal, but I always have the belief to be the prettiest bride being kissed on her healthy skin. (:
I don't wish to dream anymore, cos I gonna embark on a journey with Dr X Clinic in treating myself and my dearest esteem.
I will update you guys soon with my next coming post and yup, stay on there, we'll be fine. (:
